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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

i'll neva be this happy animore.

writtern @6:11 PM

its another foolishness act that i've made.
its another love that i tort it would be true.
its another guy who i've shed tear for.
its another time im feeling hurt.
its another time i've felt this undescribable feelings.
and its another time. i've been thinking of u lately.

fucking idiot. do u know i've been waiting impatiently for u ?
do u know that i've been thinking of u lately everynight ?
just because of one fucking idiot argument ?
U SAID THAT WE AINT POSSIBLE TO BE TGT ANIMORE ?!
wtf ! who was in the wrong in the first place ?
do u know im crying fucking shit for u ?
i always tort that we can be. and we knew that we will work it out
once its after our major exams.
but what had it turn it out ?
do u know tt when i receive every SINGLE ONE of ur msg.
u make my heart skip another beat.
u make me smile.
u make me laugh.
u make me feel that im floating on the clouds.

excuse me MR ! do u know whats going on ?
do u know bout all these i've been feelings these days ?
hello ? i feel so stupid now ok ?
im FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING DISAPPOINTED.
IM SAD ! IM HEARTBROKEN !
HEARTACHE NOW OKAY !
WTF ALL THESE BOUT ? I TORT MY CONFIDENCE IS BACK.
IM ABLE TO STAND UP AGAIN.
WHAT HAD U DONE TO ME ! U MAKE ME FALL.
WTF WAS THAT ! WHAT RIGHT DO U HAVE TO TREAT ME THIS WAY !
IM FEELING FUCKING MISERABLE NOW CAN !

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY SIDE ! ^%$#@&

writtern @5:51 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

writtern @10:37 PM

HELLO PEEPS ! aint going to sch tml !
please miss me !
especially my NINI && YING ! of coz my boy too !
hahas. =p BING MARINI ! u've got smth from me !
which is NOTHING ! xD =pp
i know ying gonna say : shei guan ni ( who cares u )
BUT I STILL KNOW ! u still love me dont u ?!
hahas. =p i know u babe ! hehes.
and i wont be in sch till tuesday !
awww. boy gona miss me hell. hahas. =p

im going europe. after my dad's ROM !
and boma gona go back to sch on friday.
his sad !! aww. )):
he sent me home ytd actually. =X hahas.
and we were in causeway for quite long.

I WANNA MEET HIM TML! if not.
im so gona miss him so badly lah. )) :
MONDAY CLASS PHOTO TAKING !
wont be able to see me lahh ! cause in europe.
flying back to s'pore.
marini say : wah. what sia.
i know u want this MEMORABLE class. MUST have me right ?
aww. so gona see faraha's face sia. YES YES ! =pp

I ATE HELL LOADS TODAY ! OMGG !
PLS TELL ME TO BE ON DIET !
I DON WANNA BE LIKE SOME CHIO BU AND PIG CAN ?!
later that duck's butt gona POP OUT SIA !
aii yoo !

iloveu && imissu BOY ! and my DEAREST GFs ! xD MUACKS !
meeting mole tml ! (((:im tired. woke up 6am.
CAUSE OF BOMA ! WAHAHA. U OWE ME BIG TIME ! =P

writtern @10:26 PM

Monday, July 23, 2007

ohh well. today ; i shall post with what im feeling. hehes.

mayb we've got the chemistry. ((:
we feel happy when we're tgt !
laughter goes round and sweet fragrance in the atmosphere.
feelings undescribable. but just feel that
having u is just the one for me.
it might not be right. but we'll noe
in like. after our Os && Ns. ((:
i hope things don't change.
feelings wont split.
&& yes boy ; iloveyou.

you know how i feel. and i knew it too.
i know things will go for a better change.
YAY ! im meeting boy tml morning !
see yyaa ! mwahss ! hahas. =p

writtern @6:50 PM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

hahas. violet ! xD

hello violet ! ((:

writtern @9:05 PM

hello peeps ! know prelims && N level is coming up next uhs.
what to do ? just gota leave the comp for quite some while. ((:
ohh well. chinese oral i did great for reading.
but wasnt for conversation. saddly.
whats done is done. cant be changed.

had CIP. had fun fun !
the girls was nice. the boys was crazy.
and some were noisy. -.-

random : oohh well ! i just gota find some accessories for my my my dad's ROM !
im so gona let my teens life to be the prettiest. idk what im talking. LOLS ! =p see ya peeps ! pics will do the rest ! (((:

writtern @8:39 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

more pics to go ! just that. every post. i want small letters. so yea. hahas. wait for my pics ! (((:

writtern @3:02 PM

yes ! meet the same old ppl for studying in library !
(((: except ming hao. he's not coming.
because after his done with hswork.
he called && say he didnt bring back his work.
AND SOME PEOPLE VERI "GOOOODDDD"
they took pics with me and cs. hahas.
we're just playing WORD FIND ! and i play till neck damn pain.
than u guys were laughing crazily.
i know smth is wrong mang ! haas. =p
off i went to east coast chalet.

