ROXANNE (;

Monday, March 31, 2008

it was a nice day ahead i thought,
but something just kept bothering bout me last night
and today.
it was suppose to be the fact,
but it came to a doubt.
it was suppose to be trust,
but it came to a lie.
i was so in dilemma,
what to do in sch ?

):

my macspicy just cheered me up alil (:
hopefully, tmr i had another macspicy too !
that includes,
the day after,
and and ! wed, thurs and friday pls ! :D
hehh, that will cheer me up throughout the week
hopefully.

today : chemistry.
tmr : combine humanities
wed : maths
thurs : english
fri : MT

so u can take me hand and,
embrace me now.
there's nth to conceal,
its real.

(:

you make me so breathless,
i've been catching my breathe since i felt sorry.
you make me up and down always.
and when your replys were cold,
you make me felt that i was never the one for you.
it seems that,
i cant be the one who's able cheer you up when you're down.
i cant be there for you when you needed me.
i cant be the one to listen to you when u need someone to talk to.

i seems,
invisible.
and no one,
to you,
anymore.

writtern @5:45 PM

Sunday, March 30, 2008

get the new cassie album !wooots ! hehh, setsy dance (:

shuffle again.

hope it entertains (:

i keep eating today, growing fat. TSKK !

writtern @10:26 PM

Saturday, March 29, 2008

nothing much,
but another sad day that im going thru.
i must say that marini's niece are super cute.

she dance hawt, and i taught her pole dance.
and she love it.
so she just kept doing it again and again.
she's soooo chubby.
round eyes and omg, she's just.

can i have her ? =/
awwww.

goodnight (:
i pray,
to have a better day tmr (:

pls God ? ._.

writtern @11:55 PM

i told you, i can feel it in my bones.
my senses never fails to prove me wrong.
everything has been crashing me down since the day started.
it just seem so super wrong.

intend to cancel outing cause of problems at home.
and intend to stay out whole night cause family's home.
den got caught in action cause of that dumb tuition.
dad came and look for me,
i think he be the bad guy bah (:
we chatted when i was making cookies.
i totally ignore him and either shake or nod my head.

i've repeated myself to him upteen times,
i can go tuition 7 days if u want me so.
and he requested, that.
300 for unlimited session is too ex if i aint going like 5 days per week
and so i said, if u want more deduction,
call uncle, don ask me talk to him bout money.
i don wanna be in these bullshit.
if u want, i can turn up 7 days for all u want to handle me k.

school prgrammes might sometimes hold me up.
classes after sch had alr worn me out.
yet, i still have to attend tuition almost everynight.
does he rmb when he didnt send me home for whole fucking january ?
that was the month i suffer the most. i swear.
you made me cry and think of how bad my family treated me
while i was walking home every late night.
no one sending me home after tuition latest 9.30pm.
travel back home for 1hr + the most.
reaching home at 10pm - 11. and i still have to complete hw.
after that ? slping at 1am ?
and feeling so dead for the next day of sch ?
and rmb i told u i've been slping in class ?!
its all these fucking bullshits u've done k.

and now ?! ppl telling me im crazy.
fucking crazy, chiong-ing Os for this january ?
i just tell them, i gotta do it.
for the sake of everyone.
i kept quiet all the time when i reach home.
and whenever i had these late dinner,
i'll feel super pathetic. eating alone with those leftovers ?
doing hw even though there's mahjong home ?
slping at the sofa when aunt's staying tonight ?
didnt tell anyone bout how much i've been thru myself.
it do really hurt me alot, and i almost let history repeat once again.

it was seriously unbearable.
idk. yea, now ?
lols. im okay.
i guess i need to do it again bah. this time round, alil diff (:
since u guys think i aint doing much in sch.
checking me up with tuition centres.
calling them up and whatever,
coming check me and bullshits u've given me each day.
privacy no more ? then be it !
i'll just tired myself out.

and if u think my outings were just too much ?
sry, i cant help it.
u want me study, i did all the best i can give u.
and if u refrain me from outing.
too bad, if u think im too rebellious,
i guess i have no word to contiune,
and just feel like,
saying.

goodbye
just,
bye
(:

writtern @12:12 AM

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

awww.
that was sweeeeet (:

class cheer was pretty fine :D
in fact, it was the coolest shit.
just because, the dumbest kids came.
after me throwing those fucking ugly tanthrum (how do u spell ?)
in the freaking stadium.
pretty lucky EVERYONE had left. LOL =/
and dumb those red t's class.
stop peeping u dumb.
and u don have any right to comment. thanks ! :D

nini, pls chill. family problems are always like that.
selfishness.

