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Sunday, December 27, 2009


My heart beat's slowing down.
It's getting a little hard to breathe.

The feelings of hurt are back once again.
It'll never end, this pain.

writtern @10:08 PM


This is for people, who have lost their laughter.

Where they seems to realise that they're not laughing as much.

It's just a click away. You'll just smile :)


writtern @1:51 AM

Thursday, December 24, 2009


I'm upset

On how i look upon others.
How i have this perspective of view for people.
Why do i have these negative thoughts about people who loves me or whoever they are.

I know, and always know that every other people have their own difficulties and reasons for things they do and react or so whatever. But the actions they do leaves an impression on me or even all of us.

Is always negative or positive, either way.
It's either they let me have the disgusted feeling or a very disappointed feeling.


I mean, i know how much that person is going thru outside. I know how much hardship that person is having now. I know how bad the situation is now. I know how upset that person or however that person's feeling. Or whatver that person is thinking on how that person life is.


I'm really disheartened when i see that person's face. When i know how that person wrinkles gets more. The eye bags gets heavier. It gives me the thoughts of, thinking that i've not taken a real good look on that person. It's much like, i've not dared to look at that person anymore.

In such, i've cried in my heart with full of disappointments when i know we're drifted. We no longer know one another and we're more of a stranger in our heart.




I'm enough of my descriptions for my heart wrenching stories.

writtern @12:17 AM

Tuesday, December 22, 2009


Seriously, i wanna watch princess and the frog.
AND BLOODY NOBODY WANTS TO WATCH IT WITH ME.
__




And why is it that when i want to watch a show that hardly is to anyone's liking! But when it's not to my liking, YET I STILL WATCH WITH THEM. fml.





Screw all of you who made me feel this way.


: D


HAHAHAHHAA! LIFE FUCKING ROCKS LA. ccb. -.-

writtern @12:27 AM


I loveeeee to be loved from whom i love.
I totally feel loved from those whom i loved love me.
I mean, isn't it cool to be feeled very loved from whom you loved too ?


COOL OR WHAT?
COMPLICATED?


MISSION ACCOMPLISHED, AGAIN!


HUAHAHAHA!
Nights! <3

writtern @12:02 AM

Sunday, December 20, 2009


MY SWEET 18TH! : )








First and foremost,
let me thanks for those who wish me first!
Everyone's asking if they were the FIRST to text me or wish me or call me. BUT ALL SO WRONG! Hahaha! Because Charles was the first though. =/

Somehow it seems that everyone's snatching to be the first. MAKES ME FEEL SO IMPORTANT that they really want to be the first and when the clock strikes 11.59.55pm, they'll quickly click the send button after they've typed everything out! Haha.

Then i've got a call from australia who's my Godbro for many yrssssss, he called just to wish me and then Weishing. Then the msn facebook and texts. They are just so awesome. Not forgetting i have a note from my bestie! She made me cry after i've fight back all my tears from all the wishes i'm receiving. And she's the first to make me cry on my first 10 mins of 18th. How coooool! And i was literally smiling and laughing to myself in the room. Overwhelmed with happiness and tears with laughter



<3

Two days before my birthday. Worked with Jayley. It was a horrible and fun day. Because a lot of shits happen. But i dont have to elaborate it cause it'll be kinda crazy if i do.






Dinner with collegues on tuesday night! While waiting for our boss, guess what this idiot Serena's doing ?! SHE'S SHAKING ! Ok, masturbating. OK
NO.
HAHAHHA!
She's playing with Wasabi la can?!?!
RETARDEDLY UNGLAM!

besides she's hiding the wasabi under the table and literally shaking like how guys do! AND SO I WHEN I SNAP THIS! JUST NICE LOOKS LIKE IT. SEE THE FACE. WORST!
she's trying to show me that when the wasabi are turning round and round and round....








