ROXANNE (;

Monday, December 25, 2006

well well well. im dragging myself to blog ya! hahas.
well. erm. humphs. lets say east coast.
hahas. shawn's bday now.
ok. great had freaking laughter.
n scary night with ghost stories.
had a long walk to toilet.
veri veri tired! hahas.
than had loads of fun n pics la.
too much to say.
im reali lazy. hahas.
but. we ton real fun.
than tt girly shing. lols. don say le. veri funi.
n tt shawn. started saying : funny girl/boy la u.
and our clique juz started saying tt..
all becoz of him. ok! hahsa.
than pics time ok.
than im the one who teach them how.
oni tt sarah. u are great k. coz u think to make tt flower.
well. ii cant deny la. hahas.
ok. after tt had loads fun n loads song to sing.
ok.
next.

today is 25/12

well well well.

dance today.

for God. n everyone. to enjoy.

alot alot alot of ppl.

say tt our dance was nice.

all thanks to everyone.

n charmaine!

n kris!

aii ya. ALL THE DANCERS!

they rocks. n of coz.

ii will not forget u my LORD.

u are the greatest. u helped us always.

brought 6 ppl to church. boma n iyla cant make it.

than nvm.

im crazy.

reali. im the bunch of crazy ppl jumping.

didnt sit with flora n rest.

o well.

ii think. im unconfirm of what im doiin.

now im lyk. so vex.

what ii reali want.

ii juz dono.

oh no! ii wan tt.

=XX

short post today! =))

`XANNE-

writtern @10:57 PM

Saturday, December 23, 2006

tts is my sister.=X hahas.

lovey dovely flowers. hahas.

tt is a hand. lols. my lovely sarah. =X

ii wanna act. but ii laugh b4 they took it.

we are december baby. hahas

this is a girl. believe it or nort. hahas.

writtern @3:48 PM

Monday, December 18, 2006

my crazy girl. =DD

its been a long time. =))

they did this to me! so bad! hahas. SARAH!!!

this is all our disgusting jelly ice-cream. hahas

ok! im un civilise! hahas. but there is no passgenger on board! im too tired after ton!

ii didnt know the 2 girls did this to me! hahas.

writtern @7:08 PM

weets! im here to blog. hahas. want to noe more?
ok. lets say bout 16/12

so. ii met KEVIN at fish n co. (dhoby ghaut)
for CHURCH service =))
ii brought him there yea.
he say our service was long.
so ii was lyk. II HAVE NOT HAVE ENUF! ii want more!
hahas.ii wanna noe more!!! ok enuf.
so Daniel tell him bout u can go to heaven when u believe in Jesus.
ok. so on n on.
ii went out. n suddenly
some say: HELLO EVERYONE! TODAY IS ROXANNE'S BDAY!
1 2 3.. HAPPY BDAY TO U! N SO ON.
THAN AFTER TT. CHINESE SONGS. THAN GOD IS BLESSING U NOW.
N SO ON YA... .....................
so ii was crying n shock! suprise too! im lyk. oh my goodness.
ii reali cant believe. ii hug flora. hahas! tears flow!! OH NO! hahas.
than next celebrate Daniel's bday. hahas. his actual bday.
sing same thing too. hahas!
o yes! had so much fun in church.
n after tt.. pull kevin back. have to rush home.
slpt at MRT. n WE REACH
meet power,jf,fabian,yong tuck,ru xiu, sin ying.
the guys didnt come up.
coz of smth happen. than gf sit n eat.
than went to power hs.
than 9.30 HOME SWEET HOME for them
hahas. than FLORA n CHIWEN came!
actually ii noe u both plan.
coz someone leak out. so not much suprise.
BUT who cares! ii still want u both to APPEAR!
hahas. ii love u both yes! yes ii DO! hahas
dinner n so on. played murderer. mwahahahahas.
wink here n there.
after tt mom n aunt join.
than everyone looking.
than after tt!! 12 am STRUCK!! ii didnt noe tt!!!
ii dono whats goiin on. till grandma suddenly KEEP LAUGHING!
she was the only one who laugh. n im damn scared.
tort she really gone crazy la!! hahs! than her EYES VERI VERI BIG!
say. : JIA SHAN!! LOOK KOR KOR! alot alot of time.
so im lyk. AH MAH! what happen to u?
after tt look at xavier.
II GOT SMASH BY THE CAKE!!!!! OH NO!!
hahas. so ugly ok. someone juz take out the camera n take pics.
ii COVER MY FACE!! MWAHAHAHAHA! too bad! mayb next time. LOLS!
so after tt play lor.
shing didnt come!! hahas. so he ton on 17. which is my bday.
he spoil half of my day. hahas!
than after tt shawn. me. xav n kev ton till 5+
slp. we did play some games. had some chat.
n yes! we laugh hell!! hahs. veri veri nite n ii reali love it!

