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Friday, February 29, 2008




find this pic familiar ?
indeed, it is (:
Shows thats related to 29 feb.
Once every 4 yrs, and its called leap of years ((:
if im not wrong, its bout a romanace. :D

the story talks about a young Singaporean girl having chance upon her special someone on 29th February.
She decides to base her intuition on an Irish leap year tradition that no man will refuse any request of a lady and invites him out for a date.
Together, they embark on a romantic journey that spans over 12 years, meeting only thrice in 12 years, on the leap year.
The delightful draw being the leap yearly meet-ups is sure to entice the special someone out there in all of us.

i find it darn coool.
and so, i decided to watch today.
due to tuition later on.
and insufficient slp, i don think i can make it animore
because i need nap ! nap then head to tuition ):
bahh ! boring day today.
getting crazy man.
everyday definitely will have 2 test.
wow la ! .__. today study 2 test, tmr got 2 test,
then study another 2 test and another 2.
never ending test .__.

i got A1 for physcis, and bout my chem
i don think i scored well cause of the MSG in class is 5.++
LOL ! baddddd. oh well, time to strive harder bahh ? ((:
tata ! gotta go for napping le :D
nights loveee (:

writtern @2:15 PM

Thursday, February 28, 2008


tired, back from vectors -.-
failed, 9/20.
damn demoralising.
failed once. -.- over the 4yrs +
imagine this shit, it do kills ):
how to continue studying maths after this dumb thing ?

i feel that, no one in this world are dependent on.
i cant depend on my parents, esp my mom.
due to some reason.
i seriously hate her. for that dumb shit she done.
she just wouldnt change after so much thing had happen.
she wont change for the better.
she doesnt even bother or cares bout us.

all i can say was, a useless mom.
although she was my mom, there's still respect.
but no one in this family are my role model.
none.
i just couldnt find the reasons why is this and that.
i couldnt make my way thru this feeling that's stopping me to move on.
making me fall, don wanna stand and face reality.
idk, but yea, its seems to be some obstacles.
blurring my vision. i cant seems to see any where that im heading.
nowhere.

im done, and here to say,
goodnight (:
& i love this man :D

writtern @11:31 PM

Tuesday, February 26, 2008


BAHHH ! another post for today.
this is to complain !
hahaha ! asshole.
everyone's in sch asking my sis why didnt i turn up for sch.
oh well, i told my sis that i have swollen eyes,
but she didnt see how small the bite was.
and her action makes other think that its VERy swollen .__.
due to natural reaction, people will start asking.

1st thing that came into the mind is :
your sis watch guy bathing ?

2nd thing that came into the mind is :
your sis watched porn didnt she ?

3rd thing that came into the mind is :
she got beaten up ar ?

4th thing that came into the mind is :
to ask a Q like, how is ur sis?

oh well, NONE OF THEM HAD THE 4TH MIND.
they don have clean and innocent thinking. tsktsk.
i wonder now adays,
the teachers and kids are soooooo badly taught.
sighhh, thats why i hate to get swollen eyes you see.
not gona turn up for sch at any point of time if i got that again.
not gona tell anyone or even let my sis know that i have. -.-

fyi : don ever feed me with panadol :D
thank you... ((:
just back from MCspicy with funny mates (:
and ima head for a jog soon with power ! =PP
tata !
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding. ((:

writtern @8:00 PM


gEmInI n@ncZzz--> Sincerity Are Truth Th3 Basis sent 2/26/2008 10:01 AM:
sick huh...
gEmInI n@ncZzz--> Sincerity Are Truth Th3 Basis sent 2/26/2008 10:02 AM:
well.. know why?
gEmInI n@ncZzz--> Sincerity Are Truth Th3 Basis sent 2/26/2008 10:03 AM:
cos u every nite "ao ye"..
gEmInI n@ncZzz--> Sincerity Are Truth Th3 Basis sent 2/26/2008 10:03 AM:
take carez baby.... mummy not hm tonite
gEmInI n@ncZzz--> Sincerity Are Truth Th3 Basis sent 2/26/2008 10:03 AM:
know u hate me to core...
gEmInI n@ncZzz--> Sincerity Are Truth Th3 Basis sent 2/26/2008 10:04 AM:
wellllll... guess i'll move back to TP to cut down the friction between u and me, or anyone else at w00dl@nd... ciao.