It'll turn out like this. -.-zzZZzz


Then on thursday, my bithday !
Met nini first. It was kinda a grumpy start of my day. But somehow it just got better. I didnt expect them to have 3 surprises. After all, it was much of a fun :D




Dont think i'm gona elaborate more too. Because it's just too much. BUT IF SOMEONE ASK HOW I CELEBRATE MY BDAY! I will never say "nahhh, forget about asking me"










Because i'll say " i have my sweetest 18th birthday of all the years i've gone thru. Due to all the loves and everyone trying to make it work and making so much effort. I love them all! <3"




They brought me to ECP to blade. They must have know that i'm craving much much! ^^







Then they bought me this as a "First present" to make me think that, THAT'S MY ONLY present. Haha.
Which is the most ugliest G-string in the world i've seen and swear i wont buy even though i'm gona try.
But they really dumb go buy till so expensive where they can get it for $2.90. Hahaha! I dont wear them but i know WHAT'S THE PRICE for those. =/




REEEAAAAAAAL KICK IS THIS :



I'VE GOT THE COOLEST BLADE LA PLS!
Dont be jealous OK! =/




Ok, this is random. Snap picture of jayley working while on friday my wrist was hurting very badly. So i didnt work much since there aint much crowd : )





AFTER WORK MET UP WITH CHARLES!
Then with uncle (his best friend) and his gf!



Crystal Jade at Paragon.
Damn, i was really stress while sitting at the huge sofa and the tables. Why eat dinner oso must so stress one.
It was on Charles that night and the bill for four is 200 BUCKS!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!


This is buddha jump wall. I think =/
We shared this though. Contains shark fin, abalone, mushroom, herbal chicken, fish maw, idk what's the orange dates, sea cucumber.


Ok la, all in all, IT'S ALL THE PRECIOUS FOOD IN THE WORLD LA. zomg. -.-
It's my first time eating though. hahahah!




Butter factory that night. SUCKS MAD! left after inside one hour and slept even before the party's going to end! First time so mad early home. lol


oh, this is my uncle's gf :)





woke up the next day, this girl trying to act cute and be a character of HI-5 lady. HAHAHA! Damn er xin.









Miss my bag,
took a snap shot of it when i'm still on bed!
This is bought my Charles.




If u ever remember, my cousin's gf fall the same birthday as Charles. On my cousin's birthday which falls on 7th Dec, isn't it very coincident that his gf bought the same brand for my cousin while CHARLES bought the same for me too?!



Just that my cousin one was a wallet and mine's a bag. OH MY GOSHHHHHH!
Even my aunt was shock and tot i told Charles what the gf bought for cousin. o.0


Idk how do you pronounce this brand but all i know is damn f%#king ex. -.-!
A wallet can cost $400, idk what's this bag man ?
Looks scary enough alr. -.-












On saturday night, had a belated celebration with HALF of my family where others are studying / working / busy. My hyped of 18th bday was then gone. BUT STILL COOL! : )


My bitch on the roll bebeh! :D

This is my bitch's mama. Which is my grandma! haha



Had fish and co! Was real bloated and the mussels was REAL GOOOOD! : )


Jesslyn's being an ass for smiling like that. BUT I STILL LOVE IT! Hahaha!



3 days before and 2 days after your birthday, u get a 10% discount! :D

Sissy and meeeeee.

She sent me a sister msg on my birthday make me cry can. What an asssss.

She did a photo montage that i cant help but love it much. I'LL RUSH HER TO UPLOAD TO LAPPY THEN UPLOAD HERE OR SMTH!
Because it just ROCKS MUCH! :D



Grandparents are so LOVED! Ate so much and grandpa sent $160 for 7! While friday's dinner $200 for 4. I even felt the pinch though i wasnt the one paying.



:S














I CANT HELPED BUT SHOW HOW MY AUNT LOVE TO ACT CUTE. And she called it seducing.



HAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. LAUGH OUT LOUD PLSSSSSSSSSSS!