and boma,
nth's perfect.
so we're just letting such a short time.
to let saif do 1st k. i know ur super irritated.
and, yea, for ur safety and 5As good ((:

nice day ahead ppl !
wooots !
i think im in love

(:

writtern @9:59 PM

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

SUPER SICKK !
having flu, blocknose, slight cough and slight fever.
and worse of all, TERRIBLE HEADACHE.
i can feel that im dying alr. -.-

thanks to you sweetheart.
HAH ! come all the way down read mag,
while i doing hw.
tsktsk, sorry for letting u sick too =/
i think i sneeze till you la !
cough till ur face. LOLL ! =/
u gotta not to believe what i said here, yea.
and ended up, both didnt turn up for sch.
tsktsk.

i woke up, grandma ask me buy food for mahjon ppl. .__.
i walk till i almost faint, serious.
even ask me go buy BIG BOTTLE OF COKE !
freaking heavy la can when im super sick. -.-
so dead so dead so dead )):

sry for the sickness
and i missed out most impt lesson ):
POA and chem, DIEEEE !
sure finding it hard to cope le ):
sobbbs.

):

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back from consultation. heh.
i got a day of MC actually, and he ask me lazy go sch tmr right.
i got that cheeky smile,
and he gave me another day. LOL
wooots, but i wanna go tmr la ):
due to, NICE YUMMY DELICIOUS FRIENDS IN SCH ! :D
and i think i need go too because of maths lesson la.
gg thru paper 1 i think,
and im gona complete it, later on (:

i got so many types of medicine.
and i even requested for eye irritation drop.
U WONT SEE ME IN RED EYES !
OR SWOLLEN EYES IF I DON COME TO SCH.
no more excuses, hehhh, hopefully =/
pls remind me not to rub my eyes,
as my HANDSOME doctor said so.
body's aching, i want more slpppp.
slpyyyyyyy

):

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going back home, radio channel change to 95.0
and dad told me that was my mom and his dating song.
lols, so cute. i listen le, i oso think its quite funny.
ohh well, they make me so curious bout their dating lifestyle.
i rmb mom and dad do share with me their dating times.
aiya, now wanna ask oso don feel like it anymore.
im afraid of emo-ing because of them alr la.
pretty tired of this divoree parent.

but who cares ?
i still got a great dad and mom.
if u ever dare look down.
ur so gona be dead la ?
dad promise to take me to japan rest if im well again
he makes me melt whenever im sick.
because his always the one who take care of me.
always. never cares bout the medical fees.
and would love to cure both my sis and i.
he got weak health too, but, his still the best.
HAHH !
papa i love you :D
i think this is super mushy, but i don care.
i love you for now only k
: DD not anymore after im well :DD

((:

writtern @1:33 PM

Monday, March 24, 2008

super sick ):
yet, i have so many tons of hw to do.
sighhh, anyone help me do some pls ?
especially the dumb eng hw.
UGHH !
i feel like dying today in sch.
tahan my illness for 6 hrs.
and i cannot alr, skip extra lesson,
and cab home.

):

writtern @7:43 PM

Sunday, March 23, 2008

to my dearest irene wang :

i know u're super unhappy and feeling unfair.
why are we so emphasising on this class champion.
well ! 1st of all, not only me who wanted it so badly.
though there might be ppl who doesnt want it.
why ? thats because they think its pretty useless.
but do u know that, they aint cheering,
THEY DO OTHER THINGS ?
SUCH AS RUNNING AND DOING CLASS FLAG ?!
haha ! u say more bout see wee lor !
i don care whether U DO OR DO NOT come for cheer.
because IM TOOOO LAZY AND DULAN to care bout attendance.

and do u know more than half a class came for cheer pract ?
HAH ! loser. kena owned.
i don care bout the rest of quarter in our class who didnt turn up.
which includes you.
but the way u post your dumb insults in ur blog,
ur seriously making me going nuts,
but to post all these shit in my blog now.
replying u in tags are seriously NOT ENUF SPACE FOR ME -.-

you're assuming that see wee didnt do anything,
and don wanna get class champion.
that i can tell you, he did class flag and came for ytd cheer pract.
TELLING ME THAT ! he don wanna participate cheer.
BUT DOING the class flag.
and so, what bout u now girl ?
ur telling everyone IN RED saying that your time is super fucking precious.
so do u think scolding US or even marini in blog,
makes u feel that you're a winner or even some big shots here.
trying to call ur own big shots here ?

