ROXANNE (;

Sunday, August 31, 2008

I WENT OUT WITH MY BF TODAY ! (:

we had hell loads of fun. Lols. definitely laughing thruout the whole outing.
HOWEVERRRRR !
there's this one sec, just this one sec i feel like whacking him !
Wanna body slam him down the escalator. =//
Then choke him and strangle him.
Then throw him down the building.
Hate him so much for that one sec, but loving him too deep.
That forbids me what im thinking. ;DD

Ha, idk how to say. Hence, it's a feeling that's undescribeable. ((:

And, i think i have some fetish. LOLL !
till i met him, I HAVE A NEW FETISH !
WOOOHOOOO !
madness roxy. ;DD
Love you beeeeeeee. *buzzz*
So tired today, we shall turn in early tonight. (:
Goodnight.

REPLIES TO TAGGIES :

Christina : i can hardly rmb you? =// so sorry. And i would appreciate if u dont call my surname ? tyvm (:

boma : shut up puma. sheeesh ! shake at marini's blog laa ! haha. Dont chase away my reader.

passer-by : okays. ty (:

Sophia : alrighty woman ! ((:

writtern @9:51 PM

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. (SHHHHH ! dont tell my bf =/ lest he know i'll be dead)The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? (Uhoh ! )

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. (hehehehe !)

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (so true ! GOGO JIAYOU !)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. (OHMAN !)This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature( really ? my bf claims that im not ): ), reasonable, honest( i lied plss ! ) and give good advice.(that's uber right ! =//) People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (OMG ! SUPER TRUEEE !)

wanna see what you're like ?! CLICK HERE !

Alrighty, lets get the ball rolling for today ! ((:
Had a long discussion last night with boma and mag, ended up outing with boma only, and mag, MIA. (: soooo ! we went to esplanade, the roof top ! ;DD windy windy, and niceee (: Luckily we went there early. Cause i think there's an IT show, then HELL LOADS of ppl squeezing at the city link ? And we sort of headed home ! But we're satisfied for our trip, due to pics we've got. ;D

Er, this is my room. And i didnt know its tt dark -.-!

ROOOOOOF top. Okay, at the back was the durian.

sorry to interupt, i uploaded this small lil kid pic.
Because before she heads to sch, i find that she ties her hair like that, looks more cute. JUST LIKE MEEEE ! ;DDD

ehh, dont smile smile lehhh.
and this is what i did for my POA test. Where i get super low marks for my test. Due to lack of slp and tiredness. LOL. So cute right ! got dark rings somemore. My poa teacher oso have super dark rings, so during teachers' day, we have this thingy to write on the card to show appreciation. Then, i draw this too ? and wrote there do slp more ! HAHA ! =/

The muffins wasnt that great, raisins dont rock with chocolate. -.-!

OKAY ! teachers' day, SORRY FOR HOPPING HERE AND THEREEE! pardon my "anyhow" uploading of pics. lols. (:
Mdm lim, my form teacher and chemistry teacher. Mr TAN KOK YOUNG, my maths teacher for whole freaking 5 yrs. LOL ! And the most relax class ever. Cause he is like our friends in school. Lols(: And so is my Mr tay on the extreme right. My MT teacher. OH WELLLL ! i extremely appreciate for what he've done to make me pass my MT, which i never did for his test and etc. If im not wrong, only once ? =// I know im chinese. But, i seriously cant write well. -.-!!
i've no idea why too ? My mom's best subject is MT somemore. -.-!!

Mr tan PENG YEON. Physics teacher (: funnnnn teacher too. He teach physics the best. AHH ! too many good teacher in my sch alr (: fyi : he publishes book. BAHAHA ! rich guy. tsktsk.

before all the celebration,
we had performances in school.
It was hell damn fun (: It seriously sounds like we're really in a super big star's concert. Where ppl yell CRAZILY ! which i really mean CRAZY ! lols ! And raising out ur hand and shout and wanna hug them and shake their hand -.-! Oh goodness, those screams from my voice, made my voice hoarse okay ! But it was really damn funny. ((: MEMORIES MEMORIESSSS. ((:

Back to esplanade (:
A very casual wear outing (:

And i seriously think that we look alike. -.-!

roof roooof. WOOOOF !

okayyyy, look at the sky. DARK AND BRIGHT ! wooots.
and can u see that ferris wheel ?! hahaha !
Who will i be with my virgin ride ? i think i'll tremble -.-! hmmm.

sweeeeet aint it ? lolss !

