love could be simple. but it could be complicated.
there can be love. yet there can be hatred.
it's hard to trust a guy/girl whom loves u.
once he had abuse u. yet u still love him.
that sounds stupid. just why love could be so blind.
she cried in front of me more than i do.
she loves me more than anione does.
she does things without going thru whats the circumstance.
she trust those guys. yet she was betrayed again and again.
and tell me what shuld i do when ur mom cries in front of u ?
she tells u her problems. her heartache. her sillyness.
when she's in love. we smile. we laugh. we had fun and joy.
and when she's messed up with love. tears flows.
dont expect love without pain. don expect love could be so easy.
things never go easy when ur stepping into someone's life.
there's always obstacles throughout the way ur in.
u walk down the path with someone u love.
nothing could get in the way.
but when ur alone. walking in pain. tell urself u can do it.
but u know u cant. u need someone. u want that someone.
just that. he cant be the one to appear right in front of u.
and when i see u cry. it hurts me more than u do.
it hurts more than how a physical hurt can do.
i don wanna end up in ur life mommy.
i told myself upteen times that i'll be better.
i want time to fly fast. so that when i grow older.
i'll give u life. u don hafta depend on those asswipes.
all u have is me and sis. and when they dont treasure u
thats when u need to be more wise up mum.
wise up. loving a person is just like ur being blind.
u cant see ur future. u cant plan ur things ur own.
all u have to do is to do it by 2. not by 1.
time when u need to know that u can stand up.
time when u need to know there's pain.
know how to handle things and face certain matters.
u may know how to pursue ur love.
that doesnt mean u dont hafta see whats going round the world.
i hope u know that im always here no matter what
though i did take my life in an act of being foolish.
i know u've forgiven me.
but when u does this and i know it.
im afraid i cant take it. i know i cant.
im afraid of losing my love. im so afraid.