"ao ye" means keep stay awake till midnight. and never slp (:


sometimes i wonder,
bout my family, why is it so broken into pieces.
i wonder do i fail to let my parents happy for not getting good results for my tests or exams.
or anithing bout my studies that makes them worry.
oh well, i know i cant blame for what they've done.
when i was bout 5/6, i've been thinking bout family questions.
though im happy to stay here with grandparents aunties and uncles.
grew up with cousins and sister (:
but, i still feel that empty-ness.
you might think i seems to feel unhappy bout this.
but yea, you know, all i do was to move on with a smile (:




are u wondering whats that ? lolsss
i didnt turn up for sch today (:
due to some eyes problem again -.-
my eyes seriously never fails me to look ugly.
and never fails me from stopping me to go to sch.
so grandma was shock to see me on my bed still.
HAHH ! =/ then she ask what happen to ur eyes.
i replied " thats why i never go to sch"
hahaa ! then i woke up, she help me put 2 strings on my middle finger.
must be black she said -.-
ask me use my sch uni at the hard end to gently sayang my eyes.
i go " huh?what u mean ?"
she started saying bout those tradion thingy.
say the past where ppl have smth grown on their eyes,
they does this .___.

even scientific reasons cant explain for my this state.
do u think traditional thingy with no logic can explains why ?
LOLL ! i wondersss. :D
bahhh, boring ):
i got top 3 for POA test !
so what's the surprise for today ? hehhh =/
*cheeerrrrsssss.

writtern @11:06 AM

Monday, February 25, 2008


bahh ! im too busy, but yea.
short post will do :D
was doing chem hw, filing eng file,
left my maths hw -.- dont intend to do aniway.
its the past yr topics.
bahhh, its useless actually.
though it helps, but, NAHHH ! =/
im letting my As flying away
everyday, every min and every sec.
sighhh, freaking slackkk.
all i know was, COME ONLINE.
hahaha =/
too lazy to reply to comments in friendster tooo.
short post today.

some encouragement given last night.
lolsss ! oh well, hahaha.
nth much laaa.
and ppl, PLS STOP ASKING ME BOUT 14TH FEB
DARN IT ! ITS OVER !
HAHAHA. everyday's valentine day when im with my love (:
hehh =PP i have nth much to talk bout.
boring day today actually.
marini's sick ):
and laughter left out alot. BAHH ! sucks dayyy ):
hate schhhh, but i know.
after i left sec sch, im gona miss teachers and school :D

ROXY's HAIR ROCKS :D



2nd march still fine ?
*wondersss* )):
MY POOOR LEGGGG. sighhh.

writtern @11:20 PM

Sunday, February 24, 2008




this dumb pain,
its gona leave me a scar.
i think i was emo-ing bout it la.
i couldnt bath properly,
i cant scratch my legg ):
later the blood will flow like a river.
white liqurd came out and drip too.
its, just, freaking, disgusting.
so fugly and freaking disgusted. UGH !



pierced since last wed ? rmb ?
hmmm, and i went out with that dumb guy ytd.
he hit me )): and yea, ended up in police station
till 1am. we were suspended inside.
went into the diff room and got questioned by policeman
the room was sooooo cold.
reflected, signed my name, and went home (:
and now ! MY EAR GOT INFECTED !
SWOLLEN !
IM SO GONA HATE HIM MAN !
don let me see him on the streets,
i'll kick him :D



my right ear are just too coool.
so when's the next ear hole? HAHAH ! =/
i just wont learn my mistake. hahaha
i was seriously biting my pillow, hugging my bolster.
and its ohmygawd when my uncle took it out.
i almost cried, BUT I DIDNT ! BAHAA !
but i seriously feel damn weak.
my leg and hand are simply too wobbly for me to hold my chopstick and spoon properly.
just keep dropping. lols. then needa rest again
and eat. HAHH ! =// lousy shit roxy :D



this girl love taking pics now =/
whole family say she looks like me.
she does things like me. and of course, her genes are created by me too. LOLS !
my face are too ugly to be shown.
so i hide. lolsss ! =/
she's just tooo cute ~~~~ ohmy ohmy.

check out this video,
i bet you'll love it. hahah !
if you love this little girl of course. hehh :D

people asking me :

hey ! how u celebrate ur vday ?