I just want to be a cinderella.. Haha : )



Even my aunt wants to be. -.-!

Yo yooooo wassup!


Ktv after dinner as they want to hear jessy sing. But end up, SHE DIDNT SING LOR. SUCKS! Was there till 12.45 and home!













As usual, ending up with myself again! :D



























My friends said : " i've been 18th for so long. AND OH DEAR, You're just 18 when i'm about to be 19."




FOR THOSE WHO SAID THAT, SHIT YOU. BECAUSE 17 DECEMBER 1991 IS MY LOVELIEST DAY EVER! I CAN'T HELP BUT LOVE 1712 MORE THAN UR BIRTHDAY.




PEK! U SEE THIS?! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. Kidding :D




I love all who made so much effort. Most of all, Nini and boma for all the plans and surprises and those who followed them. Getting presents and all the hassle and problems! :D


Xoxo.

writtern @3:40 PM

Wednesday, December 16, 2009


RANDOM UPDATES!


CURRENTLY NEED PROMOTERS TO WORK TILL MARCH!
- Responsible for jobs assigned.
-Enthusiastic and passion.
-Friendly and presentable!

Last but not least, eligible age are 16 and above! :)

Any enquries, email to roxanne.seah@nutsnco.com or if u're interested, please write down your name, age and contact number. There'll be a trial run for you to see how things work and will be attached with me. Will then be selected from then unless there's a change of plans.

Get hired! :D







SHAWNIFIED RIDING A BIKE BEBEHHHH!
But i didnt take his real bike pictures laaaa.
Besdies, HE RIDE QUITE DANGEROUS LOR!
He knows i'm nervous too. Hahaha!



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Went to city square mall at farrer park. Which is very near little india!
And which is really near to mustafa!
Luckily there wasn't a lot of bangladesh u see!
If not u know, will smells like how mustafa smells like
Was kinda scared when they're so near me. Will see my ass in case i catch whose hands was that! Ok, told you it's a random post. Hahaha.






Nice lightings by the way
So i took a tourist photo
Introudcing u my unkown papa and mama. :D:D


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Head down to FEP for SHAVE ICE!
Totally rocks my socks that night
Don't know why, but really craving for it very badly especially anything that's cold which pop into my mouth. I'll feel i'm in heaven. RIGHT!




Puppy love (peach toppings) with additional toppings of nata de coco!


MAD LOVE BEBEHHHHHHH! <3






finished our shave ice REAL FAST!
Then we head to somerset @ 313.

TOTALLY AWESOME AND AMAZED!



In forever 21 going up up up the escaltor from 1st storey to second then to THIRDDDDDDDDD!

Mad awesomely big. hahahha!




Was wearing so casual that day cause i tot going farrer park dont have to be real good looking. HOW WOULD I KNOW I WOULD END UP IN TOWN.


Oh dear.


Kinda like impulsive deicison on going where to are more likeable than stressing on what to do and where to go for the day u're going out with ur friends.

IT'S LIKE, WHY MUST THERE BE EXTRA STRESS WHEN U JUST WANNA HAVE FUN!
Omgwtfbbq lorrrrrrrr!

Then came across the forever 21 mannequin. THEY ARE ALL SO WEIRDO AND FUNNY!

It felt like i'm in a zombieland.
LOOOOOK AT HOW THEY POSE LAAAAAAAA?!






JENG JENG JENG! I should ruin their face all over by red lipstick. Looks more realistic.

Ok, wasn't saying about the brand or the stuffs there. But just purely mannequin,
NO OFFENSE RIGHT?!
right!






But look what i saw at the other mannequins at the other stores.




MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE HOTTER OHHHHH goodness. -.-

Anyway, really impressed by the outfit they matched. Was really awesome that when i feel like trying it, i feel that i'm not suitable for these types. YUCKSSS!

HATE THAT FEELING! :(




Feels so sad cause mannequins looks more hawterrrrrr than me! :(




Kinda censored here though.