*smellsssssss the duriannnn!*

ooh, i find my hair sexy in this pic. BAHAHA ! =/

hello ! I am roxy (:

I didnt know esplanade have library -.-! and hey have one whole stretch of mirror. WOOO ! here comes my hppp. ;DD

I WANNA KILLLL YOUUUUUUU !

Nah, just kidding, iloveyou so much, how would i bear to ((:
*wide smile*

MWAHHHHH ! (:

I came home and got scolded. Reaching home late, i wont have conflict with them. But reaching home early i get problems. -.-! Basketball.

TODAY'S THE FREAKING ONE MNTH GONE ! IM SO FREAKING HAPPY. MOM WAS HINTING ME THAT MY CURFEW HAD CHANGED ! BAHAHAHA ! =// i heck ! i got her permission alr. And this week, its time for some fun bebehhh ! Anyone st james ? JOIN MEEEEE FOR FUN ! ;DD *giggles*

SENTOSA, ZOOO ! last but not least, SHOPPPINGGGG ~ with boma. ;DD

ahh, marini going to puasa. -.-! how ? no more macspicy partner for one mnth. And its been long since i had mac with her. sheeesh !

Till then ! ((:

writtern @9:28 PM

Friday, August 29, 2008

ehh ! im not having period.
However, these 2 cramps in my body hurts me alot.
i cant move much.
now im only moving my fingers, but not my body.
sheeesh.

it hurts.

DAMN, i tried walkin to the room, i seriously have difficulties. I cant bend too much, neither can i stand fucking straight. And im stuck here. I NEED TO MAKE JESSLYN SLP LA ?! SHEEEESH ! I cant shout for mom ! -.-! IDK wtf is wrong with me. -.-!! there's somebody inside taking hammer hammering me. sheesh.

RAWRRRRRRRRRRR~

writtern @10:38 PM

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

CRAPPPP !
I seriously do think that my hs are a place for gamblers. Especially those mahjong addict. GOOODNESSS !
i cant stop them too ? Because its part of my grandma's income ?
How would i dare to when she doesnt work because of her grandchildren. She have to cook and etc. But, its my exams period )): EXAMS ! Sighh.

Anyway, to the person who tags my blog. -.-!

Okay, its a waste of time, so i'll just summarise for what i wanna say.

To whatever, ripcurl, bilabong and stuffs.

I think u should respect my mom. And i seriously hate to encounter ppl who loves scolding and cursing in the tagboard, being sarcastic BUT they dont show their name. How coward can a human being be when they wanna show off what they've wrote up there. Goodness. And i dont think you're fucking please if i say FUCK UR MOTHER !

If you're a guy :
ARE U A MAN OR A WOMAN ?! Because i see no balls. -.-! And i cant differentiate from ur sex.

SHOOOO !

writtern @7:55 PM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

EDITED :

bahh ! my mind's saturated. -.-! having headache. i need entertainment. sheesh. I feel so lazy to think now -.-! fortunately my sch starts at 9 tmr, reporting time at 830. phew. means more slp. tmr is a waste of time staying in sch. SHOOO SHOOO ! SONGS ! i need songs. blast the music plssss ~

YAYYYYY !
I seriously cant wait for SEPTEMBER HOLIDAY !
Thats the whole shit im look really forward too. Geehee !
Excited and elated. Sheesh ! The two Es im feeling. Bahaha ! =//

i left Physics paper, Sci paper 1, practical )):
and lastly, Poa. Sighhh.
Haven touch bout it. Damn it. -.-!
All my distinction POOOM, gone like that. o.0 ?