im here to tell you, NO, U DONT.
unfortunately, u said u don wanna offence anyone.
but still, u offended me unintendly.
and what bout its not worth and pointless ?
could you be more elaborate and tell me whats up ?
at least u tell me, i know where to change and do a better job.
so u think I ALONE can handle the WHOLE FUCKING CLASS LA ?!
u tell me all these nonsense are seriously BULLSHIT.

with your this dumb character.
NEVER DO I NEED YOU TO GURANTEE U WITH 3 HRS,
3 WEEKS, 3 MNTHS OR 3 YRS.
I GURANTEEN U WHOLE LIFE LA.
U WILL GET NOWHERE.
and if i don get class champion for whatever i did for my class.
thats my own fucking problem.
because u DIDNT do anithing, so why the fuck u bother here ?

and if u think that you're wasting ur time.
stfu and don listen to whatever i say in class or so whatever.
u told me that you're working, im okay with it.
i say its alright (:
and here in blog, you're telling marini u aint bothering.
u the one who came for cheer pract for the 1st day.
and its a waste of time.
and if it is, i would love to say, pls fuck off.
cause i don think i need you here.
im not here to debate, u have to see that.
im just trying to tell you.
not only u the one who can show fucking attitude toward this class.
even me or marini or anyone.
you're responsible for ur act.
with you holding this dumb pessismistic view,
of course 5A wont get anywhere.

i also didnt say i can gurantee u 5A can get class champion.
have u ever think back of getting 2nd during our class cheer in sec 2 ?
we got second, and we were unhappy bout it.
AND NOW ?! im making it relive. so wth now la dey ?!
telling me your time is money, then be it.
LOL, idk why, but yea.
cant understand ur that point la uhhh.
its kinda POINTLESS and NOT WORTH for me to
waste my time to go and understand your that sentence.
or even reading ur post about 5A
and if u ever dare posting bout not getting class champion.
i so gona talk to u personally.
don later when i talk to u.
ur eyes red k.
you better dont.

writtern @10:58 PM

hmm, much more of pictures today (:
urm, i only can post one video if im not wrong.
mayb when i got nth to post.
then i'll post some videos la uh. :D
one shot everything seems boring. hahh (:

after our cheer pract.
super tiring, hawt.
so we were leaving,
idk how we got this creativity.
then we started standing on the pole,
and yea, funny poses ! LOL !
mayb u would like to pay attention to the one on the right.
she's some kungfu fighter i think. LOLL! =/

hah ! and when ppl started coming.
so u saw the extreme RIGHT ?!
THE CONTRAST COLOUR WAS UBER CONTRA ! HAH !

went to uncle's hswarming.
was super lazy to take pics of how his hs look like la -.-
nth much to mention too. hah.
but yea, its nice (:
his masterbedroom's bathroom door is tansparent.
so u pee, u shit, u bath, u wash up and etc in the toilet.
it can be seen totally clear : D hah ! coolshit.

and u cant see the door of master bedroom.
because its camouflaged. .___.
yea, aiya. try take pic again if im there again bah (:
its like some magnet, then u have to push gently.
then it open : D hah !
i wanna design and decorate my hs in future too. hehh =/

if im not wrong.
she was super tired and angry for her running nose.
and her mom doesnt really bother her.
but before that, i keep taking pic with her.
and she started crying though, I STILL CONTINUE DOING THAT.
HAH ! =/ but i did say, i take pic le uh !
Instead of ignoring me, she move closer and GAVE THAT FACE ! -.-
bahhh. getting crazy because of her. hahh !
tsktsk. -.-

are u getting so OHMYGAWD ?!
because of her this pic ? hahah !
she's sooo. WOOOOTS ! -.-
chubby + sexy + cute + AWW ! =//
fyi : she got my genes.
THATS WHYYYY
she's so cute.

thats all folks,
my muscles are aching.
woke up and turn, cant even get myself up.
hopefully my cheer are going fine (:
JIAYOU ROXY,
and of course 5A : D

im so sick )):
i think im getting cough / sore throat soon,
can feel the pain now ):
im having flu now, SOBS !

