ROXANNE (;

Sunday, September 27, 2009

SPENT TIME WITH LOVES <3

Oh, dont we just look so alike ?

Especially this picture. haha. :D

So adorable uh !

Kpo, everytime wants to fb use my lappy!!

And her ass damn nice to lie down pls. LOL!

Almost fall aslp!

Weeetssssss.

She does facebook! she even has her own account!

Can't stop disturbing her from using my lappy. haha.

Went to boma's crib for short ktv session! wanted to play gunbound thus we bring our lappy. But in the end the download was too slow, ordered mac delivery and watch 2 DVD :D

AWESOME! :D

Crazy lor! her tv in her room is her comp screen. Haha. Imagine watch porn and the bed is just in front of it ! (from nini) and imagine if she using comp, damn big till cock eye la!

I look very improportionate here.haha

Felt pretty yesterday, can't stop taking pictures of myself. Haha

I know my top are stated "i love my boyfriend." haha. Yet i am single. I know i know. But i just think that i should wear it if not i'll throw it away without wearing it once! :D Kind of awkward wearing this alone walk around. But i feel pretty, why bother?! haha.

TADAH!

Tried so many time, and this is our best threesome picture. haha!

THAT'S FOR ALL AND I LOVE MY BABES! :D

*blow kisses*

Not forgetting that asshole jesslyn. *winks*

writtern @1:28 PM

Friday, September 25, 2009

I always say how i dont need you.

Well, to be frank. Mr charles and i have officially broke up. No worries, dont go on WOOO. WOOAHHH. WHAT?! With that blood-shot eyes and that jaws dropping and everything. It's been a week since our decision. It's not more of our decision. But it was mine and ended up., mutual break up.

So yea, it was quite a harsh moment i admit. But our relationship had become a habit and we broke off just one week before our 2 yrs anniversary. We knew that we just aint the one to go on further. It's just part of life i have to know and i must know. And yea, i'll be moving on so do he.

He told me bout his plans and such and we all know that world still spins even though u're still standing there recuperating ur wounds. Thus, we both said we still must move on. It's nothing much basically. What's more of it is i cried while he tell me two of the things that makes me real upset.

No, it's not bout our love. But about his plans. His plans makes me feel so glad for him. He seems to grow when i leave and that's when he'll start to mark another day and setting goals for himself. He planned all the overseas trip for fun and to relax, he planned to go overseas to study and he planned a lot of other stuffs for himself and his family. He even planned for his future gfs and coming and when he's gona get married. He even told himself that he wanted to do this and that before he gets a gf.

That's how much he grown when i left him. This wasn't all. I know. I saw a guy with a rough patch of road he's gona move on. He will have his worst to come and things that may be happening to him that none of us know. I'm just glad that when i leave, he thinks. He thinks, and that's when i'm glad that i've made the right choice.

To be frank Mr Charles. 22yrs old, is the point where u should have smth in ur mind and have at least one of the accomplishment. But u achieved none when i started with you, and ended it even with you. Just when we ended the vicious cycle, you just did. That's just one part of me to leave you to do ur things that u're suppose to do as no, i dont wish u to be useless in ur life and feeling aimlessly and wonderings all the whys in this world. This is part of growing up. And i'm really happy till i tear for you when u let me know how u want ur life path to go and moving on with it.

Roxanne wishes you all the best, Jun Hao. Do it all well and u'll never be forgetten in my life (: Forever here and i'm forever there for you. I swear. (:

Still love and always love,
From your BFF,
ROXY :D

writtern @2:14 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Reasons why girls spend more than guy, thus there's a reason why guys pays for dates!

Listed out 10 possibility :

1 :

Girls go for manicure or pedicure to beauty their ugly nails to make them more attractive. Cheap ways, they buy 3D art nails, stickers or crystals with tons of nail polish. Dont belittle the cost of these. One could cost at least $10, depends on different brands.

2 :

They beauty themselves by spending on make up. Eg, foundation, blusher, BB cream, concealer to hide their ugly dark circles and eye bags.Lipsticks, lip gloss, bums. Some girls buy them each or more! Masacara and MORE! You know make up cost tons due to the brans and different type of everything! The brush itself is expensive enough. *shakes head*

3 :

Facial products! That keeps their skin from anti-ageing,wrinkles and hydrate their skin from being dehydration! Just what if they do not have the time to make up as rushing for their dates or simple dinner ? You cant expect her to put on make up like she's going for a wedding dinner!

4 :

Of course when you make up, you definitely need a cleanser for goodness sake. She cant wear it to slp! After washing away the make up, she need toner and DIY pore remover too ? You wouldnt want to see those dirts popping up from her T spot or her chin while kissing or something ? =/

5 :

Girls spend time to make an appointment to go for their facial appointments package! This is worst! there's thousands of treatments, and they each cost a BOMB!