So different from N lvl. So many things cramped tgt.
Past work memory gone. And im seriously shag from those study till late night.
And tuition for 3 hrs per day. horrible. -.-!

Mentally tired from those subjects that pushed me.
And those stress given from Family and uncle which is my tuition teacher ?

His been stressing me, Distinctions for combine sci and maths.
A small mistake for me had led him to blow his top =.=!
i cant even concentrate even though i know, and he is there just nagging and nagging bout distinctions, to score well, to do everything well. sheesh, im not like him. -.-! And i dont wana be like him. Moreover, i cant say i cant be him. Its just that im alil lazy (: Any medicine to cure for that "illness" ?? hmmm.

EHHHH !
September holiday laaaaa !
Ima shake that stress away again !
Before i mug for O lvl again ! BAHAHAHA ! =//
Less than 2 mnths, and its here.
And i cant wait for after that 2 mnths.
No worry ! i'll study, i'll mug till the very last day of O.
And for the very last day of O. i'll be free from these work,
and back to me, myself ! ;DD

U care bout her,more than me. OH ! Grandma thought we had dinner tgt, but so wrong. I reached there early instead. (:
And its been mnths that i had dinner with you. (((((:

writtern @10:59 PM

Monday, August 25, 2008

OOH GOODNESS ! Pls let me rant it out before i come to my post.
When i was trying so hard to study for my geog last night, it turn out to be kinda bad ): Due to family watching Korean Dvd drama ( which is my hobby and fav ! ) I couldnt concentrate. Earlier, i was doing my Maths paper 2, however cousin need the table for his studies, hence i have to get my ass off there. Things that made me so fed up was, my ear piece ): MY COMPANIONNN ! Those songs that kept me company the whole day to kick away my boredom ):

Sigh, Sony ericsson ear piece really sucks k. Even though it's a walkman phone. But what to do without a ear piece ? I had 3 ear piece, mine, cousin, boma's (: Tried it all, it turn out all to be real bad case. Its the same freaking problem. I wonder what's happening ? Its so irritating k ! SHEEESH ! Can complain ? Can get warranty ? Or, anyone able to get me one ? ))): i need it so badly for my everyday use. sighh.

OK, im out of track.
back to track.
I was studying outside, but before that when i was doing my maths paper 2, i almost screamed at the top of my voice, due to this lil smelly disgusting bug. -.-! Even though i cant smell him o.-

But this bug really irritates me alot. Ugh ! Because it was on my paper for 4 times ! GOODNESS ! HELL MAN ! I called aunt, grandma, dad and mom to help me catch ! They ignored me. SO BADD ! )): I wanna learn from marini, take the pesticides and spray and spray AND JUST SPRAY till u see them die. But sorry uhh, im not that cruel. -________-! Sheesh.

okay, Clubbing pics.
i didnt take pics inside due to sucky hp i have.
no flash light. -.-! Alrighty alrighty, will save up and work after O lvls to get one by myself okkkkkay ?
I went to St. James, Boilers if im not wrong. I went with my mom. As her friend's birdday held there. Songs were great, Crowd was okay. Drinks and entry are free. More bout what i did are NOT APPLICABLE. haha ! Afterall, clubbing with mom was fun ((: Oh, its damn cool at st james. Got link to other club, and i can go and go like, nobody business ? lols. Dont like here can change venue. hehh.

fyi : its not weird to have a mom clubbing with you. Because my mom and my age aint that far apart. We share our secrets and tell how we feel about at times. Moreover, she's an owl. So she clubs and everything, you know bout that, and you should know bout that. So when a mom do club and dance, Of course the daughter have her genes too right ? And its just shaking that stress off in my mind. ((: Nothing much. Im studying too, im on the right track. As the saying goes " play hard, study hard" ((:

He's one of the live band, Although he have more man's hormones, he makes the crowd go laughing and sing tgt with him ((: Since my mom know the bouncers, the staff, the band and some of the rest there, we got the best table, just right in front of stage ? And she knew the singers and all. CAUCASIANN ! AWWWWW ~ ((:

no worries, i know i have bf.
i still love him. sheeesh !
dont need u to remind me k. hehhh.