writtern @9:31 PM

Friday, March 21, 2008

imissyou

):

writtern @1:01 PM

horny lil smelly dirty disgusting dawg.
tsktsk !
but there's one weak point of him
HIS THE DUMBEST SHIT I'VE SEEN ! HAH !
every dawg know how to crawl under sofa.
and get out of it.
but once he's in, he doesnt know how to go out -.-
uber dumb, yea. indeed -.-

dad tried to trick him in,
by tickling him, making him feel nice ? LOL
yea, so held his leg and slowly pulled him in.
he stayed there for long.
and he doesnt dare to come out.
or even, HE DONO PLS ! -.-

but his too uber cute there hiding there !
HAHH !

using comp, he will keep coming under me
UNDER MY COMP TABLE !
so don get wrong. hah !
and see his eyebrow.
awww.
can i have every dawg that sticks to me ?
i want my hs filled with dawg !
YAYY !

(:

writtern @11:16 AM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

at my daddy's hs now :D
escaped from woodlands hs because,
they invaded my rooom ):
today just say wanna buy mattress.
then say no need cause got queen size bed.
ENDED UP ! such thing happen today. tsktsk.
*shake head*

ahh, know what ?
ytd and today was the down-est part of my 16yrs of life.
i swear i was super unlucky these 2 days.
2 things or ard there happen smth bad,
though funny. but, yea. I FELL AGAIN -.-
thanks to my miss clumsy gracito. .__. super unglam.
HAH ! in front of whole class somemore.
if u wanna know how i fall,
I NEED TO TELL U PERSONALLY
wanna see how u laugh at my sillyness and stupidity. lols

and 5 things happen today.
super terrible.
1st, eyes.
2nd, being dumb.
3rd, confiscated things. UGHH !
4th, school.
5th, tuition.

endless things just keep happening.
and im pretty lucky that my love was there.
hah, cheered me up though.
in NTUC, what can we be doing there ?
hah ! grocering. tsktsk.
window shopping seems fun. lols !
ahh, im so irritated la.
and chemistry, changing class if im not wrong.
those who didnt meet the target will be in 5B
and i guess i'll be in 5A if my mid yr got A2.
because, ahlim said sooo ):
MARINI AND BOMA !
I TELL U, U BETTER WORK HARD !
later i lonely sia -.- don bastard k. TSK !

ahh, idk what to post anymore
suppose to sentosa tmr.
last min family telling me got hswarming at uncle's hs
jolly well, i have to go there
and, it starts 1pm.
and and ! im going there to take care of jesslyn.
SUPER BORING DAY TMR ! )): sobbsss

):

writtern @11:12 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

roxy sucks, totally.
absolutely.

(:

writtern @11:13 PM

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

so have u seen any lil girl did her photoshoot at playground ?
doing pole dance without song at playground too ?
dancing ard and shouting DAJIE to take pic ?!
HAHAAH ! ohhwell, u gotta see this shit man !
she just did it =//
PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES AGAIN ! lols !

IM SEXYY ! bahahaha ! watafagggg.
flexible lil girl.
she took a brochure ? so its that how u spell ?
haha, she took a brochure of ballet dancing sch or smth.
and she started telling the whole family,
im LEARNING BALLET ! hahaha.
and yea, u hear the family's laughter. lols ! (:

hahh ! i didnt teach her to pose that.
she took less than a few sec to just sit there
and wait for me to say okay ! lolss !
i seriously cant stand her.
nonono.

she don wana stand and see the cam.
damn asshole.
she say she want like that.
and told me, LIKE THAT THEN SEXYYY !
aiya, stupid dajie -.-

wooots !
here come the sliding part. hahahahahah !

this bitch, seriously don let me take pic !
EVERYTIME block my face.
and the whole camera is her face.
i mean the screen. lolss !
i love her this face. cute ? nice ?
yea, precisely.
damn candid and actually, she did it on purpose -.-
she got SOOOO many styles of taking pic.
ALOT of face expression. tsktsk. she's my teacher. yea. hah.

marini got her niece doing push up.
and u can see the ass damn funny.
if she's old, and u see her do push up.
i think you'll have another way of thinking, what is she up to ?
LOLL ! im gona teach jess how to do push up.
and record some videos.
and we'll compare.
marini ! rmb ask nadia do pole dance k.
LOLL ! =/

this dawg never fails me to melt whenever i see him.
lols ! his SOOO SOOO SOOO FUGGING CUTE !
ohmygawdd ! his so loved by me pls.
my dad's hs tiles are wooden.
so its kinda nice to push and pull him due to his fur.
hah ! and damn fun is, he let my dad do that.
and so, yea, there u see a fake toy flying here and there
around the hs -.-!