17/12

this is the day im goiin to ESCAPE!

suppose to meet at 11 am at WOODLANDS MRT!

but ended up. i woke 10.15 with shawn.

than kevin. than my sis.

than 11 am. XAV woke up. his an ass. so nvm

hahas. drag the time with mag n boma. coz they were early.

they go shopping at causeway. so nvm..

meet sarah at our hs bus stop towards causeway.

so we had a long discussion.

thinking shuld we take BUS or MRT!

phew. lastly. ii juz walk to MRT n dee dee!

tap! hahas. than lyk tt lor.

head to pasir ris.

OH NO!! its raining!

than we stay outside the counter n play murderer again. AND

what polar bear hunter n smth.

than 3+ fetch shing.

than heck care la. than went heading to escape n play.

ok here is the fun part!!!

went to haunted hs.

1st round. kevin infront.

all walking slowly.

n hugging each other. well. is veri veri scary.

hahas. 2nd round. wei shing is my next victim.

who as him to be infront of me. hahas!

tts crazy. hahas. real crazy. reali scary! hahas.

than after tt went lots of ride.

than wild n wet.

all dividing.till mine! ii have no compnay.

coz kevin wear jeans.

xav afraid. than shing wanna vomit.

than shing after awhile ok.

when we went down for the 2nd round. ii shouted: SHING! LETS SAY OUR WILL!

hahas. veri veri veri funni to be with shing.

he is a kiddo guy.

but VERI VERI funni. hahas!

ok. well. had our short dinner at orange julias.

dono how to spell. hahas.

than eat. till some one use straw to fold love.

shing me n sarah fold too. but ii gave up half way. too diff.

hahas. than shing make alot. coz sarah teach him.

hahas. he didnt give me one for bday la. hahas. so bad.

ok nvm. than head to marsiling.

had our BIG diner.

hahas. duck rice are SHIT! n sarah pork mince meat was so so so SPICY!

ok. than HOME sweet HOMe!

no no no. b4 tt went sarah hs.

hahs. 6 of us.

than veri funni. all of us touch her things.

use her comp. n so on lor.

than HOME SWEET HOME.

shawn.xav.hui yee.sarah.me.chelle.shing.

ton.

put 2 mattres.

all TALK ghost story.

ok. ii admit is scary.

but dono yy im not scared.HAHAS! coz shing.

u juz repeated ur story again n again when u always come here n ton

hahas! ok. shant suan u ok.

so they had some pillow fight.

n they gossip bout someone.

hahsa. veri funi.

heard they say bout me. than ii kick xav.

wah! say me. when im half unconscious.

than shing n sarah say.

not u la. hahas. is " fgdfhgdfh"

LOLS!

than ii continue my slp. =X

hahas.

o well.

ii wanna thanks adam.

u gave me too much.

yet ii dono what to say.

yet ii dono what to do for u.

yet ii dono how to.

n ii juz got lost in the jungle.

out of a sudden.

u were here. appearing my lyfe again.

but. im sry. ii juz don have the feeling for u.

n yes. ii noe. u still do.

im real sry.

iim veri veri glad to receive flowers again ok.

its lyk. wow.

n it reali cost a bomb for him.

hais.than after tt he gave me alot.

alot alot of present.

thanks. =))

than ii shant continue.

abit private. =))

so had real fun.

thanks to all my frenz.

my family.

especially grandma n aunt.

they gave alot alot to me.

even though ang pao is small.

ii noe.

but ur heart is big!

=)) thanks. ii love u guys!!

mwahs.

tts all! hope u guys enjoy.

im having dace pract tml at SMU!

2-7..weeett...

hahas..