didnt stay over. cause have tuition the nxt morning.
and then had BBQ .
the 1st 2 hrs. i was watching tv alone
sms-ing. and walking round.
drinking water AND WATCH THE SEA ! and the sea breeze.
then i started to sit with sis and stepmom.
with some friends. and yup.
there goes laughter. i learnt new games ! called 007.
DAMN FUN ! i was laughing till i drop. lols.
some even laugh till cry. stomach pain.
oni me and my sis were teens. the rest were above 30 like that
but they still veri sporting lah ! damn nice. hahas.
than we played. those who lose eat leftover cake.
okay. just damn fun ytd can alreadi. hahas.

than 12am +. time to hear some ghost stories.
been waiting since 9pm. omg. tt alvin uncle don wanna tell
than say 12 12 12. than say. hahas.
he say alot of ghost story sia. and his a joker too.
just damn fun can le lah. hahas.
he say he play those spirits thingy.
than the fren wanna go pee when finishing soon.
but then he cannot tahan animore. than go toilet.
than they continue playing. hahas. than when its his duty.
he slpt. when he woke up. he was found UNdead. but with hell loads of bruises. lols

next story is. the indian man cannot drive car to patrol the place.
then alvin uncle angry. say u better go drive or whatever.
then when tt indian man. he driving. he kena bang. hahas.
but neva die. just that when he come back. he say.
I TOLD U ALREADI ! I CANNOT DRIVE TODAY ! U DON LISTEN.
damn funny. hahas. ah pu neh neh voice somemore. lols.

the other is. he got one friend noe how to get ghost out from possess body.
than when one of alvin uncle friend suddenly kena possess.
the friend come and say. u all hold u all hold him. i do something.
than he start to anihow grumble and hit the head like noone bussiness
JUST KEEP HITTING ! hahas. the indian wake up say.
WTF ! WHO THE HELL HIT MY HEAD ! hahas. than he was suppose to be black right ?
turn out that. his face become red. LOLS !

the other is chalet. tt one dono how to say. i had some lame quizes ! hahas.
guess k ! if u want the ans. pls guess at the taggy board ! then i'll tell u the ans at the next post. (((:

quiz : there's a guy who have 3strands of hair. but why does he want to pluck out the centre one ? instead of plucking the left or right ? hmmm. GUESS ! USE UR BRAIN !

writtern @2:41 PM

Friday, July 13, 2007

FORCED BY NINI TO BLOG ! but yea.
my fault. cause i didnt update. for bout 1 week ? i guess
didnt use comp recently !
was tuition-ing. and sick.
and yea. unable to use comp. )))) :
HAD HELL LOADS OF FUN TDAY !
maths lesson study 30mins. and the rest.
crapping ! hahas. tt was cool. talking bout nuts. and boma !
that girl. dono anithing. bout what we're talking bout.
HELLO NUT GIRL ! HAAHAHS. okay. kidding lah dey !hmmm

HEAD TO LIBRARY AFTER CHEM LESSON !
thats like after sch.4pm ))):
than played riversi ! i won boma !
i tort im gona lose know !
so pai seh sia if lose.
there's alot of ppl surrounding.
than played monopoly with HELL LOADS OF PPL.
not much ya. BUT THEY WERE CLOWNS !
ex-classmates too lah ! hahas.
so yea. had hell fun. damn nice. we laugh till the whole library was ours.
if u know whats a library. its just to keep quiet ? FORGET BOUT IT
if we're at the library. hahhas !
than we keep disturbing that aunty. and all of us were chased out
ALL BECAUSE. we were having scandals laugh.
ITS DAMN NOISY ! but no choice.
cyborg need to laugh too. if not they wont do work !hhahasas
but b4 that
went to meet mole b4 lesson.
had short meeting. and off we go.
okays ! today was fun

buy contact lens and new dress on 26th july ! oh yea !
than off to watch movie with moley !
see ya darlings !((((:

writtern @10:52 PM

Monday, July 09, 2007

POST ARE AT THE BOTTOM ! ((:

writtern @8:11 PM

hi peeps ! sry for not updating ((:

went to library meet same old loves to study xD
then off we went to meet mole. cause ying late.
than gtg. SORRY ! than for half an hr. go boma's hs.
b4 that hesitating what to eat for dinner. KFC decided.
then head to her hs. 8plus suddenly say go play rollerblade.
that was so sudden. than i learn abit. boma veri scare i fall.
so she will scream and say bend forward till others looking at us.
and we were damn pai seh. LOL !
so boma was damn sick actually. ))): so she slpt at 2.30am.
while i slpt at 3am. chatting with tebah lor. he still scold me
okay ! fine. but nvm. gona be just nice to him. hahas

than morning. being woke up by her cousin's alarm.
than back to slp. HER FATHER SINGING SONG WHILE BATHING!
it was damn loud. but b4 i went to slp.
her fatherwas snoring. but i tort it was boma.
cause the voice is damn near her. but ignore and slp ((:
than wake up chatted with boma. she doing hw. i lie on her bed.
i can lie till turn 180 degree. than she laugh. -.- i pai seh.
but nvm ! sister share everything. lols. =p

than head to tuition for pizza. than head to yishun.
meet mole gang. ai ya. than after that saw that pig stalker. lols.
but we ignored. omg. some friends were being lied.
because she didnt break at all.
asking for sympathy excuse me ? wiser up !lols
u aint getting anithing better. omg.
everything cut short so it wont be bored ! hahas.
short and sweet.
and i gtg ! to fold/take clothes. hahas !
see ya ! till then (((:

i cant go to campfire. )): aunt disallow. SO SAD ! sry camp instructors/leaders. im so gona miss this last meeting )))))))):
triply sad. aww.

