ROXANNE (;

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

wee...ytd went to punggol...went to wake boarding..haha...fun man!!! rawks man..wee!!!

haha...its lyk..damn nice lor...ii can stand for a distance..KEWL!!! wee..haha..nth to sae la..but ii encourage muii fren to try lor..ii gona improve muii skill..yes i am..haha..

wad to write?!??! ii feel lyk whacking azili cousin lor..kao...ii see her bui song..kick her..LOL!! see her face kao..nvm..learn to forgive n forget..yea.. ^^v twist..learn from boma de..LOL!!
LEARN TO FORGIVE N FORGET!!!

tts where this sentence..ii start it from sec 1..muii uncle teach de..so mux respect muii uncle..
hehe..

ai ya..today reali reali veri short..coz nth to type la..pai seh..LOL!!

xanne was here b4..

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Sunday, December 25, 2005

kaox...christmax..wee...can go ton...haha..but neva did ii tort tt things will turn out so bloody bad..went out wif boma..den intend to go heeren..(dono how to spell)den goiin towards expo ma..den we were so late coz of salam..haha...we waiting him alomst 20 min..den he came..we bought the train..den brendon was lyk..waiting for us for 30 mins..den someone tort tt he is a terrorist..so funni lor..haha..

den were so happi..christmax eve ma..humph..tort can count down..but ended up at home..haha..went to bugis..stupid...they are so lame..sae wad run over the fountain..huh? ii dono la..den mii n azili went 1st..they were lyk..treat us as a fool...den mii n azili push all of the boiis in..haha..some were wet la..haha..

went to arcade..play daytona..wahahaha...mii,,azili,,brendon onii...den ii went in 1st actually..coz went turning..den brendon was at muii right handside..so went we skid..ii can depend on him..den ran away lor..den how would ii noe..2nd turn...ii went to the grass...grave mistake..haha..so went in 2nd n he went 1st place..azili 3rd lor...den dono wad kerwin sae..go mac there find damien..huh..ii was lyk..go there find him for wad..den go lor..den sae wad go serangoon?? kaox..den call mama..mama sae b4 10 go home..coz ii bargain..haha..den ii in the train in dhoby ghaut..den went to another stop to little india liao...den call came in..

this time ii damn pek ciek liao...mom ask mii wad hs was tt...den muii frenz sae private hs lor..mom sae..NO NO!!! cannot go liao...eu beta go home now...ii was lyk..goin to burst out of tear..nn so coincidence..the train door open..nn ii juz went out..b4 the guys saw mii crying..LOL!! den was so fucking fed up...nn tt bloody auntie!!!! kaox...make mii cry in the bloody public..but nort so jia lat la..lyk oni tears down muii cheecks..ii told them ii wanna ton long time ler lor..sae okay lor!!!! break their bloody promise..hate the bloody auntie la..CB ONE!! kb one..sae liao oso wanna whack her ar..argh..nbm..now x'max..mux happi happi..

den damien ask mii out...den somemore he wif his brothers..ask mii out...is lyk..i will be walking alone lor..he will for sure join his frenz rite..den ii will be walking behind them...SO LONELY rite..stupid..dono how to use brain de..lmao..

had a terrible dream..ii lyk it..but tt wasn't the one ii wan..coz..ii went to the park wif muii ex..den we hug suddenly..nn ii can reali feel the bloody hell warmth..damn it..den its lyk so realistic lor..den ii ask him..whether will he be wif mii foreva..most guys will sae yes rite..but his ans is no..and he push mii away...den went to another ger..fuck dream rite..kant believe it actually..ii onii wan a guy hugs..but the guy mux be lurving mii..nn ii mux be lurving tt guy...hard rite..ii now..haiz...

haha..don wanna type ler..hand veri "suan" ler..haha...

xanne was here b4...

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this is boma.. But Best SISTeR EvEr

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sweet

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princes

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red red de face

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gping out

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love us

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us us us ...weee

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going out

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our hp

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roxanne n boma

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toilet

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Friday, December 23, 2005

yo yo yo...haha..back from camp ler!!! woo!!! learn damn lorts of things la...erm..ii play flying fox!! so happi..nice...kewl man..haha...damn hot...n im damn dark now..sob sob...everyone the muscle all cramp...wanna sit down..but scared sitting down..coz all buttock,legs,hand,shoudler pain..LOL!! everyone ouch here n there...walk also veri funni...ii walk lyk kena ~~fuck~~ lyk tt..LOL!! azili brother sae she kena ~~fuck~~..but don misunderstood..we don kena ~~fuck~~..but our leg cramp..LOL!!