6 :

Looking pleasant is ONE too. You do not want your lady to have beautiful skin yet they dont shave or remove their under arms hair (i think this is totally disgusting)! Their over growing of thick and messy eye brow! Their obvious moustache and what's more is their ugly hand and leg's hair that's too long and it CURLSSSSS! Reason why there's brazillian wax, shavers, cream and all the shits. They have different types ( but i dono cause i dont shave my hands or legs.)

7 :

Hair! You wont want their hair to be undefine with extremely wavy hair, damaged hair or too dry! WORST, being oilyyyyy! So what if they have extremely good skin and looking pleasant with their body that's bottom of their face. Hair totally makes one impt point too.

8 :

Accessories! They cant be naked with their hands! They look horrible. Some even buy watch not because they want to keep track of the time. but it's part of looking good with the watch. Some, both. two more thing, earing and necklace :D

9 :

Girls buy hell loads of bags to keep themselves looking trendy and good at the sametime. They buy bags to match their outfit and heels. Definitely not forgetting to match with their hair-do. Girls are afraid to buy cheap bags just to see someone on the train taking the same one. It doesnt matter if it's LV, Gucci. But $5 bag, they gossip!! how embarrassing the moment can be when stragers stares or knew u're one cheap buyer. Of course not apply to all. As long as they look good, it's perfectly fine (:

10 :

CLOTHES!
This is more or less the same as guys. So, not much comment of it. :D

PS : all these were thought and written down while on my way to work. haha
Wasnt thinking of anything, but it just came to my mind, so suddenly. haha

writtern @7:48 PM

Thursday, September 17, 2009

RUDE!

FREAKING RUDE!

FREAK!
THIS BLOODY LADY CAME BUYING THINGS FROM ME.
She was carrying a lot of plastic bag so i offered to help to put things nicelyfor her in one.
I have no change of just one dollar coin. But a two fifty cents coin.

I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY SHE STARTED SCOLDING ME?! FOR NOTHING?! FOR JUST GIVING HER 2 FIFTY CENTS COIN LIKE I BLOODY KILLED HER SON OR WHOEVER CLOSED?!

LIKE I WAS A MURDERER AND SHOUTED AT ME " I WONT BUY THINGS FROM YOU ALR! I TAKE SO MANY PLASTIC BAG YET U GIVE ME 2 FIFTY CENTS COIN SO HEAVY! "

OMG. THIS IS SO INFURIATING! IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE THAT CHANGE FOR YOU. I GAVE IT TO THE PREVIOUS CUSTOMER BEFORE YOU.

IT'S NOT LIKE I OWN YOU FOR THAT CHANGE LIKE THAT. YOU BUY THIS THING WILLINGLY! I NEVER TAKE A KNIFE AND PUT IT ON UR NECK AND THREATEN U TO BUY IT.

WHAT'S MORE RIDICULOUS WAS, HOW MUCH CAN 2 FIFTY CENTS COIN WEIGH?!

i just wish to say " F___ YOU!"

Like i needed ur business to earn a commission.
get a life, old hag. -.-!

PS : I SHOULD HAVE GIVEN HER ALL 10 CENTS! MUAHAHAHHA!

writtern @1:17 PM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Should i ?

DAMN ! I got so worked up for watching alfred's fb's video of dog cruelity and how they kill them to eat their meat. I cant stand the way they are doing this. I wish it was really banned. Totally banned! IN CHINA THEY WHACK THEIR HEAD WITH A DAMN THICK ROD AND THE DOG JUST LAY THERE HELPLESSLY?! YOU CALL THAT A HUMAN?! F-ED THAT!

IF I WERE TO USE A THICK ROD TO HIT ON YOU ONCE. U WOULD HAVE PUNCH ME ON MY FACE ! But what did the dog do ? THEY WHINE. THEY DO NOTHING. THEY ARE HELPLESS ! So why does these still goes on and it carries on and what make me unclear was....

HOW COME THERE ARE DOG LOVERS MEAT EATER !
HOW COME THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO OPEN FACTORY?!
HOW COME THERE ARE EVEN PEOPLE WHO WOULD DO THIS SHIT!
HOW COME THEY WOULD DO THIS SHIT TO EARN MONEY?!

DAMN ITTTTTTT!

Ok, maybe i was just too over loving the dogs and couldnt bear to even beat them. But just look at how they do. How they even beat or whatever shit was even done to them. Even human beings feel pain. What bout the dogs ?

What makes me go thinking again was,
I killed more than a thousand chickens.
I killed more than a million pigs.
I killed how many marine lifes
and how much caused do one person made to them ?

Or how do they kill these animals ? Pigs, Cows, goat/sheep ? Chickens and such ? I want to know so much now.

I find myself cruel too.
Hate being a carnivore now.
Should i change to a vegeterian ?