Back from club. When i cant hear anything, like as if there's a bee buzzing in my ear. o.-

Okay, Promised to post up jessy's photo's of modeling. haha !
there there there ! ((:

she learn this from me k ! pffts.
we made a great deal ! ;DD
definitely.

*censored* She's trying to show her butt. haha !

An outing that i had with her on sat, rmb ? ((:
She's so cute. All her pics taken and those poses are learnt from me.
Shit u jessy. ;DD

To end off,
a "family" photo ;DD

Sometimes, i felt that im not even compared to a dog.
Im with you, yet i feel so isolated. Its like the world evolves only me. With just me, even though we're sitting in the same car. We merely had less than a few sentence of chat. ( worse than me and my cousin ) I bid goodbye, and u left nothing. Your promises are meant to be broken too. When im sick, you promised to bring me to my fav restaurant when im well. But when that woman came to your life, i'm never able to play a part in ur life, not anymore. I was once your priority, and now it never were. Frankly, i love you favouring me anyone do. I admit i love the attention from anyone could give that makes me feel so priority. I definitely feel the happiest girl on earth. Well, I shouldnt have said i agreed to ur decision on letting u have another woman. I shouldnt have done so. I shouldnt have let her move in with you. Rmb those times when you're down. The lowest point of your time, when you're all alone at home, all the time. Who's the one with you ? Going home after sch just to spend time with you. Just to share the same room with you every night, in case u need someone to chat with during the night. In case u need hugs, and a listening ear, who was the one there ?

When you left so alone. Who's the one giving u advice though im young and inexperience ? And i've realised smth new today. Im seriously not able to be compared to a dog. You eventually spent time with him, talking to him, bringing him down for a walk just to spend ur time with him to make him PEE. Where's our outing ? You always said you'll bring me overseas, bringing me to malaysia to visit friends, to go out to the sea to fishing. Where's those words ? You've never ask for any concern after my whole day out from home, its like, i no longer need to play a part in ur life anymore ((:

im feeling really bad now.
To have a blood relation,
we're suppose to be real close, where we slp side by side when i was young, washing my ass when i shit during early times. Outing every sunday to bond our relationship even though i dont stay with you. But im feeling really bad now. Really. You dont call me, you dont meet me, you don see me, you dont care about me, you dont love me because i sense it no more.

I'm no longer a use, anymore (:

i know you'll come back to me,
when you're all alone again;

Till then.

writtern @10:05 PM

Sunday, August 24, 2008

EDITED :

ahh, its like almost 1230 midnight now,
and im here ! (:
i haven upload pics, so wait k ! exams are more impt (:
I'm trying so hard not to miss my bf while studying,
but its so hard to be true that,
I CANT !
I just cant do it that his in my mind today,
for the whole freaking day.
i felt so loved today (:
hehhh.

I went clubbing last night.
i'll post pics soon if i upload it ?
and pictures bout jessy posing like,
some models.
as she watch american next top model which i catch every thurs.
HAH ! very very funny.
i shall post more soon !
i gtg to study !
i wasted my time,
and its a real bad day today for me.
moreover, its raining.
i dont seems to be smiling from my heart )):

Jiayou for tmr's maths paper 2 and my geog !
GEOGGG ! ((:

writtern @8:55 PM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

I dont like my life now,
seriously.
I felt like letting the history repeat again.
And it comes to an end (:

sigh

Had blog hopping when i take over the comp and saw sophia's blog with some fortune teller of tarot cards thingy la. Boring, and tried it out. HA (:

You are The Wheel of Fortune

Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

AHHHH ! im so fucking fed up now.
Really that FUCKING anger (:

really. pfffts.

fireworks tonight with love, anyone ? =((

writtern @4:13 PM

I'm not perfect,
does anyone knew bout that ?

writtern @12:16 AM

Friday, August 22, 2008

i almost cry, for goodness sake !
Its maths paper 1 today. And i tried a few question. Its was horrible to get stuck with the 1st few as its meant to be easy (: And when i have yet to reach half of the paper, i got stuck for all the question. Its like, during practices, i can do it amazingly with no doubts. And just, like that ! However, today was totally a drastically change -.-! Those type of questions i cant do during practices, i can do eventually. But ! Only a couple of question though. And when i tried doing those that i can do, like maping, indices and stuffs, it all turn out to be a mess.