hahah ! how am i suppose to ans ? =/


writtern @8:50 PM

Friday, February 22, 2008




cross country.
was suppose to hide in the toilet,
cause we dont wanna run. hahh, bad ? yeaa. indeed.
ended up, i did run pls ! because i saw teachers that we teased
then on the way, we playplay
for 5 mins la -.- then we run all the way back to stadium ((:



i was seriously injured, and thats what i did with bandaged ankle.
hahhh, too bad. i've got nth to do ):
you just got to know that, whenever my boredom strikes,
thats what i'll always do.
and darn ! i posted ugly pics D:
count yourself lucky to read this post ((:



went to mdm choong hs after x-country.
before reaching her hs.
alot of conflicts man.
but ended up, we still had laughter.
dont wanna elaborate.
not into it, its alr in my rubbish bin.
and yea, another start :D



im damn boredd ):
im seriously dying.
idk why i feel darn low.
idk why. but yea.
just attitude to everyone.
whatever, im trying to smile now
wait man, JUST WAITTT !
UGHH ! .__.

writtern @9:25 PM

Thursday, February 21, 2008


this post might be offensive to someone.
but there's seriously one thing i cant stand la.
if you don like it, so just freak off.
i wouldnt want you to be interested in my blog too
if you feel offended. so dont read on.

if joining those gangsterism would make you feel big,
you might be wrong.
if getting involve with those unwanted fights, and ending up losing someone's life or getting someone injured,
you might regret for the rest of your life.
if scolding someone who you think they are younger makes you feel great and like a hero/heroine,
you might think that its dumb .__.
sighh, idk why those ppl have those childish thinking.
i still cant figure it out why they wanted to join.
i still cant find the ans, why u have to join and ruin ur life ?
learning bad things ? worse come to worse,
ending your life or even ended up in jail ?
who knows ? you'll never know.

since everyone's saying that education do ruins your life.
why dont you think on a brighter sight ?
who are those who get rich and live in a luxurious lfie ?
dont you think they deserve for what they got ?
they suffer now and enjoy later part in their life.
just one day, one day, everything will make you change.
thats the time when you will grow up.
and if you just wake up,
you might find that it's just too late to even realise,
that this step you've taken.
ruined your life.

sighh, idk what to say more.
but yea, just till one day, you'll realise.
it may be sooner or later.
it might takes you 10 yrs, 20 yrs, or even the very last sec of your life
you think that everything's gone.
till then,
its too late, tooo lateee (:
i'm pretty disappointed to those i've known,
just ruined your life.
im pretty disconsolate that,
you guys just think that its just so big to be a gangster.
the truth will be out.
im sure, you'll really realise when the day comes.
God bless ((:

writtern @8:14 PM

Wednesday, February 20, 2008


i've got POKED !
by a nearly age 30s man. (:
i've got a 3rd piercing on my left ear LA !
what u thinking ?! lolssss.
walked pass 77th street.
hand itchy, wanna take out 3 bucks
just for one piercing.
ear itchy, wanna feel the pain.
see seee ! and now, i kinda love the painnn. =/
and i find so not coool -.-
time to head for another piercing soon =PP hahh

aunty's been giving attitude.
damn sian.
don wanna say animore !
hahh, thats her life.
and ima move on and walk towards my goal.
and my goal seems endlessly.
because,


i've got no taget in my lifeee (:

writtern @10:56 PM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008


it's the 910 post now :D
hahh, if i were to add those in the past.
it would be nearly 1500. possible ! =PP

bitched about in school. fed up with sec 3s.
calling my sis bitch.
hahhh. funny stuffs.
tsktsk, love the way they talk with fear man.
i don understand why ppl say im fierce.
IM NOT LA ! wth ? .__.
im so nice to hang ard with. i teach kids volleyball.
shouted only 2 sentence, they wanna cry alr -.-
what can i do man ? if i wanna produce a good team,
how can i not bother bout the kids progress ?
they aint learning anithing, laughing and gossips.
tsktsk, tell me. suppose to scold ? kids nowadays ......

back from dinner at KFC,
got a terrible stomach ache )):
unfortunately, been in toilet for bout 3 times.
sitting for 10-15 mins.
feelings darn uncomfortable.
felt like vomitting. sighh.

i've been picking this darn habit of mine in sch.
slping in classes. not just one lesson.
in fact, consecutively every lesson. .__.
idk why, but yea. just damn shagg. ):
cant seems to get enuf slp.
i can laugh and play and joke with u at this very min.
but i can start to have slpy eyes in a very next sec. -.-
when i was lying on the table, i was laughing at myself.
i'm damn funny la. tsktsk. *shake head*

____________________________________________

if you want me to study, i can (:
if you want me to go tuition like, everyday.
i can fulfill your wish as and when u want it.
if you give me tuitions like every sub in one whole week, i can :D
expect me to complete your work and stay awake for every lesson.
i doubt i can do so.
just everyday after school, look man.
fuck laaaa. till either 4+ 5+.
for tues & thurs, volleyball till 6. most, till 6.30.
i would love to say, i seriously hate this family that's driving me crazy.