writtern @7:57 PM

Thursday, July 05, 2007

i anihow edit one lah. i put pics after i post. because later all the word capital. i don like. so yea. (((: anihow put pic. hahas

writtern @10:09 PM

okay. im suppose to post just now.
but i went to slp. i was too shag. ))): sry peeps.
oh well. love physics lesson today. so loving it.
because for the whole freaking 1 hr.
the whole class were laughing crazily.
except for some giggs.
it all started with the stupid CD ROM sticker.
and all wanna paste on Mr Chong butt. =XX
but mission failed (k7 said)
to hanim too ! so ended up.
my mission success.
cause i pasted it at his back. and his still left unknown.
lols. tts damn funny. he ask one of his friend. (denish i think)
than he say no cause we give signal.
than k7 say this one his brother all all. than like what.
still got sticker noe ! he say like that. aii yo yo

than head to meet mole.
had police screening. -.- damn dumb.
i watching ghost rider at PSP. than they say what keep properly.
than i got stick my name & cover my chinese name.
i say i don like, cause veri ugly.
than the police say take it out all what. step fierce.
the chinese one keep talking to us. hahas.
same old thing ; wrote down particulars.
they were friendly though. rather than the 1st one i met.

i don wanna go MT class tml )))): hate it mang.
today kena called. missed chinese lesson. damn happy =XX
but did stupid thingy. im so heading for counselling.
its a waste of time. ))): okay.
i need to tell mom whats going on. yea. and gota ask her down to sch.
NIGHTS PEEPS !
good luck for ur N lvl ya ! and express. good luck for O ! (((:

writtern @9:56 PM

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

i edited this ! and im so loving it (((: comment ! hahas =pp

writtern @12:13 AM

hey hey. short post today
sch's nothing ! so yea. check out nini / ying's bloggy.

b4 tuition. had little conflict between dad and me
they're rushing cause of his future wife have appointment.
fine ! and they came late to fetch me. at 7.15 than reach.
and my tuition starts at 7.30pm && we're suppose to have dinner tgt.
and then went near my tuition centre to eat (((;
but didnt open alot of shops. and that pissed my dad off.
so he say me and aunty was giving him trouble.
so i get so mad. i say bye. i don wanna eat. and off i walked to tuition
than he wanna give me money. but i still walked off.
so during tuition. uncle keep saying i bad mood. BUT STILL. im quiet.
okay. did hell loads of MATHS question ((: love it.
but lazy to write. so i act think veri long. lols.
had hell loads of correct. 2 wrong oni. lols. =p

than they melted me by waiting for me. and then.
they waited behind. SERIOUSLY ! i didnt saw them.
than they suddenly say : are u waiting for us ?
i said wtf. yes. idid. but they didnt mind. lols.
so off we had dinner ! ((: 9.30 at that time
i was the 1st to reach. and last to leave. but nvm ((:
than had curry fish head. but sold out. changed.
and had all my fav dish. HE KNOWS WHAT I WANTS.
thats why i called him dad (((((((; *big smile*
and had long chat. CHATTED ALOT.aww
evyerthing went nice and yea. back home !
gona have breakfast with peeps tml !yay ! love them all ! ((((((((:

I LOVE DADDY HEAVEN LOADS ! EVEN THOUGH HIS BAD TIMES. BUT I STILL CANT BEAR TO SAY I HATE HIM. AS IM ALWAYS HIS 1ST. but might be a no after some day. LOVES !

i wont be in sch on 26th july. will be away from singapore. to europe ! ((((((((((((: miss me ! xD

writtern @12:02 AM

Monday, July 02, 2007

HELLO PEEPS !
okay. i deleted that post. oh yea.
hahas. aniway. shall see u in sch pretty ! ((:

oh yea. back from movie && dinner ?
hmmms. yea. xD
okay. i watched TRANSFORMER ! thats the coolest show u can ever find ! and ever watch !
trust me mang ! u'll neva find it a waste of money WATCHING IT !!! awww.
im so gona watch again. I'LL BE BACK TO THE CINEMA ! after fantastic 4. lols. yup. ((:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAO JIE ! ((:

headed to boma hs ! than i watch bring it on all or nothing.
okay. it was freagging hot ! it was freagging nice !
omgg. but i havent complete watching it )):
so yea. gona hit back to her hs ! i don care ! hahas.
and HANNAH MONTANA ! after N , im so gona do evreything i want.
and so gona rock her hs soon. LOLS !
see ya babes ! oh yea ! hahas.

PRETTY ! IM SO GONA SEE U TML SOON ! WOOHOO !

writtern @10:23 PM