Im so afraid that i'll burst to tears, hence i calm myself for 5mins ? And i just waste that 5 mins like that. ): I cant aim for 70/80 anymore ): thats disheartening ! *sobs*

i'll not get 60/80 too ? As i had a few careless mistake made. Moreover, i just lost that Gawd damn 6 marks for the last page, where i spent almost more than 20 mins to do it. Tryna figure out how it goes ): but out to no avail.

Time flies during that 2 hour. I hope i do better than mid year ? For now, that's my target i guess. Gona mug hard for my paper 2 alr ! (: Which's on this coming monday, together with my geog. Tsk ! Big topic of the day )):

BUT !
Before im mugging for my weekend or even, starting from tonight (if im not tired)
I'm bringing my lil jesslyn out for shopping. Ha, last week promised to, but didnt have the chance to i think ?(if im not wrong) I'm just gona have that lil excitement with her today (:

sometimes she can be so irritating that makes me wanna slap her straight right at her face ? But ytd she's so sweeeet ! I was trying to concentrate on my maths paper 1 last night. And before she slp, she was like, "dajie, do ur work properly k." then she brought me my water bottle and say dont drink so much cold water, must drink plain water. Im like, omg ? LOL ! and she kissed me goodnight twice and say, goodnight and love you.

ITS SO SWEET TO HAVE A SMALL KID HOME !
SO CUTE ! haha, aww (:

Good luck for your prelims people !
The key to study is to study smart ! not study hard ! ;DD

writtern @1:22 PM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

It's raining again ! Just as i was feeling low. Well, doing maths paper one, preparing for tmr's ! I cant wait for what the question will be. I hope i get 70/80, to assure my A1 (:

Goodluck to all ! (:

outta hs, leaving for tuition

tata! (:

writtern @3:36 PM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Goodness, idk what to say la uh.
Just be it (:

And i had a fun time during detention ( even though it's suppose to be annoying)
It was at first, however boma made it madness thru out the one and a half hr.
We were seriously laughing that the whole general office can hear both of our laughter. Rmb during primary school, ppl would always use country eraser to compete with each other to see which stamps on which. So we played that ! We both played for 5 mins and came to no end, so she bang the table and jump from her chair, i broke to laughter till i almost burst to tears.

We played bingo, and she won twice. Basket. Now losing Bingo alr la ? Tsktsk. We almost stayed longer due to laughter =// And we heard OM singing la ?! GOOODNESSS ! I almost faint on the floor and just lie flat there. Due to his singing, obviously ! hahaha ! He was humming, and my jaws almost dropped. *shake head* When i was bout to left, You good moood today is it ? i asked. And he was like, huh ? why ? FYI : He is old monkey la ? -.-!!

Ahhh, tmr's my English paper one and two !
jiayou to all !
Goodluck to all my peeps (:

I'm staying thru the night, i guess ?
I hope i aint like i were in primary school.
Doing hw till my head bangs on the table,
and here comes my sweet dreams,
lying on the table -.-!

writtern @10:23 PM

Monday, August 18, 2008

Worst day ever. -.-!!

I need more rain,
bigger storms !
i want extreme high voltage of lightning !
woohoo !
the most unfortunate day of my life.
everything's so wrong. so so wrong. -.-!