if you think that wearing sch uniform for more than 12 hrs.
which is bout 15 hrs a day.
studying for more than 15hrs a day.
tell me how much can u take in to your brain ?
tell me can you absorb everything in just 24 hrs over the 15 hrs ?
hahh, if i were to study just like that everyday,
then after coming back from tuition, finish up all my sch work.
and what about tmr's tuition hw that i've not done ?
get another complain and got fucked upside down ?
taking those attitudes that you guys gave ?

asking me why did u cancel your tuition and slack at home ?
not doing homeworks and just sleep ?
or even using the computer and doing things unneccessarily ?
if thats your thinking, i seriously do not care or even bother bout it.
family of 6 adults questioning these shits.
including my dad, tuition teacher. thats 8.
accept scoldings, attitude given,
insults and gossips behind my back.
im getting it over and done with.
i'm seriously very tired, very very tired.
and if only you know how much i feel, at least i'll feel better.
no ? lolssss.

i've done with my posting.
good night :D
tata ! (:

writtern @8:35 PM

Sunday, February 17, 2008


i'm just back from my CIP. bahaha (:
we're done ! finally.
although im damn slpy. i came here to blog :D
see how much i've sacrifice my r/s with beloved bed just to share,
imagine man ! =/ hahha.




are you wondering whats that pool of water on the floor ?
fizzy drinks ? herbal tea ? plain water ? singapore going to get flooded ?
if u guess herbal tea, its 1/2 correct :D
because its human being's PEE ! -.-
there's stupid one old man scratching somewhere facing us.
not gona tell which race.
in fact, all of us seen how he pee .__. thats worse.
the coolest shit is, he can turn ard and hide beside the short dustbin.
and unzip his pants just to release his 500ml water in his bladder.
ohmygawddd, watafagg.
oh yea, eventually, he did it in singapore :D HAH ! =/
unbelievable old man. tsktsk.
QUICK ! go marry him !
CPF sure got alot money one.
go kill him then u get MONEYY ! $_$ WOOOTS !




she's the idiotic-est ass friend i ever got.
everyday just wanna slap her face.
that could vent my anger,
my sadness will fade.
and adding greater happiness in my life. :D
BAHAHAH! =/
was slping with this ass at the same bed.
sighh, i went to hospital, and found out that i've lost smth precious.
lost smth that i shuldnt have lost at this age.
getting depression when im not suppose to.
sighhh, nvm. i will move on :D
i shall invite u again ! hehh. =///

went to give out flyers at 5am. BAHH ! damn tired.
before that, 10pm + go centre meet devi makan MAC. .__.
fattening ? yea, pretty. its ALOTT ! -.-
laughed crazily mann. tired tired.
head home, then devi saw shooting stars.
me and marini saw 5 stars man !
SINGAPORE FLAGG ! GOGOGO !
haha ! =/ wanna kena slap only :DDD




this small girl never fails to give faces whenever i take pic of her.
SUCH AN ASS MAN ! TSKK.



she was singing song =/
HAHAH !


hello APNN ! :DDDD
invited ppl in a veri veri last min ytd.
because nobody told me my family got invite those lion dance.
hahaha ! i love it bebeh.
i always get so excited when i see the lion.
esp. the eyes man ! because im jealous of ppl's eyes.
hmmm :D hahh
then gambled. lose & won.
after that, went KTV, with a SUPER last min decision too .__.
reached home 4am. (:
and woke up 10am go for CIP.

we played water.
everyone splashing water at me and boma man.
idiotic, all take pale and spray go attact us.
then something happen.
got one man come scold.

ABC : aye ! come here come here ! who pour water at my son
me : me uh, why ?
ABC : who ask you spray my son now u tell me. you all play why play till here.

........

ABC : what fuck u talking now !
pala : aye ! DON ANIHOW USE FUCK NOW.now we taling nicely. why use vulgar.

me : aye, shut up la. don talk back. just fuck care say sry.
ABC : *stares stares* me.
everyone : shut up la pala, just go away and let roxanne settle.

