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Sunday, September 30, 2007

i'll be your brightness when ur in darkness (( :

writtern @8:48 PM

okay. i walked out of hs today. ((:
saw ezwandy ; tarmimi && jia jie.
WOOTS. all chat chat talk crapsss.
and they algiht at cwp && i sat till admiralty mrt
so we headed back to cwp. then to library.
we studied for like less than 1 hr. ))) :
thats saddd. and and and !
HELL LOADS OF PPL THERE OKAY +.+
then head to cam whoring =XX
im sryyy. but yeaa. i'm lovin' it can ? LOL !
post 2 pics each time i bloggg. xDD
so do come often to peep ya ? LOL !
DONT STEAAALLLLL ! i know who will. ((( :
the police will catch the theif xDD BEWAREE !

TML'S GEOG FOR N LVL.
i will bid farewell.
even b4 the start of exam. HAHA !
given up lahh. fugg the teacher.
no using mugging. it'll end up. NOTHINGG.
press F2. and u'll know the ans. ((( :
seeee yaaa peeeeps !

Labels : i wasted my time today.

writtern @8:43 PM

Saturday, September 29, 2007

complete me by tracing my lifee

writtern @7:26 PM

went to tuition..... as usual. hahas. =P
then head to queenstown. buy slippers
boma bought it. after walking the whole mall.
then head to marsiling mrt.
had noodles ! deliciousss.
we're happy today. once we reached tuition.
know what ? we just keep laughing and started being crazy.

alot of things happen .i think boma will elaborate in her blogg.
hahas. i dono what to sayyy. xD

wherever u go.
whatever u do.
i will be right here waiting for u. ((( :
iloveeee this song can ? lols.

we took pics near my blk...
boma love it. but i hate it. LOLS !
its oriteee. she's pretty. hahas =p

Labels : gf outing (( :

writtern @7:09 PM

Friday, September 28, 2007

i'll be your smile ;

i'll be your angel ;

but in the end, i'll say goodbye

writtern @11:51 PM

hellooo ! (( : posting againn.
guess what ? im studying my geog.
though i hate it. but i still have my aim (( :
get 20pts and below for Ns.
then i wanna be the top in NA. but. )) : i don think i can get it.
becausee. i have competitors.
despite, im still gona JIA YOU ! gogo fighting ! xD hahas.

mom's staying here over for ONE night.
ggrrr. tml go tuition. then headd to queenstown.
boma wanna buy shoes. and therefore i accompany her
she sure get 50 bucks from her bro.
sure she's gona treat me tml. hahas ! =PP
then then. backk home i guess? yuppp.

could u give me your one and only love.
and God. if you give me his. don bother to let others be in my life.
i don wanna entertain any.
and i wished to have just one.
if you give me 2. im shaky.
if u give me 3. i'll fall.
and if u give me too much. i'll be the murderer.
but if you give me just one.
i'll be faithful.
all i want is to lead a happy lifee.
study well then family matters.
then love matters. don stress me out.
i might not take it. but yea, i'll still fight for my rights.
i'll wait. time will fly fast without me noticing. ((:
shower me with care. protect me like an angel.
make me ur precious. and be ur loved.
i would love to be ur one. :)

Labels : i wanna be a better person.

writtern @11:35 PM

Thursday, September 27, 2007

writtern @11:23 PM

okayss ! new songggg ((( :
greattttt songg. though i dono when its out.
it may be longggg ago.
BUT STILLL. its niceeee ((( :
okayy. here's smth.
I THINK IM FASTING.
but i aint ani malayyyy ((( :
i normally had my meals during recess.
but i didnt.
and then skipped lunched. then dinner.
but TODAYY !
i oni had nanchosss xDD
and it taste suckkyy.
because we brought from wdl to amk. HAHA !
and the journey in the bus is 1 hrr.

so our crispy yummy nanchos turn soggy and yuckkyy.
LOLS ! so head to tuition.
HE GAVE ME THE SAME WORKK. i wanna say.
but think of it. just do to check whether i do understand or not.
OHH WELL. i do for few. but not the restt.
the rest i can do b4. but NOT NOWWW!
real baddd lahh can ? .____.
and i had 2 hrs of tuition with bomaaa.
sat have tuition again. ohh noo. POAAA. hahas.
deaddd-- boma wanna head to town.
i don mind. but kind of. veri troublesomeeee ))) :
so we changed our mind ? idk mangg. exxaammmsss.
is herrreeee. and here still slackingggg. lols!
tml go fishinggggg in cwp. ((( :
ohhh yea ! i guess im hungryy nowww..
STARVINGGGGG. lols.

