ROXANNE (;

Saturday, April 22, 2006

harloes!!! hahas. im back..ytd was our 1st mnth..didnt wish each other..dono yy..hugs him n went off to home. nahs. nort a happi day..nort much thingy happen..so ytd was our skool sports day..ran 4X100m. from 5th to 4th..hahas..believe? ii kant..hahas. den ii dono yy muii leg lyk so hurt..having difficulties to walk la..coz of muii thigh..hahas.den lyk walking lyk cacat..hahas. yeaps.
humph..didnt chat on the fone for 6 days. orites. so time to shut muii mouth..coz he didnt even bother to call mii..today went to work wif mama.. we both tok bout our troubles. our lurve lyfe..can eu imagine? gosh..ii lurve her loads mans. she care for mii so much. wows. ii tort of moving out of this hs. yet..she give mii so much lurves. ii felt tt mom..ii lurve eu loads too...reali.. ii reali kant bear to leave eu..don leave mii..coz ii will neva leave eu..muacks.
okays..im waiting for his call again..as usual.. no suprise.
hais.
k la..takkaiire
buaiz.
muacks

21.03.06

writtern @8:35 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

weets. have so much fun..humphs. didnt get to update blog coz of comp probs. hahas..dono wad happen oso..take so mani pic..den hor..no cable...stupid rites. its lyk...dono where did the cable run away..hahas.. hai ya..so sad man..humph.

ok..lets tok bout muii lyfe..muahahahas. its filled wif lurve..joy..happiness..n fun n laughter..hahas.had so much fun man..sobs..his hand was full wif rain water..n suddenly..from the back..it came n splash on muii face..n its lyk..SO MANI TIME!! hahas. ii did thrice..n he did more den five times. oh gosh..lata gort pimple..hahas..but muii water came from the pole..hahas. n he claims tt his face is itchy..orh bi..hahas. hu ask him to bully mii.. i can make it so much worse..hahas.so funni la these days. his cyute baby pics.hahas..his pic tt ii have..ii mean last yr pic ii think..hahas.. cyute n handsome ok..hahas.

im lurving him so much.. oh gosh..hahas. ii kant stop lurving him.. kant stop helping to see him..lols. his so..lurving okays..hahas. he gort his lurve towards mii...mux noe him beta.. now ii allow him to smoke..coz..its lyk..he cannot stop straight away lyk tt..hope he can quit slowly..tt time saw him smoke..coz he smoke infront of mii...nn ii juz pretend ii didnt saw it..nn see the others playing lor..yeaps. n ii shuld understand him too... humphs. noe waD? kena scold from mr ong..ii veri scared cannot be camp leader alreadii...ii wanna him back to be camp leader..im praying so hard..im so afraid tt mr ong wont give him back the t-shirt.. hais. sad.. nvms. we were supposed to be happi rites. hahas..so lets be happi..this friday sports day..n its oso our 1st mnth aniversary..he sae he bought mii things.. but ii didnt..n its lyk. hais.. sry syg..3rd mnth..i'll buy..coz its so call as auspicious mnth for the couples..hahas!!! is wad ii heard from mag la..sry syg..tort eu wont buy for mii...but it came up to be a suprised..lolx.. see ya on friday!! muacks. lurve ya.. kekex.

takkaiire..
21.03.06

writtern @4:14 PM

Friday, April 14, 2006

we are drifting apart. coz eu don lurve mii (nort refering to boma)

writtern @3:42 PM

will eu be there when ii need eu?

writtern @3:39 PM

do eu eva lurve mii?

writtern @3:37 PM

when can eu stand beside mii?

writtern @3:37 PM

the lonely ger eu eva seen. hais.

writtern @3:36 PM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

hais. ii dono wad to sae..coz..ii think gona keep it a secret..ii dono wads wrong between us..juz feel tt he is juz playing muii heart la..hais.

today have netball interclass..lost..all the score ii goal de..but..too bad la..we didnt reali play well..but ii appreciate everyone come..thanks. erm..everyone plays well...we were lyk so blur wheneva we play..coz dono where shuld we stand..HAHA!! so funni la..den teacher appreciate us..coz we improve alort for the second round..lols. quite bored.nn ii slide..fall twice..pain ok..gosh..bath oso lyk..ouch..hahas. den boring la..hais.

dono wad to sae animore ler..don feel lyk typing..today is a veri short one. hais. srys. gtg..buaiz..
takkaiire..
nite..
swit dreams.