`XANNE-

writtern @3:37 PM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

GREAT! mom is not coming home for my bday.
well. ii shant say much. she juz hurt my feeling.
this morning too. she make me down again.
told danial bout it. well. ii shuld understand.
n of coz. kevin cheer me up. his an emotionless guy.
yet he can do it.
mom, sometimes. u always think u are right.
always ii mean. ii have my own right. what ii want.
which ii want. n type of things ii want.
ii want to be with Him. u cant force my relationship closer.
well. u are tearing me apart when u want me to stop.
goiin to church. is definitely a no to me.
but well. u can say me anithing u want.
but don ever compared me to dad.
his nth to me. even though he is my dad. but ii do still treat him as one.
the way u said me with me. u are in the wrong.
u are criticising me.
since u don believe me. n want me to be in ur ways u want it to be.
don u think u are abit too much? o well. mayb u dont.
but think bout it. u neva change. coz u neva think of how ur daughter feel.
when u ask me how to celebrate my bday.
ii say ii will be out to escape.
but ii will be home. will i. yess ii will.
but whats ur 1st sentence. u juz shoot it.
u said than what for ii come back.
u were the one hu born me out to this world.
ii have neva tort tt u wont be back home.for my bday.
if u want to have more time with ur bf. im fine with it.
ii feel tt im nth in ur heart.

12/12

ii went for VBS!

uhs yes! ii went.

wow. watch brave heart.

is veri veri bloody n nice.

the show is veri veri good.

ii love it. heard everyone wanna watch again!

lols. love love love it!

o well. the sermon was not bad.

the praise n worships was great again. sang my fav song again.HAHAS!

than after tt went for dinner. humphs.

veri veri hungry yea. yeaps!

n so we went to parkmall have our JAPANESE dinner.

hahas. had fun chatting n eating. so we talk play.

than FLORA! tt girl! make me laugh hell.

n we both LUAGH LUAGH!

crazy. ii make her laugh. she laugh till the whole rest can hear. =.-

back home!

13.12.

went for MT tuition today.

didnt finish her hw.

hahas. as usual. so dont care much.

she gave everyone 2 sweets.

so bad. ii want more la! hahas.

humphs. than in the bus.

im freezing!

frozen ii mean. hahas!

is veri veri cold.

due to the veri cold weather.

its raining!

than reach interchange.

phew. can breathe.

but bus came.

didnt noe bus is so COLD AGAIN!

im dying actually. hahas!

calling for help alreadii.

yea! n now

im here!!!

=DD

`XANNE-

writtern @8:28 PM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

ii wish ii can tell u my feelings.
ii wish u noe how ii feel.
ii need someone to talk to.
reply at.
ask God. but im waiting for Him to reply.
if He wants me to continue.
ii will. if He doesnt want.
ii will stop.

`XANNE-

writtern @2:16 PM

its juz for fun! hahas.

happy birthday XAV! hahasmy fav. cake! yum yum

ii don reali lyk this photo?LOLS.

writtern @1:24 AM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

o well.
can u juz see?
ii juz screwed my blog!
my chat box is gone.
if there is anione hu can help me
ii will continue posting.
ii have alot to say!
u can visit my darlink blog's 1st.
for sentosa trip.
http://xiaomini.blogspot.com
so HELP ME!! hahas..

`XANNE-

o well. since boma juz repair it.
HERE I AM! ok. bout sentosa trip.
go to boma blog k. is right above. hahas!
ok.

today. went to church for service.
this is the greatest feelings ii have ever feel.
know what. pastor lia actually sings!
she sings real great. real well.
ii appreciate.
n she reali worship God. with her eyes close.
im touch by it. ii cried when ii praise n worships.
ii cried when ii think of God.
ii cried when ii feel God presence.
today was power. STRONG. n real cool n great.
wow. is all ii can say.
well. ii want ppl to noe jesus now.
ii want ppl to noe God.
ii want ppl to noe tt. JESUS die for u on tt cross.
He is our saviour.
He is our love.
He is our Father.
He is our LORD.
now u can see how crazy ii am over him?
after service. ii have lessons with danial.
my CG leader ya.
so flora n my sis join.
than matt than kerwin. hahas.
he repeat about eternal n everything.
jesus did what.
n how we got back to heaven even though we have sins.
he teach me real loads.
believe in God. believe him.
He can reali change u.
He can reali make u believe him.
but 1st, u must have faith.
u may say im crazy. but come on.
u will feel it one day.
if u believe him. come church with me.
tell me tt u want to noe Father. Jesus. OUR LORD!
u want to have a personal relationship with him.
tell me. n ii will bring u there.
ii will let u have it.
ii will let u be His fren.
ii will let u have more frenz too.
n everything!
CHURCH is goiin to be another home for u.
ROY TANG, DANIAL, FLORA. they make my day.
they teach me. they taught me to trust GOd.
well. ii've seens bits of changes in myself.
God. ii believe in u. be BELIEVERS! come on!!
COME TO HEART OF GOD CHURCH!!!
at least have one visit before u reject my INVITATION!
roy told me tt. im not fighting the battle alone. NEVA.
ii cried bout what he said.
they pray for me. =))
well. now. ii love them.
ii LOVE JESUS MORE!
ii love ii love. ii neva wanna learn to hate.
JESUS forgive.
ii want to be how JESUS is.
II WANT TO BE TT GREAT!
ii noe. one day. ii will be a CG leader.
leading ppl to rise up. lyk how danial gona do for me now.
well everyone. u guys make me stand when ii was bout to fall.
n of coz JESUS. was there for me too.
don worry dearest boma. u are in my heart too. =))