ii won the amazing race!! ii mean wif muii grp..there is 2 grp tt gort 1st..so we share the point..haha..den 3rd grp came in was pink grp..(azili grp) haha...den at nite we ton lor..b4 slping time..we have a session where teachers n us siting a circle..tt was the most funniest part ii ever saw from xian yao..he do pole dance...KAO!!! damn funni la...ii miss the camp..ii will neva wanna be part of muii frenz animore!!! ii lurve them...coz they RAWK muii world..hehehe.. -giggles-

humph...ii rejected him again..he ask mii lor...den...we are no longer frenz..but does it worth?? worth losing a fren?? becoz ii rejected him...ii aint angry..but i juz feel..its totally unfair for mii lor..mayb he don mind losing mii..but ii mind losing a fren lyk him..ii reali don lyk lor...its totally
outrageous..hai ya..sae now oso no use ler..don be fren lor..wait till he calm down n willing to tok to mii la..ii don lyk losing a fren...ii reali rejected every guy once ii broke up wif him(muii ex)..but he juzz wonuldn't listen to mii...but wad can ii do?? haiz...ii don lyk lik this lor..can anione tort of how ii felt?? how ii think?? im trying to be so understanding..be yy kant he..

juz feel lyk fucking off this lyfe la...yy make mii so jia lat lyk fuck lyk tt..

lurve hurts;;

writtern @1:47 PM

Sunday, December 18, 2005

hehe...harloe guys..im back!! woo..LOL..muii birthday ytd..kay la..receive presents from frenz lor..hehe...happi ba?? HAHA!! of coz la..abit sad at times..den happi...mood swings la...even brendon oso sae..LOL!!

im lyk this..lurve mii for hu ii am lor...don try mii..coz im neva gona be nice...keke..aniway..brendon..plz..stop liao..mii cannot tahan ler!!! haha...dono den nvm..
=P

ii dono wad to write leh...humph..receive 4 necklace this yr..including last yr..will be 10 ler...1 day wear 1 izzit? everyday change ar?!?!? LOL!!den another present ii gort is wind chain..erm..quite nice la..quite cyute actually..LOL!erm..another present is..GORT A VERI BIG TOY LOR!!! tt was muii biggest present ii eva gort..THANKS GUYS!!! lurve eu guys..

waiting for xiong birthday present..sae will give mii on 24...HOPE HE WONT GIVE MI ANIMORE NECKLACE!!!
xiong..eu no needa give mii oso can la..tt time eu fed up...now ii noe yy ler...no need buy oso can de...there is still veri long way n so mani yrs for us..haha..eu can buy next yr de la..okays? but if eu insist..ii dono wad to do ler la..gua gua gua..HAHA..

takkaiire guys..
*muacks*
lurvee;

writtern @6:16 PM

Thursday, December 15, 2005

dono wad to write today...erm..
today went out wif azili...den wanna go home liao..so olivia in far east..haha..den tok tok..chat chat..play play...den saw one siao one..point here n there..keep asking us to go there..den we were lyk..wanna bash him..haha...today go out wif azili quite okay la..fun?? dono...the movie is shit..lolx..aeon flux..omg..~~horrible~~..lmao..

erm..today nat's birthday..so we went out..haha..don wana sae bout it ler...=)

having camp this coming monday..LOL!! so happi..gonna see azili again..wahahaha...
hope her cousin don bother her...she is a irritating freak!!! gua gua gua..lolx..
nth to blog..so siam now..buaiz!!!

lurvee ;

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Monday, December 12, 2005

hi guys...i sort things out actually..his nort worth muii lyfe..lyfe juz have to go on..there is still a long way for mii to go..lorts of guys waiting for mii over there...y shuld i waste muii time on him?? things have to be open sometimes actually..especially lurve..he might nort be the one for eu..oni fate brings both of eu together..n its time to break..eu will break..

im juz toking to muiiself..eu may nort need to understand it..=)

i've decided to cut muii hair..change muii life style..muii characters..change everything tt he hate mii...juz lurve/hate mii for hu i am..coz i don give a freaking damn to him..for all i kares..i have frenz n family..losing a fren ,,lyfe its still the same..coz his no longer in muii heart..nn its time tt i shuld move on..another step forward brings mii another type of guys..

argh..stop all these nonsense...trying to get along veri well wif muii family actually..ii started to give in lorts..nn after i broke up wif him..i reali felt alort of changes in mii..nn i don feel the usual self of mii animore..no more nicey roxanne..coz after tt..he brokes her heart so deeply tt it wakes her devil out..35% is angel n 65% is devil...but if i found muii lurve..n stead wif him..whoeva it is..the angel wif be 80% den..-winks0-

hope i wont be hurt animore..nn i wont think of tt ~~blooody~~ him animore.. okays??
thanks azili..eu were always here wif mii..lurve ya lorts..
*muacks*

lurvee hurts ;

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Saturday, December 10, 2005

go to http://sorrowgerforeva.blogspot.com coz i updated the wrong bloggy..haha..

