Hey baby, this is for you.
I like it when we had some bad feelings and we talked it out straight.
Well, that shows the maturity level of our relationship somehow. And i really don't like the silence. Because when the silence sets in, my heart and my mind talk a lot to one another. I swear it is very annoying.
Well, bad date today. I wasn't known of your condition but well, i'm sorry for my quietness too. Mislead you to think that i'm attitude-ing you. haha. I was just very disappointed with myself, not you though.
I can understand every things, if you talk things out. Now we're all good. I still love how we are now. Thanks for wearing that T-shirt tmr! *hugs*
Well babe, this is for you.
Thanks for finding that quiz out. I was finding for the date too when you posted it. But well, to no avail. And i hope you find that quiz is not because you wanted to end this friendship.
But well babe, just want you to know that alcohol is not the one that i chose to be with over you. it's more like, i drown my sorrows with alocohol. You may not like the way i am now. I'm okay, i'm keeping myself numb too. Till i realise these pains inside me hurts a lot too. I'm not sure if you still feel the same. because you told me before that u already give up. On the verge to, you were at that thin line of giving up..
Thanks for not giving up. And sorry that i disappoint you all over again. Drown the alcohols with your faith and trust and every little things. I wanted to be so drunk that night, but i tell myself you wouldn't wanna spot me in that state. I still love you.
But i really don't want you to feel hurt all over again just because of what i do. I felt that, you really feel happier without me, as your closer friend.
Not for me though, i feel the empty in here. In my heart i felt that i wasn't suppose to feel this way. You made me realise i only met you and talk to you all the time. That i've lost all my other friends. I feel sad when i'm lost. Without you, nothing really seems right
I thought of getting into a car accident whenever i walked on the road. Choked on the food whenever i eat. Faint and die of heart attack when i'm on the train. All our memories were just too good for me to not remember it wherever i go.
I really thank you for everything as well as i'm very apologetic for everything i did to you. I love you, my dear friend : ) i'm so sorry that i couldn't initiate a chat with you anymore. Because i know, your reply isn't what i wanted or what i'm looking forward to.