`XANNE-

writtern @11:30 PM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

weee!!! 2 more days to XAV's birthday.
well. let me say smth.
he called 50 frenz to SENTOSA.
crazy? he said tt : ii don think is alot.
well. u are real crazy. lols.
so shing n i was lyk. sure will have some ppl isolated.
CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY!
well. hahas. my grp is damn small.
shing, ravin , mayb kevin, boma n me.
so he said he wanna join mine. but whats this bout?
stupid yea? grps here n there.
gona get some frenz there thou!
LOLS! rmb. IM FRENLY!
hahas. shing IS ON HOCKEY CAMP!
must wait his sms lor. he promised me.
tt he will sms. once he is free.
so tonite is the 2nd nite. WAITT!
hahas. ok.

so. today. ii did smth.
lols. of coz smth good.
er. ii clean n tidy the mess in my book shelves.
good right.
well. is damn MESSY! loads of books.
imagine! so mani tons of books lying here n there.
must bring some to sentosa to have some suntanning.
HAHAS! put lotion n so on.
OK IM BEING LAME! lols.
well. ii miss boma.
HOPE IM MISSED!
my sickness is gone!
thanks to prayers n medicine n care!
=DD yea yea. well. bee lyk don care what im doiin.
same as someone.
they juz stop sms-ing all of a sudden.
II DONO Y! busy guys ii think.
BUT! nvm. ii can live beta without guys. hahas.
its the love tt dont exist. than tts too bad.
YEA! II HAVE FREEDOM WITH MY LIFE!
boma n me. we are so cool. hahas!
ii wanna break record. being single for LONG!
hahas. so cool yea! =DD love u dear!
MWAH MWAH~

`XANNE-

writtern @6:56 PM

well. 1st of all. ii wish to thanks danial. (CG)
his great. he offered help.
alot n others. his the greatest guy ii have ever seen.
well. reali thanks. but. no thanks.
hope u noe yea. =))
he teach me loads. n of coz. not forgetting BEE!
hahas. 2-3 days neva chat on the fone.
dono what are we up to.LOLS! well. its orite.
hahas. BEE is not my bf. my is the relationship tt.
BEE is attracted by HONEY.
hahas. ok? yeaps.

so went to boma hs today.
COOL! we play with her clothes.
look at her presents during her birthday?
yea!cool.
ii tried her dress. SO COOL!.
n we both gona be so on on the 7th dec.
loads of pic gona update.
n lets swim!! to the sea! hahas.
cool. shing her n me cant wait for tt day to come.
but well IM SICK!
coz of boma cupboard's smell.
im sensitive to tt smell. reali! so ii got sick.
than her mom gave me medicine.
b4 tt. ate MAGGIE.
her mom juz put 2 BIG SPOONFUL of chilli.
her own made.
well. when we eat for the 1st mouth. we were lyk.
WOW! NICE! but 2nd n 3rd.
we got our lips to be a sausage.
LOLS! damn SPICY!
too spicy. n its veri salty. LOLS!
so we had fun la. than play alot.
tok alot. n chat alot.
LOLS! orite. lets wait for 7th dec.
n ii reali wish ii can go to VBS!
so ii can go to a greater level.
anione bless me?
ii noe danial gona pray for me.
thanks!!!
=DD

`XANNE-

writtern @12:59 AM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

writtern @8:34 PM