ROXANNE (;

Monday, May 29, 2006

heys..ii reali didnt expect eu to be this type of person..instead of being frank to mii..but eu lied..n lied to mii which im so vulnerable in...so tired of it..eu lied to mii bout..lurving mii...ii reali neva tort of it..tt eu will reali said tt..eu werent urself tt nite? n eu told mii eu lurve mi..told mii to wait for eu..but wad turns out in the end..the day after.ii was so suspicious..tts yy ii ask eu whether do eu reali lurve mii...ii tort eu will sae yes..but in the end..eu turn mii one big round..to tell mii tt eu lurve mas..n eu sae tt eu lurve mii..but care as a fren..wad do eu mean by care as a fren..

eu noe it hurts mii so much??ii hate liars..hu lies to mii bout lurve..everyone is vulnerable in lurve..but kant eu juz think of muii feelings?thinking tt ii still lurve eu? yet eu cheated mii in such a way..ii noe ii hurt eu b4..n eu are afraid of being wif mi again..ii noe tt will neva happen..ii didnt noe wad to do if ii didnt ask eu tt question..mayb i will still be leading a happi lyfestlye without having ani worries..without noeing the truth..as ii said b4..truth reali hurts. n it can hurt a person deeply..till it has been pierce thru the heart by more den thousands of spear..it hurts reali..

its nort tt ii don wanna be frenz wif eu again..ii want to..but..ii juz doesnt have the courage to be frenz wif eu again..reali..coz its juz tt...wheneva ii think of eu..another spear juz pierce thru muii heart...ii reali think of eu every moment..when ii noe tt eu n mas were at the retro nite..muii heart juz went missing..ii was so lost..ii was juz in the jungle alone...ii see no light..its a plain darkness..reali darkness..

im sry tt ii hurt eu b4..im juz over here..to watch eu being lurve by mas..n eu lurve mas too..as ii said mani times to muii fren..telling them tt..if eu lurve tt person..eu are willing to let tt person off n pursue wad they want..n here..im telling muiiself..yes. im gona let eu go..n letting eu find ur own happiness..all the best to eu..
ii lurve eu.. :')
takkaiire syg.. muacks..

xanne was here b4..

writtern @7:53 PM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

hahas..didnt update blog again..hahas..humphs. for muii exam..ii fail 1..which is combined humanities..STUPID CA1 cause muii overall marks to be so low..DAMNIT!!! maths can get A1 de..but coz of CA1..so low man..damn it..

humphs..ii juz came back from far east...after watching muii grandma sing song n after watching ppl dancing line dance..hahas..muii dad's g.f wanna join too..so ii join in oso lor..hahas. held every sat at far east...6pm to 10.30..7-10.30 is for free dancing..den have to pay for $3 if eu wanna dance..but 6-7 is for class..hahas..YES!! IM SO HAPPI!!
hahas..

muii dad fought wif his g.f..hahas..kant believe they do it again..hai ya...they are reali puppy lurve la..dad juz kant understand wad ger wants..so wad can ii do? nth to sae to him la..reali speechless..hahas..=))
takkaiire guys..
muacks..

aniway..ii tell eu i'll persevere...so i'll be waiting for eu..=)) muacks..

xanne was here b4..

writtern @11:14 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006

the BB kiss the S!! hahas. we lurve her. muacks.

writtern @9:14 PM

SBB is always so slutty bitch n bitchy..

writtern @9:13 PM

ii oni lurve eu.. don go breaking muii heart telling mii eu will leave mii..

writtern @9:10 PM

candy is nort = lurve. coz lurve is neva switt

writtern @9:09 PM

i oni want to smile wif eu..

writtern @9:08 PM

ii oni want to be wif eu. =((

writtern @9:07 PM

wo zhi xi huan ni.. ai ni..

writtern @9:07 PM

wo zhi xiang shuo wo ai ni

writtern @9:07 PM

noe how much ii wanted to be wif eu?

writtern @9:06 PM

waiting for prob to settle

writtern @9:06 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

noe how hurt ii am in now? noe how ii struggle mui lyfe without eu..after eu leave..ii neva wish to think of eu animore ;ii don wish to lurve eu more; ii don wish to have eu in muii mind; ii don wish to get to noe eu more; ii don wish to noe anithing bout eu animore.,, ii DON WISH TO HAVE ANITHING THAT are related eu..hais.

times ii saw eu..its lyk ii juz met muii prince..ii dono how to tell eu tt im still in lurve wif eu..but wads more?ii wont get to lurve eu animore..coz lurve had turn to hatred. HATRED,, which ii don wish to have..II REALI DON WISH!! eu force mii to be..hais.ii miss the time.ii wish ii had treasure..ii wish the time was mine. so ii can turn as n when ii lyk..but god are neva bias. he want everything to be fair..to EVERYONE.

thats it for today..im nort reali in tt mood to write into anithing to this damn ~~fucking~~ blog..feeling so DOWN

writtern @6:16 PM

Thursday, May 11, 2006