21.03.06

writtern @8:35 PM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

the lurvely gers. hahas.

writtern @10:59 PM

DEVI N MI!!! we always mad in POA n govin class. hahas. CHONG TOO!!

writtern @10:57 PM

WAD AM II DOIN?!?! hahas. smile always.

writtern @10:51 PM

k..ii noe..tt we are mad.. lolx.

writtern @10:51 PM

ii lurve this. lolx. EU ARE NEVA FORGOTTEN

writtern @10:50 PM

oops. hahas. sry wifout asking permission stepping ur bed. hahas.. smwahs.

writtern @10:49 PM

lurve pics. lurve reflection..hahas.

writtern @10:49 PM

slping beauty.. haha!!! =X

writtern @10:47 PM

hahas. happi us..

writtern @10:46 PM

Saturday, April 08, 2006

she's the ger ii lurve the most. muacks =))

writtern @8:08 PM

things lyk neva gonna be the same..don let muii lurve fade for eu..wheneva ii feel tt its goiin to..ii think of those moments where we were together..it the feeling is back..to replenish muii heart wif lurve..but wad have eu done to mi? nth.. nth to make the lurve fill back to a full percentage where muii first day wif eu.. when can ii be the day again wif eu..the day...where we tok..play..n have fun together..when can eu do tt again??have eu eva tort of muii feelings when eu didnt call mii? ignoring mii? forgetting bout mii?have eu eva think of wad im thinking? the freaking feeling tt is crying inside of mi?? HAVE EU EVA TORT OF IT??NO!! mayb eu might..but..ii feel nth from eu..srys.

yy do ii always have to sae sry to eu wheneva ii didnt done anithing wrong..yet..im suffering.. im so dead in muii heart..think of muii feeling plz anione...especially eu..eu are the onii key to this door..the key tt can open muii heart..open the lurve to feel the last drop of lurve. the guy hu can fill mii wif happiness n throw all the sorrows awa... noe.. sorrow fills the heart of mine..n its getting denser where it starts to sink..but happiness starts to float...lyk there is onii bits of here n there..hais. ii dono wad to do wif eu la..eu make mii so sorrow..hais. sad.. SAD ORITES!!!! ii dono wad to do la..k la..ii no mood alreadii.. theres foto below..see it if eu wan..takkaiire..

21.03.06

writtern @1:27 PM

eu neva leave mii when ii need ya.. muacks. =))

writtern @1:21 PM

have eu eva seen a good ger b4??this is it.

writtern @1:21 PM

we are the toilet gers hu lurve to take pics.!

writtern @1:20 PM

ii smile when eu were here

writtern @1:19 PM

eu were there for mii when ii needed someone the most.

writtern @1:19 PM

times when im sad. eu aint there. ))=

writtern @1:18 PM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

ii noe ii did wrong to eu..firstly..ii shuldnt have broke off wif eu..n secondly..ii shuldnt have leave eu alone when eu were asking for patch..ii noe ii broke rur heart severally..n its hard for eu to stand up again once eu fall...but..ii don think ii could turn back the time..if ii could..ii wont let this to happen..im sry..i've regret for wad i've done..

now..its been 3 days..since we tok..hais. ii reali hate this feeling..im sort of dead..real dead..wheneva ii see him..he neva looks at mii..he didnt even bother to look at mii n smile back wheneva ii smile at him..tok to him step cool..lyk 1 kind..ii dono la..hais.

no mood now la...update next time..byes.

takkaiire
21.03.06

writtern @8:29 PM

Monday, April 03, 2006

hahas..had so much fun in english lesson..lolx. mii reach skool..saw syg stand up alreadii..coz he neva bring storybook. hahas..den juz keep looking n looking la..den today...sae pledge..teacher stand infront of mii..den devi,syafiqa..n dono hu..den sae pledge..we the citizen of singapore..we have to repeat to wad the councillor had sae..den teacher forget.den sae pledge..hahas..so funni..den we whole day laffing at teacher..den when they saeing pledge..mi n devi n sapi keep laffing non-stop..gosh..hahas..

1st lesson..maths..muii eyes closing ok..reali slping..damn..dono wad teacher toking for the new topic..n ii juz keep slapping muiiself to keep muiiself awake..hahs.den next lesson english..tort its gona be another boring lesson..how would ii noe..turn out to be the MOST funniest class ii had ever been...we were toking about the toiletries thingy la..coz our this term learning to write a speech of wad toilet..so wadeva la..den its lyk..sanitary-ware..den marini sae sanitary pad..hahas. den at 1st ii dono..den teacher repeat..n the 4 of us were lyk...MUAHAHAHAHA!!! juz damn funni la the whole lesson..was toking loads of crap..hahas.humph.

