Hey baby, this is for you.

I like it when we had some bad feelings and we talked it out straight.
Well, that shows the maturity level of our relationship somehow. And i really don't like the silence. Because when the silence sets in, my heart and my mind talk a lot to one another. I swear it is very annoying.

Well, bad date today. I wasn't known of your condition but well, i'm sorry for my quietness too. Mislead you to think that i'm attitude-ing you. haha. I was just very disappointed with myself, not you though.

I can understand every things, if you talk things out. Now we're all good. I still love how we are now. Thanks for wearing that T-shirt tmr! *hugs*


Well babe, this is for you.

Thanks for finding that quiz out. I was finding for the date too when you posted it. But well, to no avail. And i hope you find that quiz is not because you wanted to end this friendship.

But well babe, just want you to know that alcohol is not the one that i chose to be with over you. it's more like, i drown my sorrows with alocohol. You may not like the way i am now. I'm okay, i'm keeping myself numb too. Till i realise these pains inside me hurts a lot too. I'm not sure if you still feel the same. because you told me before that u already give up. On the verge to, you were at that thin line of giving up..


Thanks for not giving up. And sorry that i disappoint you all over again. Drown the alcohols with your faith and trust and every little things. I wanted to be so drunk that night, but i tell myself you wouldn't wanna spot me in that state. I still love you.

But i really don't want you to feel hurt all over again just because of what i do. I felt that, you really feel happier without me, as your closer friend.

Not for me though, i feel the empty in here. In my heart i felt that i wasn't suppose to feel this way. You made me realise i only met you and talk to you all the time. That i've lost all my other friends. I feel sad when i'm lost. Without you, nothing really seems right

I thought of getting into a car accident whenever i walked on the road. Choked on the food whenever i eat. Faint and die of heart attack when i'm on the train. All our memories were just too good for me to not remember it wherever i go.


I really thank you for everything as well as i'm very apologetic for everything i did to you. I love you, my dear friend : ) i'm so sorry that i couldn't initiate a chat with you anymore. Because i know, your reply isn't what i wanted or what i'm looking forward to.

writtern @11:04 PM

I want to.
I would love to.
To be insensitive to things that's happening around me.



However, to certain things to certain extend : )

writtern @9:59 PM

First of all, i'm very tired.
So if you're starting to not catch what i say, it means it's all rubbish already.


So well, apparently today school kinda suck.
My Principles of Management tutorial (same a(POM)s lecturer) suck!


Eventually during the lecture, she screened the late-dragon boaters of our school that had died during the competition due to the natural disaster or something.
And she laughed and think it's funny and joke over about it. Oh goodness, very very insensitive animal she is. I swear i feel like throwing shoes right to her face and slap her to tell her to wake up and know what she's talkinga bout.

What's worst is, she doesn't even know how to control the class well! She don't know how to teach and she just read it from the slides.
She doesn't even explain and let us understand what's the meaning of this and this and this. But PLAINLY READING from what we have.

Then i'm sorry, i don't think i need you to be my lecturer and tutor. Because you don't teach. You're just practicing for your oral examinations isn't it?


Not only me that do not understand your jokes, your lesson or anything. It's just not only me.

writtern @11:06 PM