i miss KFC cheesseeee friesss.
imhinting. SO GOOO NOWWWW!
callme. and i'll tell u where i stayy.
hahashas ! thankyouuu. ((( :
today's lesson is fun in mathss ?
okayy. we had craps and dirty jokes with old peeps.
and teacher wanna drink breast milkkk
and devi make those sound effect of squeezing a milkk ?
OHHGOSHHH. so we laughed the whole innovation room.
aint cool.
super uber hungryyy. SO I GTG AND SAVE energy. b4 im deaddd.

Labels : im hungryyy ))) :

writtern @10:58 PM

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

writtern @11:48 PM

AHHHH ! im so pathetic now can ?
lols. eating maggie at 11++ to 12am.
sadddd. )))) : and im likeeeee.
ate yoshinoya for a few mouth.
and i lefttttt. -____-
and now here. grumblinggg.. saying im hungryy
this maggie aint satisfying. im hungrryyy.
aint yummy. it taste yuckyyy
PLS DO NOT BUY CURRY FLAVOUR.
i would LOVEE to have tom yam now can ?
ohh mann. craving for cheese friessss.
im so gona be fatttt ((( :
ohh noo.pls donn. xD i'll be grateful.

run away from me. i don wanna get back.
im just toooo afraid.
afraid that i'll disappoint u again and again.
i'd rather be in those agony that u've been thru for these yrs.
than let u hurt by me.
i've lost faith. i've lost confidence.
all i want is. u to stop loving me.
if u could ; it would be better for both of us.
i tort we've sorted out. out of nowhere.
u might think im giving u false hopes.
i dont wanna make u sad animore.
i will rather i end everything NOW.
then in the future. to drag ani longer. ((( :

Labels : i dono what im thinking bout.

writtern @11:36 PM

writtern @12:16 AM

can u imagine..
im dying. but actually im trying to entertain an asss ?
okayy. out with my UNCLE.
he treat me and boma + his friendsssss.
SWENSENS !it was suppose to be gelare. )))) :
ended up. dono who say bishan havee.
what an idiot afterall. lols
i slpt 3 hrs. because i was studyingg..
then chatttt.

class was fun today !
crazyy. i tort it was super uber childish.
but that was wronggg.
4C and 4D having warrr lahhh.
and that pigggg is irritating.
trying to interefere everything.
and my guys classmate are dumb enuff that
"his" my bf.
26 yrs old. lmao. loveeee to punkkk. lols
okay. im tireddd to think of anithing.
just being random.
and i eventually didnt slp in class.
i did the whole paper of maths.
PRAISEEE MEE ! and i got fullll marks. (((( :

Labels : super uber random. xD

writtern @12:09 AM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

writtern @1:10 PM

Monday, September 24, 2007

okay. im rotting now.
back from dinner. i've been feeling slpy.
i told myself i will study today. ))) :
but i don seems to keep my word. aww.
watched so you think u can dance.
it was hawwt.
especially when sabra and ____ (forgotten his name)
they did jazz was superbb.
uber superb hawwwt.
im meltingggg. lols.
all i want is ; to dance with passion.
loves every dance and be like them
how i wish i can be that talented.
gona try other type of dances. not just one
but most ! can u imaginee..
but how i wish i can join after my Os.
probably a yes. and i needa get a jobbbb.
needa study for next yr Os.. ))) : saddd
but its orite. my hard work will get paid off in the end.

my bday plan aint out yet.
and i cant wait to invite ppl to stay over at the chalet.
and we'll have funnnn ! loads of funn.
don think wrong way marini && boma k. lols.
so gona stay overnight without slping. and be crazyy.
b4 i get my results. that would be awesomeee
random : I AINT PREGNANT ! LOLS ! =P HURRAYYY !

okay. im boreddd. waiting for that person to reply.
but i guess his aslpp.
i needa learn my chemistry. its killing me..
JIAA YOUU ! (( : byeeee geog.
i would love to bid farewell to you till the end of yr.
LOLS ! love ya people. im getting bored..