BUT I WAS JUST SO CURIOUS!
SHE MUST WEAR A PANTY TO LOOK MORE PRESENTABLE AR!


Even though she's not a real human, but dont open the leg towards the public can ?








Because this is what i'll do !
I sound so like a pervert i know.
BUT OHMYYYYYYYY!
Cant help it but share with it. Hahaha


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Went for a rest and drink to have bbq chicken wings after wandering and exploring the new mall. Haha.
Nini's passion fruit bla bla bla










But i rmb mine!
Green apple fujimato!
I think la. HAHAHA! Must mix well then it taste awesomely!
However there's some minty flavours and u'll only savour it if u're really meticulous about ur tastebud. Hahahaha!






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This is what i do wheni saw them SLP SO TIGHTLY.
Okay, pardon them for being unglam la.
BUT CUTE RIGHT!






I've got the best grandparents pls!













Last picture to end off with jiaqiwoo, serena and me!
Ended work and went to FEp to have shave ice with jiaqi while the rest went to smoke!
AWESOME DAYS! :D













I'm satisfied.
HAPPY BITHDAY TO YOU TMR! :D
Ok, that you, is me. Hahaha!
I'll be having fun tmr i hope with Nini and boma. :D
This is all i know. SEE YA YA YA YA!

writtern @3:57 PM

Tuesday, December 15, 2009


You see ?
Can you see what happened ?


Seriousssssssss, is this the way you should be treated ?
Okay laaaaa.
seriouslyyyyyyy, time's up.



My present for this year would be :


to stand up for myself once.




I feel very unimportant to you now.
Because it's not the first time it's happening.
I could get use to this.

Wait, let me get use to this.
Sighhhhhhhh. Huge sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

writtern @11:55 PM


Sick of it ?

Repeating the same things to me ?
Sick of telling how i'm suppose to feel?
Tired of showing me how it's supposed to be ?



Seriously, stop wasting effort or time with it
Because when i listen, i will only be shaken for that moment.

AND U HAVE TO TELL ME ALL OVER AGAIN!
FOR WHAT RIGHT! OMFG. -.-


But seriously, without these i can never wake up.
But still, i'm not awake.
So yea. Freak it. -.-


Idk how to do it anymore laaaaaaa.
I'm really dead. :(

writtern @1:03 AM

Monday, December 14, 2009


Practically, money is an issue.


However, theoretically money is not an issue.



Life's dead.
You're dead and so am i.



So get your life.
You don't have to lie. To go around telling me things when the next minute, you're trying to be irony.

It's so hard to believe and trust what i'm hearing from you, and another thing that is from you. It becomes a very weird situation i am in.

To be piss, or not to be.

You dont understand what i'm talking right?
THAT'S THE POINT.
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!


Kthxbye.

writtern @1:40 AM

Sunday, December 13, 2009


SMELLS EXCITEMENT!


WEEEETS!
Cool or what. My family's getting COOLER!
Yea man. Cool or what huh.
Because it's just that cool anyway. ^^



We're already planning for Christmas present.
Those normal stuffs like, exchanging gift.
Today it was kinda lucky pick of names to people who are attending xmas!
So the names that we pick, we have to buy for that person at least a $10 budget!



Cute i would say. All the 18 years, first time it's having fun and celebrating xmas! Probably going my uncle house ! Cause there's xmas tree there! Weeeets!


Merry Christmas IN ADVANCE!


<3




You told me lies and you made me believe.
Well doneeeeeeeeeeee :)

writtern @2:27 AM

Saturday, December 12, 2009


Any mother folkers wanna disrespect ?


For mnths, i've been hoping and longing for the same thing.



All in the end, i receive was a pot of unfruitful love.
It was all futile.




Useless Roxanne, serious :D

writtern @4:24 PM

Friday, December 11, 2009


Okay,



I have a lot of weird feelings rushing over me.