PILL/MEDICATION puh-leaseeeee ;DD

i need study, study !
i lost everything today.
horrible shit.
oie ! back on track lehh !
pfffffts ):

writtern @10:24 PM

Sunday, August 17, 2008

A trip to town with gf, boma ! (:
that was last week i think,
where i bought a lot of things,
and today morning got nagged at -.-!
Basket, think she's been spying my money la.
Aint that part of my privacy too ? o.0. Sadly, here to say, that i really dont have any. Its hard to keep my own things in my own room. My stuffs that really meant for me that i really wanna let it know for myself, i cant hide anywhere, but my wardrobe as it's the highest among sis? LOL =/ Well, time to scrimp on my spending when i need to study and stop thinking bout modelling stuffs. I need to get rid of that dream, yes, have to. (:

i look like some famous blogger/ model when i take pic like that,
can u guess who ? lols

i like this (: my hair looks great. i look pretty, my gf looks like she wanna dind things in the mirror. LOL. and i did quite a nice take ! hehh !

we were tryna act cool here la. and it turn out so pretty, for me though. haha !

ohhh, this is unglam .HAHA ! for some try, for myself la. -.-!

i need a time for myself.
i need to be out, alone.
Wondering outside, alone.
Thinking bout everything, alone.
Doing things that im not suppose to do, alone.
Just everything, alone.
I need to escape here,
like, at this very moment when im almost shedding my tear.
Be it tear for joy, for laughter or for sadness.

i think its gona end,
however, idk how to.
Aint there no other choice ?
Options ? Another route for me to take ?
I guess, that's my fault again.
Sigh.

OIE ! BANNED FOR ONE MNTH LA.
@#%&*#@*%#
where got such thing.
and i told mom, if im rebellious, u cant blame me for that.
And she understands ! ;DD
mummy's great.

I SERIOUSLY HATE DAD TO THE FREAK DAMN IT CORE. -.-!
IDK HOW TO SAY BUT, HE JUST SUCKS. More than anyone else in this world (:

OOH, OUR WOMEN IN TABLE TENNIS WON THE SILVER MEDAL !
tsktsk, *shake head* they did alot of mistake out of the tension and pressure. but, good job woman ! Again, Singapore made it ! ;DD after 48 yrs. o.0?

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Baby you're the one I've waited for
Because you gave me what I need and more
Girl its clear that we are meant to be
Together,
We should be together
Eternally (:

writtern @10:57 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Back from Oral,
i think the examiners think that im too pretty, hence that lady asked the question in the speed of light like she was trying to chase me away as im too hot too. tskk ! cant stand her. And the man too! I think when he first saw me walking towards them, he seems to be shivering and wonder who's this cute girl uh ? "can i have her number pls ?" he asked himself in his heart. BAHAHA ! cannot stand how they think of me. Thus, i think i did very fast. They wana chase me away as they're sweating too. tsktsk. sorrrrrry ! =// OOH ! i was structuring my pic discussion well. And yet this girl from the next class named Xinyi, was definitely destracting me. Her voice was so damn loud till i forgotten what i said. She's damn freaking distracting ): SO SWAY ! awww ): So i kinda think that i did badly though. =SS

The guy asking the question to me like HE IS SO GAY ! goodness. FYI : my gay wasn't refering to "happy". It was definitely refering to a guy who have more female hormones. o.0?

I was seriously leaning the table to catch what his saying. And i only get to hear some parts. Fortunately, i did well for my reading,as usual. However, the 1st sentence i started answering, i think im so out of question. -.-! And when talked for the first sentence, i was being asked " which one do you refer?" Im like, OMG ?! 1st time being asked ? Thats a totally horrible start. =// I go on and on like nobody's business. And i think i did repetition till the lady was frowning and looking at the man. I seriously hate both of them can ? But what can i do ? MUMMYYYYY ! IT'S OVERRRR ! ):

AHHH ! so tired. Gona have a nap sooon (:
nightsyyy ! ;DD

I can make it thru the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own, and i know.
That i'm strong enough to mend.
And everytime that i feel afraid.
I hold tighter to my faith.
And i live, one more day.
And i'll make it thru the rain.