Labels : random

writtern @10:00 PM

Saturday, September 22, 2007

that niggar is my mom's ex. the one beside my cousin.err.(didnt reali smile and long hair) is my 2nd grandma. afterall. its my grandpa's bday. and its my happy family pic (( :

writtern @5:29 PM

would u call a family without the presence of love ?
my ans : i wouldnt.
tell me, did u ask ur grandparents / parents
what suffer and obstacles they've been thru
before they get into this marriage.
and gave birth to u.

seriously. i may seems to have a veri warmth family.
sit around with my family and have meals everytime.
Chinese New Year reunion dinner. we'll always be tgt.
thats what i've always hope for every yr.
a new start to a new beginning of the year.
after every new yr end.
thats where u have to start to prepare for the battle.

grandpa just had talk with me. and i cried.
family been thru another obstacle.
cause of my mom.
he eventually almost cried when he knew whats going on
he couldnt say a word. he couldnt confront his own daughter.
it might seems to be nth to u guys.
but have u experience, ur parents/grandparents cry infront of u?
i've been thru. all of them confront me and pour their sorrows out.
and when they did that. they eventually cried
they let me know alot of things. and
how much they've been thru for this family.
my grandparents may seems to be loving couple.
but they've mentioned divorce a lot of time.
grandpa's teary eyes makes my heartache.
he pat on his heart when he told me bout the past.

neva will i thought. he did looked down on himself b4.
he told me. others look down on u. thats orite.
but if ur family and urself does. thats the worse thing u've experience
learning from his experience, he makes sense.
he told me to care and show love to my mom
thats bcoz mom's unable to find love. therefore; she's out there
grandpa cant comfort his dotter. hence, he find me
he tried to commit suicide.
ever think ur grandparents can be so cute ? open minded
and tell u all bout him. but not his sorrows till today ?
he seems optimistic. but his pessismestic.
he seems to be a clown. but deep down. his comforting u. not him
and till today. grandparent's the most i respected.
they might nag at u. scolded u. and do all the hswork for u
but do u know ? they've been supporting u thru morale ?
deep in their hearts ; they love you
they wanted to tell u. but would u care even if they told u so ?
this might be funny if i tell u.
but i know ; everyone in my family loves each other.
u might not felt it. but pls do
find the love that u want to in ur family.
they did everything just for u.
i will neva leave them (( : i promised.

but grandpa, don't think of commiting suicide.
think of the family b4 u have decided.
because i love u more than anione does.
i can go thru the far extent just like how u've overcome those obstacles.
for the sake of everyone and my love to my mom
i promised to take care of my mom no matter what had happen.
i hope u'll be there for me
stay with me in every chinese new yr.
cause since im young. ur the one who pick those dishes
and place it on my plate.
you'll pray for me wont u ? same goes to grandma

i may keep saying bout grandpa.
because my beloved late grandpa left me without saying gdbye.
i've missed him badly. just like how i miss everyone out there
everyone's special. i don wanna regret again for not taking
care of those i've loved.
peeps. do love && treasure everyone around u.

Labels : treasure and love ur loves one. (( :

writtern @4:48 PM

Friday, September 21, 2007

writtern @11:24 PM

im sply. and im tired.
i left alot of chapters to go thru for chem.
and i don think im studying physics and maths animore
WHICH IS REAL BAD.. )) :
i aint treasuring ani time lahh. still
I MUST JIA YOUUU ! ((( :
heard that pig go hospital.
who would believe that ?
aii yoo. go X-ray. why ?
f-ed too much than bone break ? hahas
RUI ZHANG GOT REJECTED BY ME ! lols
and he found a rubbish dump...
i've been yawning away... *yawnn*

see marini she oso happy.
had dinner with her ((( : as usual ; laughing in KFC.
btw, hahas. good. can pon sch agn.
TIMETABLE CHANGEEEEE.
NO MOR MOVIES. NO MORE SLPING IN CLASS.
TIME TO GET UP AND STUDYY.
INTENSIVEEEE TIME. ))) :
HATEEEE ITT.. especially gona see that fav teacher.
)))) : so gona be deadd... for the whole freaking 3 days.
1 week thrice. i one week 2 time. see le sianz.
moreover 2 hr. can makeu slp
NOW MORE THAN THAT .... LET ME DIEEEE.
DON WANNA HER TO ATTEND PROM.
AND TAKEPIC WITH HERR.. WA LAOOOO
spoil the wholeeee mood.