Weird.

writtern @8:44 PM


Your Personality Style Preview:
Relationships play a key role in Roxanne's life, she tends to be a very trusting individual, she enjoys making new friends and developing new relationships. She often finds herself involved in many things at once and loves social functions. Roxanne enjoys encouraging those around her. People see her as a person who frequently inspires others.

Roxanne takes a flexible approach in her dealings with others and she is willing to pursue different avenues to maintain good relationships. While she is patient and will not usually rush, Roxanne is not afraid to actively seek new solutions if previous methods do not fit the current situation.

Roxanne prefers to work through problems by analyzing things that worked in the past. She is willing to follow another person's lead if they display adequate ability and if Roxanne has confidence in their ability. She is someone who is able to lead, if necessary; but usually prefers to wait and see if another person volunteers first.

Not afraid to take a bold approach, Roxanne is willing to challenge the status quo. She is original and creative, and acts with confidence when implementing new solutions. Roxanne will tend to use a balance of intuition and facts when making decisions, and once she has made a decision, she will not be afraid to take action upon it.

Check it out bebeh! They were all so true! : )

Anyway, today i was feeling rather weak probably due to too much anger that's pressuring in my chest and much more of a kind of feeling that i dont wish to feel no more. And yes, kinda sick! Oh well.

Best of luckkkkkkk! :D

Eh, book me for bday celebration!

17th and 18th booked! Hehe. :D


writtern @1:00 AM

Thursday, December 10, 2009


MISSION IMPOSSIBLE



I have :

Two eyes
Two nostril
Two ears
Two hands
Two legs.



And have you wondered why i have one heart ? Or all of us have one heart.



It's because our mission is to find another one who had stolen our other heart.
Find it.
Because, it's nearly like mission impossible.





It's, impossible to find my next heart.

writtern @7:40 PM

Wednesday, December 09, 2009


Had the urge to blog while i'm walking home today..


The past flash through my mind very quickly.

From the start of 17th December 2008 of the day, till the end of that day.

I remebered real clearly that my then bf (Charles) was in NS. He just served the nation for only 5 days and he's inside while i'm outside with the lonely heart. Going through the day with a lonely heart. Nonetheless, this year gona be the same too. Guess there'll be no different from last year if i'm still gona feel this.

On a happier note,
my dad did invite me for buffet dinner to the hyatt. But really, to be real. I dont really wanna enjoy my birthday night with him. And to be real frank and hurtful, i just wanna spent quality time with my close family or friends if either side are unable to make it. Because seriously, he isn't one of my closest family even though, he's my dad.

Was a hurtful yet fun day (due to my really great and dearest friends) i had last year. it was kinda screwed at the end by, my mom. Having this feeling with me all over again since 17th Dec is nearing.


Well oh well. Pray for the best and wish for the least! Expect nothing and receive everything that overflows with grattitude. It'll sure be great day ahead.


PS : I hate replying SMSes that only text me with a "Hi". Because for goodness sake, you're like too free to text me just a hi and what do u expect me to reply ? It kinda feel really retarded, ya know. If you dono, then just know that i dont like it.

PPS : Don't blame me for being real bad to you not because you're nothing to me or so whatever. But because for maybe what you did in the past that makes me feel that you don't deserve my kindess to you. Or probably others stuffs that bothers me.


So if you still dont get it,


GET AWAY.





That bloody easy. : )

writtern @10:21 PM

Monday, December 07, 2009


ANGRY. U KNOW.




I'M DAMN ANGRY.


Ok, firstly. I have connections of lobangs for work. You've accepted it, THEN FCUKING DO IT!
Why the shit go ask me so many problems WHEN I HAVE EXPLAINED EVERYTHING TO YOU IN DETAIL?!

Forgive me for my harsh comments,
BUT FREAK! I'M HAVING MY MENSES AND I TOTALLY CANT CONTROL MY EMOTIONS NOW, SERIOUSLY.

hope i can do that upside down to you like damn serious. Look at my face and you'll know HOW serious i meant.