(:

writtern @9:50 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

ehh,
today's a real bad day !
almost get sick. )):
hurhur,
idk what to say. but im so fatigue now.
And i've realised, im becoming more and more vulnerable to the surrounding. I got accused, again. Like, after such a long time that hurt so badly. That i almost fall when i was young. I almost attempted so much thoughts that makes me end my day that i cant get to see another tomorrow. Well, indeed, i survive. With a postive mind, and those friends ard me do help me too (:

Im getting so sucky in everything i do in school now. Which makes me feel so discouraging at the moment. Whereby my Prelims are round the corner, and O's are so near that by a wink, it reaches the next day im sitting for the 1st paper.

Time flies, commonly said. Love hurts, Everyone said.

I'm thinking of, how should i cope with whatever things i have on hand. On which should i focus first and such.

Im so tired that i tend to slp in class again.
Idk what im up to.
But i only know that, MY PEE HAD MADE MY SLP SHORT !
THAT I ALWAYS WAKE UP AND PEE ):

sobs ):

goodnight peepppps. (:

writtern @11:04 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

INTERESTED ON MY NEW CLOTHING IN MY WARDROBE NOW ? ;D

What my mom bought for me in THAI, not HK. lolsss ! =/

ehhh, the 1st one she bought for me im so turned off alr la ? -.- ! Because its like, pyjamas ? =// but, its an outing outfit. but then uhh ! that time at myphosis i tried wearing wearing smth similiar. LOL ! but turn out ugly. Then this, it's like so silky and, yea. Too much of a pyjamas kind. ANYONE WANTS IT ?! SELLING 10 BUCKSSSSSSS ! ;DD

ohno, what is that colour la ? .____.
*scary*

EHH ! this one my sis's top. =/// but i wore it, trying to let her see who's nicer. LOLL ! =/ after town shopping, home oso shopping. Bahahaha ! =/ Jess wearing that top is actually a top for one of us la. But then they bought it too small so she wore it herself. LOL ! =/ then after that i change the next top, she asked my mom " Mummy, still got ? " My mom feel so guilty after it because she didnt buy for her any. LOL.

Fyi: when we're young, i called my aunt, mummy too. So its normal for her to call my mom mummy. heh (:

p/s : i never tried wearing a vest before.
this is my virgin wear,
and it turns out cooool ! ;DD HAH !

my bf said i had a heavy make up.
Special thing is, i didnt put foundation =/
Still look not bad leh ? haha ! =/

This was my sis too ! but my sis dont want.
So she gave it to me.
Then it became my beloved.
HAH ! NICEEE ~~

tadahh !
that's a TEE !
THATS MY NAME !
rock on bebeh !

there's this top mom bought it.
i was kinda giving this face when i wore it, and walk to my big mirror to see how i looked.
and it turned out like shit ! )): sobsss

tsktsk * shake head*

HOWEVER ! i walked back in and rant at her.
"WHY U BUY SHIRT LIKE SHIT ONE ?"
but she was like, u DUMB LA !
dono how to wear, never ask me also. -.-!
then it turned out like this

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wooooooots ! =/
p/s. it's suppose to be a ribbon at the top, but i tied it at the back,
and it looks great ! ;DD

Jess was trying to get her head into the camera. lols !

that how she does it. Lols =/

Then i was standing on my bed, my mom wanna take pic of me.
So i thought that, im another JESSLYN on the bed. LOLL ! =/
i look damn skinny right ? SHEEESH !

BUT~ my mom say smth that breaks my heart,
"ehhh! you got stomach liao sia ? FAT ALR ! "

=[[[[

P/SSS ! i bought that pantssss ! WOOOTS ! FINALLY A JEANS. IT'S LIKE FINALLY LA ?! -.-!

Short pant she bought for me, all looks not bad. And she bought me 4 belts. NOT BADDDD ! ;DD nice. LOL =/

P/S : this is another way i tied the ribbon. se if there's any diff ? lols

THE ENDDD ! ;DD

oh, i met up with my bf,

finally (:

after 1 week, 7 days, 168 hrs, 10080mins, 604800 sec.

tsktsk.
iloveblue ! because my bf wore a blue tee today ! (:

writtern @10:49 PM