den erm..have cheer ya..at 3.30..we teach 4F ar? dono wad class la..the time where we have flyer last time..in sec 2C..n its lyk..they were so funni n kind n frenly n nice wif us..they respect us..n of coz we do too..den chiharu..go stupid stupid take the fire extinguisher n spray...wth..n the whole classroom was lyk..so smoky..omg..den MR ng VP came..wa piang..tort he juz checking the room..den how we noe..he ask us..hu play the fire extinguisher..piang..all stunt..den chiharu own up la..nort a bad ger..dare to do dare to admit..hahas. den juz keep saeing lor..coz gort 1 auntie complain..idiot..big mouth she had..hahas.

den erm..nth ler ba..tok to him a few seconds onii..ytd he didnt cal...guess he too tired ba..n ii call his hs..kant get thru..so ii juz went to slp..n 4+ wake up..nth..den juz continue be a pig..hahs. NICE DAY TODAY!! hope tml netball gort win..woots. takkaiire everyone..muacks. =))

21.03.06

writtern @7:45 PM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

hahas..im back to the mood ii am in now..muahahas. think ii noe the reasons for ani day tt he didnt call mii..coz his juz too tired.. =)) ii think too much ler.. srys. =((ii neva tort tt eu will lurve mii tt much..is nort tt ii didnt expect it..but ii don trust eu much.. don worry syg..muii lurve will be urs now. n i'll trust eu wif all muii heart..

boma..always here for mii wheneva ii need anione..last but nort least..mag too..=)) we shares both our probs. mayb some things shuld kept in privacy..yeaps. ii understand..lurve eu gers. <3
muahahas. does muii lurve sincere enuff? nah..ii don think so..will try to find some ways kays?? heard tt boma had a romantic day wif her syg wor..wishing here eu the greatest thing in lyfe kays..think eu gona last long..takkaiire n lurve him the bottom of ur hearts. muacks..

humph..its 10.20pm now..n im waiting for his call..again..think he haven reach home from work..he mux have been a tiring day for him..6 he have to wake up..n 7 outta hs..den 10 work till 7.. how tiring it is..oh gosh..gona takkaiire of him..gona lurve him so much now manx. hahas.. kant refrain muiiself from lurving him more..kekes.HIS CYUTE!!! OK!!! hahas.. kk..im mad..ii noe..humph..updating muii blog while waiting for his call..ii always wait for him to call mii de..=)) though ii don lyk the feeling..but iim awaiting for results.. to prove to mii tt he lurve mii..muahahas. sort of nort prove.. tryna show his caring..tt ii lurve him n cares for him..n till now,, im still waiting for his call..

ii went to tuition centre again..woots. 1 hr bus journey..butt pain ok..sitting there listening to mp3..woots. hahas.. ok la..II WAS WIF 3 GUYS!! IN A CLASS!! n im so QUIET!!! hahas.. kant believe tt im quiet ok..juz unbelieveable..hahas..ii smile to 1 ger out of the class..n she juz diao mii..den ii feel lyk slapping the freaking face tt the attitude she gave it to mii..darn. next time ii kick ur ass.. pui..mind ur eyes b4 ii dig it out..n cook dinner for ur mom..smile nicely to eu eu don appreciate mii..forget it..smile to muii enemy much more 1000000+ more times beta.. idiotic ass. being angry wif her no use de la..lame..kk..think its long..eu guys mux have round big eyes alreadii..hahas..
takkaiire.
muacks..
21.03.06

writtern @10:09 PM

Saturday, April 01, 2006

hie guys..things in the morning wasnt goiin smoothly..juz had a cry..hais. was suppose to go for cheer practice.. but things crop up wif muii auntie n mii...don wanna sae..
den he didnt call mi for 2 days.. again..ii was sad la..den muii tears start to roll down muii cheeks..thinking of him..thinking the days we were together..thinking of how we chat on the fone..thinking of when will he call mii...ii juz kept thinking n thinking..juz think of him..den hatred fills muii heart..n everything tt im in lurve wif is gone..nth seems to cure..the lurve seems to subside..but ii noe..im still in lurve wif him..

im waiting for his call every nite n day..but wad turns up?? nth..NOTHING ok..hais. where was he when ii needed him?? when did he eva show his lurve to mii??ii try to do everything to tell him muii lurve for him..ii called him..is either he was aslp..or he is nort home..hais. its seems tt..his lyk muii ex..if he feel lyk calling..den he call..if he don..den don call..wad kind of lurve is he giving mii..he told mii tt his tired..n ii juz..throw the moment away tt ii hate..n its been 2 days..again..since we chat. hais. ii juz wanna cry..ii need him badly. missing him every moment tt im in now.. n ...he neva feels it..im hurt. tts all..ii need ur hugs.
hope tt eu could call mii once eu reach home..ii miss eu.. )):

xanne was here b4..
takkaiire guys..muacks.
21.03.06

writtern @2:16 PM