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Friday, December 09, 2005

haiz..alort of prob these days..
muii grandma..muii dad side one..she heard news from somewhere tt i have stead..den somemore is malay..i was wondering hu told her tt..im guessing whether isit muii dad's g.f..if it is..knn..ai ya..don sae ler la..veri bad mood..
den she scold n scold n scold..sae..study study..yy go to pah tor all these stuff..den feel lyk saying its muii business yy eu wanna care..but im getting okay..n she suddenly sae..yy mux be malay!?!?!?so mani chinese out there..
i was lyk..wtf..does she have the right to stop mii from lurving anione??wads wrong wif malay??they gort aids izzit??cannot touch izzit?? cannot stead izzit? will die izzit??lyk wad sia..den i juz look other places but juz didnt look in her eyes..till she said her last word..i juz go back to the car n waited inside the car..

juz freaking fed up lor...is there ani prob wif malay ppl?? guys?? or goiin steady wif ani malay ppl?? some sae im mad..some sae its wrong..some say its okay..some sae will invite gossip..SO WAD!!! as if i give a freaking kare to them wad they sae lor..
im young so wad..nort tt i chi pang ying den wanna give attitude leh..but is i cannot continue hearing wad were they saeing lor..alort of stupid things sae from her mouth la..
since dad have new g.f..
den grandma start to side her...
SIDE HER LA!!! I DON GIVE A DAMN EU SIDE OKAY!!!
COZ IM JUZ MUIISELF!!! LURVE MII FOR HU I AM!!!
I DON GIVE A FREAKING CARE HU EU HATE!!!!

~~fuck~~

bye!!!

lurvee;

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Monday, December 05, 2005

man..im sick..ah..im in pain..the stupid spagetti i ate..makes mii puke..felt so excited n im so happi tt muii grandma cook tt for mii...den i was drooling..i juz go to the kitchen n get a plate for mii...10 mins lata..i went for another round..this time was reali full..

~~burp~~

haha..

woo..finally cure muii stomach growling..hehe..
was so happi..mood is so great n fantastic..

15 mins past...stomach starts to ach.. it went on n on..5 mins pain..n 2 mins rest..n soon..5 mins of pain came back..i was reali feeliing terrible n horrible..muii mom have food poisoning..muii aunt was sick..muii uncle g.f kena food poisoning too..nn muii dad sae i have too..wah..den i was lyk..keep cursing the spagetti..so angry manx..
~~fucking~~ spagetti makes mii so in pain...
i wanna cry..
~~dead~~

now still in pain..stomach juz kept...haha..dono how to describe..i will neva wanna eat ani spagetti animore..
im so afraid now.. -shiver-

zzzz...can anione bring mii to the doctor?? i went to the toilet for 4 times...
freak man..i hate the freaking feeling..
FREAK!!!

its all SPAGGETTI fault..

sob sob..
i wanna rest alreadi..
bu-bye!!

sob sob..argh!! so pain..damn it..

lurvee;
muacks*

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Saturday, December 03, 2005

wow..harloe...new bloggy again..

hope eu guys enjoy wad im writing over here...
i hope muii frenz were alright n healthy..so tt i can see them again when skool reopen
time reali flies..2 mnths had gone..now we ledt 1 mths,4 weeks n 30 days..
X'mas ~~is round the corner..wish can go out wif frenz..wahaha...~~

~~gort 1 19~~ yrs old guy ask mii for nos..den i juz walk away lor..
i wont stead wif him if he ask mii too..coz im nort lyk someone..noe this day..next day stead..coz she think he is handsome..the guy sae wanna stead 3 yrs..wanna break record..coz of breaking records den stead one izzit?? call this as lurve??~~idiotic~~den somemore the ger longest stead is 2 weeks nort even 1 mnth..den sae wanna 3 yrs liao..kaox..can ask her go n die liao..
ask her to dream on man..
~~idiotic..~~
somemore keep saeing to others muii stead so sweet..
she is juz making herself fucking cheap..
a disgrace to gers..
everytime is guy find ger..but she find guys..WTF!!! kant believe it man...
bitches...

saw arun when i was working..he purposely came infront of mii..n i was folding newspaper..
muii mom was looking at him..wondering yy is he looking at mii la..den arun juz keep looking n looking..till i sense someone is watching mi..i looked up n i was freaking shock..haha..den mom ask hu is tt..yy he keep looking at mii..den i keep laffing ar..his muii fren...den she ask..yy he keep looking at eu..coz i neva saw him infront of mii n i was so blur still folding the newspaper..haha..
funni rite?? mom was shock..than when he is looking..mom actually wanna sae..knn..yy this guy keep looking at mii...but arun noe chinese..den mom sae..wah..luckily..i didnt sae it..i laf till siao...
~~haha~~
k la..willl update next time..
=)

roxy was here b4..

lurvee;
muacks*

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Friday, December 02, 2005

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