Next up,
people should really stop probing WHAT OR WHO I'M REFERRING AND WHAT'S MY BLOG ABOUT!

Why i'm feeling this why i'm writing this.
You're not the only one - to who you know you are.



Because, i felt that i really have NO reasons to tell you.
Even my bff dont get to hear what my real things were, so you people think you have the chance ?
I mean, you came here to read my blog is to just kill your boredom and see how i'm doing right.

At least i'm not dead and i'm still aliev typing nonsense and ranting my shit.
But really, you should stop that probing.

if you dont understand, pls dont expect me to explain in details.
If u're not following my post, then be it


Cause i've said before, I'll only be undressing my stuffs to people when i know that people inside out when that person have told me really everything about them.



I dont see a reason WHY i have to be the one undressing my details to people when i dont get back the same.



What the SHIT!

writtern @10:25 PM

Sunday, December 06, 2009


What's there more to write?



I've stated my point, and i'm done : )



I feel better and yes. More confuse eventually. Lol.
Nothing's helping and i'mma sleep it off.

Goodnight cruelity world, YOU SUCK!

writtern @11:57 PM

Friday, December 04, 2009


RANDOM POST! :D
















I'VE GOT A TERRORIST ATTACK, LAST FEW DAYS. ( or probably WEEKS! =/ )










SEE! MY GRANDPA SO ENTHU LOR!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

He look so like a terrorist doesn't he! Haha! Cute ! :D

















Next up, you'll see a baby terrorist! None other than the PIG JESSLYN. HUAHUAHAHAHA! :D

















ok, so not cute la. -.-!

OUT. SHOOOOOOO!







Out for a tan day with baby jess to Woodlands Swimming Complesx : )


Ok, was being retarded and random.



Me, Jessy and alibaba.




This is another random picture which happens that night during supper for tomyum!

Can you even guess what's that ? it's a spoon for Goodness sake! Damn it!
I didnt know i have telepathy magic or whatever it's called la! I can make the spoon BEND!
sings :
*when you believe*
HAHAHAHA!





Here's the comparison. HAHA!
Eventually i was helping jesslyn to cut the roti prata to smaller pieces. I didnt know i was alr bending the damn spoon with my force WHILE helping her. So shock when i was about to use it to drink my tomyum! *Laughs*





This was also another night when i tweet about sissy's HOT like megan fox.

And of course YOU KNOW i'm kidding right. HOW CAN SHE EVEN COMPARE TO ME.
NOT TO SAY MEGAN FOX LOR!




HAHAHAHAH! See, RANDOM!
But she's real hawt that night anyway. :D

This bugger made my grandma scream when she walk pass it and was like :


"AHHHH. WOAHHH. OOOOOH!" HAHAHAHAHA!
And was like, OMG OMG OMG.
Sucha bimbo when she saw it la can!
Everyone then screams in " WAH SHIT. SO BLOODY BIG!"







She said it was a bee and IT EATS! OR bites or stings. whatever la ! -.-

But it's REALLLL big and CREEPY! Yucks.






One night while waiting for show to start,
Played jessy fringe.
made curry puff, tang yuan ( in chinese. It's those like during CNY they have reunion dinner then MUST eat it)
Then got mee hoon gueh ! Got more! She invented it all after i said curry puff. Haha









Tonight!
Bringing her to buy some sushi then prolly meet up nini for ktv night.



We're prepared since 5pm lor.
I hope that Nini sees this and feel guilty about it.
HUAHAHAHAHA.






She wasn't screaming in excitment just so you know. She's waiting so impatiently and must see the next photo to know what i mean! : )























Realise any similiarities ? We wear the same colour top, and bottom! In fact, IT INCLUDE OUR UNDIES TOO LOR! She picked all for me though.
HAHAHA!




Haha, cute right!
That's my cute ass Baby Jesslyn daughter :D

writtern @6:23 PM