Sigh.
Wtf is this world now ?

writtern @10:42 PM

Credits to win.

Was on a sunday shoot filled with loads and tons of stress. Can't handle things smoothly as there's problems here and there. Shot for a few photographers :D and this is one of the picture i gotten. haha.

There's no inspiration for this post as i've yet to encounter any problems that makes me go thinking and such. So kinda bore here.

But there's just one thing makes me wonder.

What does life encounter you to do ? To have, to learn, to teach ? Or value ?

What do you really learn, in this lifetime.

writtern @1:39 PM

Well, I have no idea what to say for my headings. It sucks terrible, like seriously.

I wanted to write, BASTARDS for my big headings with red colour and huge letters. Well, I cant name all bastards because its definition is a son with no father.

I once called my dad a bastard because he pangseh me. But he scolded me instead because he told me the meaning of it when i thought that it meant to stood me up. Well, ignorant may not be a bliss anyway.

So alright, i was damn piss today. Who made me feel that ? SKIPPED. NEXT. HECK!

Was elated that i saw a grp of name, when one told me was down. When i reached, it was bullshit. So anyway, since things were not appreciated then i'm not doing anymore.

And what's more. When we planned this together, one stood up due to some shits. Besides, it's no valid reason (but i dont mean that she/he owe me an explanation because i aint close to her/he. Besides, i dont need that to get myself happier from the reasons given by them. It's redundent). At that point of time, i almost wanted to say "you've just lost a friend by doing this." But what i did was, left without looking back and saying goodbye.

When i just did that, dont ever come apologise or started talking to me. Dont ever come, telling me that you're sorry or how much ur things that time meant how much. Because all i ever think was, YOU STOOD ME UP.

FOR GOODNESS AND DAMN IT !

Disclaimer : If you felt this way, then u might be the one. BUT just so you know, if u think u're the one then leave. Because i wasn't pin pointing anyone. So what even if i do.

PS : this is my blog

PPS : i say whatever i say in my blog.

PPPS : you felt this way only because you're guilty.

Period.

writtern @12:00 AM

Friday, September 11, 2009

BANGKOK! :D

I like that lovely clip!

I have no idea why the pic is like that =/

I used to hug her like this when she's so little. She cant wake up in the morning where all of us are going to the airport. Thus i took advantage of her :D

WHO WOULD BUY THIS?!

Mr Bf said i look kiddy when i wear it. I BOUGHT A NEW SHADE IN BK! humph.

It looks perfect over my head, PLEASE!

Welcome to BK.

BOMA, U OWNED THIS TAXI SIA! Ur taxi driver, myanmar ?

My loot for first day, at chatuchak! Spent 1000 thaibhat. that's $50. Including other's i bought! This pic only belong to mine!

Hurry for dinner. Everyone's starving!

After dinner, this mall damn HUGE!

Its behind our hotel. At our hotel area, we're convenient to A LOT of shopping centres. HOW COOL!

Jorell.

If i'm working in SG. Going BK. I'LL BUY MOCHA FRAP EVERYDAY ! Damn cheap ! $5!

She bery de kawai la.

We dont use birthday cakes anymore. Happy birthday, to whoever.

My mom become a cyclops. Didnt know she's a heroine.

That night, bought this new shade. Having breakfast buffet.

Ignore the backgrd.

I said ignore the backgrd right? HAHA!

Went to Baibai.

My family and relatives knew him since we were so young ! :D love him max max and it was so great to see him again. He's a thai. But we communicate in chinese.

Mom's and sis's food always dont look edible! -.-!

For Mr bf.

PURPOSELY BOUGHT HIM THIS!

And this =/

This is not mine. But the they should replaced the girl with a boy!

Did my nails myself. Too bored and bought the stuffs at MBK.

NICE RIGHT! NINI NEVER LIKED IT ! bet she's damn jealous of it. i help u do k !

This is what sis eat. told u ! it dont look edible, AT ALL!

So what's interesting is. I put this in oven for 5 mins. When it reached 3mins, coincidently i walk pass the oven and heard a POOM! i squat down and realise it's the sausages! DIDNT KNOW IT CAN BURST! wow. Flew out man!

Bought the top at Platinum mall. Whole sale price. Everything, almost, cost $4. Aww.

MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS! We've grown up :D

Wah, big aunt. My grandma. Fourth aunt. Third aunt. Mom. My childhood frien, zhihao. MY childhood friend, weihang. His father (my fourth uncle) The thai korkor :D and zhihao's mom (my second aunt!)

WEEETS!

Looks damn eerie ar ? dont look at it too long ok !

She damn kns. -.-! Use the way i pose for pictures. -.-! KNS!

Played curler myself.

THAT'S ALL AND GOODBYE! :D

writtern @10:29 PM