i've been slping late. PIMPLE'S POPPING OUTTT ! HAHAS.
time to apply things on it. hahas. =p
see ya peeps.. gtg ! (( :

writtern @11:16 PM

writtern @3:08 PM

hey peeps. know what ?
mom's found a job. and she just started working. ((:
thats the positive part.
negative is : i cant get to see her for a long time.
mayb once a blue moon.
and i might stay over at her hs during holidays.
DO MISS ME PEOPLE ! ((;

left 9 days for Ns
IMAGINE !! WHEN I WAS IN AUG.
we left 50+ days.
and now. time flies. it left 9 days ?!?!
WATAFAGG. LOLS !
i cant believe that it left less then 2 weeks.
BUCK UP FRIENDS ! MUST JIA YOU ! (( :
GO GO FIGHTING ! and i hope
what i wish will come true. hahas ! =p
getting results on 18dec. ))) : which is one day after my bday.
thats baddd. cant ton then. but its orite.
and im still worrying bout prom night. ))) :
hate it when its held in sch.
i don see why only our sch's not in hotels.
where we're suppose to dress elegant.
thats dumb to dress elegant in 3 hrs in sch
with those make-up and hair do with gowns.
thats stupppiidddd. still.
i guess im gona turn up.
HOPEFULLY NEXT YEAR STILL IN SCH
gona let those juniors suffer the same state. LOLS !=p
im a baddd girl. dont mind me. hahas.
going for study later

i didnt turn up for sch for thurs && fri.
SORRYYY MARINI ! i didnt meant to
and i know. know veri well u're angry.
BUT I PROMISED. to be in sch on time
for next week
i left 9 more days. to schooling.
HAPPY SCHOOLING JUNIORS ! xD

i went out with mole ytd.
but smth turn up.
so we didnt get to go home tgt. )) ;
and we took pics !
in the public. -_________-
&& u know. ppl start staring. LOLS !
passer-by talking non-stop.
BUT WHO GIVES A DAMN CARE !
AS LONG AS WE HAVE FUN ! HAHAS.
gona break-fast with them later too. see yaa !
post-ing pics.

writtern @2:56 PM

Monday, September 17, 2007

writtern @9:55 PM

hey. i may seems to be a happy girl.
but deep down. do u know what im reali like ?
fuck u. don't judge anithing from its cover.
and FYI : if u aint taking it seriously. PLS LET ME KNOW
&& fortunately, i aint got cheated.
after all those wrongdoings. would i be so stupid agn ?
THATS FREAKING DUMB IDIOT.

and yea. prom night on 13 nov. ohh man. that sucks.
but its orite. at least i got to laugh at someone. LOLS !
its okayssss... gona be cool yea. hahas.
so gona have some production when out to shopping. (( :
and im so fucking down somehow.

COULD YOU PLS STOP CRYING OVER THAT NIGGAR ?
he actually hit u with his own hand.
if he says that he love u. do u mean love as hiting a girl ?
how would i know u'll be so dumb thinking,
HE STILL LOVE U. AND HE'S CRAZY OVER U CAUSE HE LOST HIS MIND !
ur an idiot. worse than an idiot. ohh mann
aniway. i don wanna talk to my sis
SHE'S A FUCKING IRRITATING ASSSSSS CAN !
BLOOOODDY.
okay. i dono whats up with me 1st of all.
and 2nd of all. i don treat anione visible.
they are some kind of SHITO to me now ok ?
aint replying && talking to my sis
and i hate my family. )) :
get me out of this hs. i felt sick when im home.
my heart weighs a ton.
it taste sour. and it makes me feel that there's a demon waiting for me.
im not physically sick. but mentally.
i bottom myself up.
locked up. and im so sick.
fuck all these nonsense and bye !