ABC : *pointing fingers* now u tell me why u play water till my son here. u don think i scare you know. i start this business one sia. i will tell your boss later. you don come here. fuck off la you.

pala damn angry, like wanna protect only.
then the whole 11 ppl come surround beside me scare smth happen.
then i say nvm la. i say sry. doncare

ABC : why u spray my son ?!
me : IS YOUR SON WHO WANT ME TO SPRAY LA. we playing water then they see see ! i ask them they want ar, the all come stand nearer only ! moreover i never even pour the whole pail to ur son make wet. its just water la ! can dry one what. oso never kena alot. pour until the wall only -.-

.......... heck care and just FUCK OFF :D

after tat, behind his back. all discussing alr.
we were shuffling inside the washing place.
then spraying water at each other.
started to get fun and running ard know !
this fucker come destroy. k la, my fault.
go pour water at ur son. but u ask ur son 1st be4 u come scold fuck la.
is he the one who want play water right !
tell me which mother fucker's children don like playing water. -.-

then the stupid saif, say my fault.
wookay ! u scare u tell k.
see you hiding one place alr.
don even dare to stand near me. hahh. fucker.



i swear we were listening in class :D
yeaaa, we did ((:

goodnight people.
enough of quarreling with some dawgs.
and stories are to be continued.
i wanna head to bed noww ):
darn tiredddd )):
nights, tata ! :D

writtern @4:42 PM

Friday, February 15, 2008


happy valentine day beloved (:
may you be blessed. :D
hope those couples are love lasting,
being loved is being blissed.
so be happy for what u have now :D
haha, tata ! (:

writtern @1:23 AM

Tuesday, February 12, 2008




thanks ying for helping me with blogskins :D
fyi : this post gona be long,as the pics are alr taking up loads of space. haha =/
to make up for the lost that i've not been posting
hahah. not quite in the mood and yea.
everything's going so not smooth for me actually.
but nahh, its pretty alright now (:
hopefully everything's okays (:

here's the day before chinese new yr.
which is 2nd feb (: and it's my dad's day (:
his 41st birthday i think ? =// i forget laaa
too many family members for me to even rmb their age.
hahh : D and then head to uncle's hs for reunion dinner.
this yr pretty exceptional, because i never had any reunion dinner with dad before when its cny the next day.
just because its his birthday, we're excused from home.
hahaha :D mom complained, and said that she wan us to be with her for reunion dinner next yr. ohh well. divorced parents are seriously hard to please. lols.


of course ! after reunion dinner.
its time for us to pay a visit to my greatgrandma (:
she's still walking around.
laughing and playing with lil kids :D
i ever dream of her in the coffin.
and i didnt even dare to tell anione.
it thought it'll be bad as its traditional.
i woke up crying. -.-
tears just flow and then i found that my pillow was drenched. =/

and there goes how my moms keep wanna take pic pls !
hahh =/ i spend quite short time making up actually.
i didnt realise i did a pretty job till mom praised.
wow =/ she never encourage me to dress up much.
of course just because of CNY laa .__. tsktsk.


as you've guessed, this lil kid again (:
every year, my family will have this traditional call,
new pyjamas for reunion dinner and 1st day of CNY.
this is what i wore. .__.
i simply think its okay. hahah, and im pretty red this yr.
hp red, sch shoes red. pyjamas red and there's smth red.
MY PERIOD ! HAHA !=/ sryy .__.
this pyjamas never fails to let me sneeze non-stop.
sleeveless + silk(even colder) + shorty shorts.
BAHH ! therefore, i have a veri thick blanket to warmth me :DD hehh
bahaha ! i admit im bad to post this.
if u get the hint, then keep it shut =/
my mom's gona get upset.
i wanna post another pic of her ugly side
BUT UH ! she reinforced, saying NOO ! =/ awww
but i showed a few friends though. haha :D
i found this damn funny.
i look like some oldies in their 60s wearing cheongsam with cardigen
and that seriously makes me looks like im cheena retro. .__.
while my sis look like some teens.
and my mom look like in her 30s though. hahah :D
just when i feel everything's turning upside down.
visiting doesnt fails to make me stop taking pics =/
awww. haha ! and yea,
im pretty excited posting my new pics.
and there's bad point about me.
my pics are all the SAME !
same smile, same eyes, same pose and same hair
BAHHH ! i seriously need to do smth new bout it :D
after visiting at bedok.
gues what ?
we went to a bungalow .__.
idk whats the background actually.
and its seriously damn big :D
gorgeous i can say. im waiting to live that life man. ohgawddd.
and then, there's lift.
because my grandpa's 2nd brother wife is alil weak.
so there's 3 stories.
and the stairs were damn huge. hahh !
so yea, have to install lifts in their own 3 stories hs.
can u go imagine ? i think i'll be playing the lifts everyday.
instead of exercising myself by walking up the stairs.
HAH ! its damn freaking coool i can say ! =//
me, baby cousin jess, jolene jiu mu and my uncle (:
ahh ! thats my uncle's wife ((: which i always mention, i guess ?
can u imagine how that lil girl pose ?
the way she smile ?
the way she look ?
SHE'S JUST DAMN CUTE AND GORGEOUS !
ohmygawddd .__.
see her tiny lil eyes too ! hahah =/
she's too cute to be forgotten =/
after dindin ! we were tired and bored ):
tmr got schh. BAHH ! )):
leaving the beautiful hs,
walking out of the grand door.
and before leaving the gate, here's a pic ! :DD hah.
of course ! before starting to post, i post my own pics.
and now, im leaving to iron clothes.
hah ! ima leave myself the last too. : DD
i felt another achievement.
sometimes i wonder,
blogging bout how i feel do makes me feel better.
but there's just too much that i've known.
lolss, and make me sick of it.
and if you're telling me that you're tired.
think of the person that's been in the dark all along.
she's even tired then knowing all these.
besides these, i've just got too much family thingy to think of.
i shall leave it for next post if the incident ever happen again.
and im sure, i bet i will blog bout it.
cause i've predicted, my this yr life is not gona be smooth. hmmm
tata (:

writtern @9:54 PM

Monday, February 04, 2008




my greatest grandpa on earth :D
of course, not forgeting the one who left me on this earth.
no matter what, i'll still walk thru this road, with you in my heart. (:



the sweeet chemical romance :D hahh.



the sweetest roxy and jess moments in TOILET .__. hahh



she's selling cookies on xmas, anione buying? ):



and not forgetting the threesome (:

my uncle move out (:
so the hs left grandparents, my sis and me. :D
mom will be on mobile. haha,
she will either stay at TPY or here :D
so the whole room is shitly mine !
including queen size bed.
and im gona shift all my clothes to this darn room
and make it my one and only room. HAH ! :D
if not uh, have to share wardrobe, NOT ENUF SPACEEE LAAA !
now my wardrobe seriously loook like shit.
its freaking messy. and its soo PACKED. .__.
CNY's here here here ! muahaha :D

but, it's gona be a lonely CNy though.
hah, afterall, i know my lil thang and pretty babes
gona call and date me out, thats for sure i guess ? hah.
i want more shopping.
and bout that, i bought one dress for 70 bucks.
ohmygawd ?! LOLS !
i bought alr, paid alr, and i called myself crazy ):
bahh ! wasted mannnn. i want shop somemore
but needa reconsider. lmao.

oh well, pretty boy gona leave sg. hah.
he don wanna tell me when he's coming back ):
thus, i don wanna ask animore. lols.
so so, bon voyage boy (:
i'll miss you, no doubts. hah :D
love yaaa (:

i think this yr CNY seriously damn bored lehhh.
going great grandma hs, 2 of mine.
then no more hs to visit animore .__.
oh my gawddd ):
so, so so, ima head to friends after day 1
LOLL ! =/
idk what to post animore laaaaaa
form teacher called me out today. chatted outside class.
came in with teary eyes =/
hmmm. (:
TATA ! :D

writtern @10:01 PM

Friday, February 01, 2008




my second trial, you might think the colour's pretty nice : D
but nahh, i wore it like one aunty laa ):


my free time. =/

my uglist time

my dumb time :D


[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo


ima do hswork later.
ima pract my 10 yr O lvl series later.
ima finding kakkees for shoppign tml,
but seems to be no avail.
and i shall stopped the searching and head for reunion dinner then (:

i'm pretty sick this morning.
feeling terribly horrible.
couldnt concentrate in class.
my eyes are trying to open wide.
and ohgawdddd, it doesnt seems to work. )):
i kept slping in class this weeek.
couldnt seems to get on task.
never fails to let teacher call my name in every lesson. TSK !
i dont seems to get sufficient slp tooo
eye bags growing, black rings appearing.
and my deadline are sooon here :S BAHHH !

when there's just too much to think,
and when there's just too much to worry.
when you think that u can overcome your fear,
and when u think that you could just forget bout your worries.
everything's just wrong.
you'll get lost, eventually.
instead of doing it completely, you gave up halfway.
thats when everything's stop (:

CNY's here,
my clothes, are all not done yet
OHHGAWDDD.thats nuts.
BAHHH ! im so boreddd ):
time to head for 10yrs serious maths :D
tata ! (:

writtern @9:10 PM