writtern @9:15 PM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

writtern @11:25 PM

hello peeps !
ohh noo ! badddyy news.
unable to find job. been pinning on hopes !
sadd ))): but still must jia you !
and must go tuition. && must attend sch.
busyyyy. and nini keep asking me to study. LOLS ! =p
ohh noo. stress ! )) :
and im super uber tired. >.<
*yawns*
im so gona work hard.
i kept saying. but i aint doing it.
thats darn sad lahh ! not gona disappoint anione
party on 16 dec. and chalet on 16th,17th, and 18th.
then either 18/19dec getting result.
thats veri sad. LOLS ! worry bout results. lols.
I HAD FUN WITH MY GFS ! thats sooo coool ! ((:
and ya. one more thing.
I WANNA SLP ! I CAN FEEL MY EYELID WEIGHS A TON !
lols. bye loves ! ((( : nightss xD

i don have to depend on guys.
girls can be better and much more independent than guys ! xD
NINI !!!! SO GONA DRAG U ! HAHAS. =P

writtern @11:13 PM

Saturday, September 08, 2007

writtern @7:30 PM

DARN !!! I WANNA HAVE :

* a bf for me to adore his cuteness ! (haha !)
* a lasting friendship that neva ends.( nini,devi,ying,boma,funny clique & mole etc. )
* marry after 23 and before 28
* have kids before 27. (total cool-ness)
-> if not i will be outdated when im chatting with my kiddy.
* a dancer for life ! (rmb forever !)
* clubbing is a for sure thingy ! xD
* waiting for my gf(boma ,sarah) bday !
* then mine of course !! xD
* a better phone !
* a better life mang !
* wanna go out and buy whatever i love !
* ACCESSORIES !!!!
* HEELS !!! A WHITE WILL DO ((:
* warmth love from my family ))): (yearning so much)
* licence ! so that i can drive
* get married; neva divorce. ( don wanna let my kids to suffer how i do )

i think im emo now )): i just feel so sad all of a sudden
in a daze. and everything came to my mind
i dono whats up. but yea, i know what im doing
aww. i misses the past. not all. but most

but somehow. ***, ur still the one i misses the most.
ur the one whom i think most ! ur still not out of my mind
cant u tell ? im still lovin' u ? nth can replace u.
its been a yr boy. u make me go crazy. ))):

IMISS MY GF !

writtern @7:18 PM

out to town with my peeps again ! (( :

writtern @2:29 PM

can u imagine im here blogging ?
ohh well.
i went to club ! hahas !
lend IC from sarah's friend. and cab.
i've been memorising the address and IC nos.
can u imagine how hard can it be.
but its all in my brain now! hahas.
then head to mama's place. then to velvet dragon (( :
we were having alot of problems on the way actually.
huilin aint getting our replys ; moreover. both of our hp batts DEAD !
tts like the worst thing ever. )):
than okay. mom went in awhile. and troubled by the $$$ prob.
cause aint ani change got back. damn stupid.
than mom left to st. james at habourfront with her niggro.
than i had fun with my mates.

so we dance thruout the 4 hrs party. hahs. non-stop.
break a lil while and went back. hahas !
number ask were rejected. LOLS ! not cool
fatty (emphasis !) tort i grind him. which is so yucky.
and excuse me ? his like a statue, aint dancing. wtf?
u told ur friends that. and ur like OCCUPYING SPACE LAHH ! idiot !
and a guy almost hold my waist and wanna make me dance with him.
sarah held his hand and push him away. ended up.
he touched my butt ACCIDENTLY ! hahas.
but he c'tinue to dance behind me. i wasnt interested.
hahas. the songs played were not bad.
just that the DJ cant link the song nice enuf.
so it aint cool and its kinda boring.
and oh ya ! the guy who ask for my nos.
BEEN PESTERING ME ! follows me everywhere.
hahas. and i found my dance mate ! (my sarah wah wah ! )
YES YES ! OUT CLUBBING SOON ! HOPEFULLY ! xD

i saw my ex-lover. his so cutee ! he said hi to me and mama outside
so its kinda. he find it unbelievable lahh.
he ton at my hs with his friends b4.
err. long ago ya. hahas. and we chatted
so ya. when we're on the dancefloor
girls been changing position cause of some perv.
then i kept changing and he kept following round slowly
THAT WAS SOOO CUTE ! HAHAS.
he was hinting me to dance with him. darn his guts
what an ass. but too bad ))): aint getting ani chance to dance with him
so gona find him another day. lols. see ya ! ((( :

writtern @1:57 PM