he loook sooooo alike to a statue. ohmy. haha !
i treat every dawg as a she .__.
just because, i think every lil single dawg are pretty.
even though they are ugly, i think they are unique rather than saying,
they are ugly -.-
i think i have this passion so much for dawg.
that i even treat stray dogs SOOO CUTE !watafag, yea.
precisely, idk why too
and ima owned a dawg when i got an apartment 20 yrs later.
LOLL ! my late dawg died,
therefore damn scare to own another dawg actually.
kinda scary to know that his gone, hmmm. FULLSTOP : D

nice aassss : DD

horny dawg. tsktsk

here comes my disgusting ear -.-
just had my bath.
when i was bathing, yea. this happen.
it looks like some flesh sticking out.
and when i see, my hand get so ITCHY !
then the blood seriously start to yea, u know.
eeeeew. .___.
pretty disgusted hahh.

so you've read,
you've seen.
need something to listen ?
haha ! mayb next post will be on videos.
just because, i think i've posted all my recent pics.
lolss ! next chapter might be on shuffles.
hahahh, during SS lesson. -.-

apple bottom jeans [jeans]
boots with the fur [with the fur]
the whole crowd was looking at her
she hit the floor,
next thing you know,
that shawty got low low low low low low low.

watch step up 2 u dawg !
ITS HAWTT THERE ! :D
and the main actress is me k : D
rmb to ring me up to learn some dance

((:

writtern @11:05 PM

Monday, March 17, 2008

ahhh, i got so much thing to post.
and i've forgotten everything ):
oh well, today had 800m race.
ran crazily. LOL ! =/ wanna faint after sprinting alil
at the last 100m. still, that girl won me.
shit her. LOL !

ahhh ! ya ya ya !
have u had enough of demure roxanne ?
friendly / nice / innocent / pretty side of roxy ?
time to get some smelly news here ! HAHH ! =/
i slipped and fell on the stairs. HAH !
serious, i swear.
u can never imagine.
go and imagine urself, and darn you.
im so freaking embarrass. @#$@#$%$&*
ohh well, still. i ran off and look down. HAHAA !
roxy's dumb =//

this dumb girl,
love my heels so much.
everyday reach home wear my heels and walk round the house.
just because she love the "kok kok" sound produced.
hah ! so alike to my childhood.
wearing my mom and aunt's heels playing teacher.
or even some office work. lols. kidsss. tsktsk

had this dumb lil camp in sch.
super boring.
standing under the hawt sun waiting for arrivals.
i was seriously tanned.
others though i make up -.- had on with blusher.
and i look tanner now. YESS ! =/
aniway, i love my skin on that day, its fugging coool shit !
cani have sentosa outing ? plsss pretty !
a beach volleyball will suits it too ! hehh : D

mag, boma, xanne (:

i've been posting bout my injuries of leg and ear right.
darn it. it doesnt seems to heal.
and i got so irritated and f-ed. )):
my leg scar just left it there
dont seems to heal ANYMORE ?! .___. BAHHH ! )):
then grandma keep scolding me -.-
CANNOT TAKE PIC ANYMROE LE LA.
SO UGLY !
and dad exclaimed, jialat.
u so pretty leg like that,
useless le, wear shorts, mini skirts, or dress oso ugly.
*disheartening* )):

and bout my ear.
more heart pain.
damn irritating.
was bathing, and peeled off the skin at the back.
AND IT STARTED OOZING OUT BLOOD !
POOOM ! .__.
and my flesh came out eventually.
fucking disgusted.
i seriously regret piercing.
but i love the pierced, dont like the pain )):
sobs ):

today no extra lesson, cool shit !
cause SS teacher didnt come.
geog lesson can don go cause of 800m. hehh =/
then then ! during SS lesson.
the class was super asshole.
i was there recording videos la.
and im super lazy to transfer to my comp =/
sryyy, another day if i have nth to post
yea, i will post.
no worries ! :DD
to end off ur day with a smile,
yea, here's a lil cute bear for you to brighten up ur next day.
and ending u with a good night love ((:
hope everything's fine with this lil bear here to accompany you :D

hey babe,
though there was destiny,
you're fated to be tgt and loved.
even for a day, a few day.
treat it as a lust.
don take things too serious anymore.
i told you before, love dont come by easy.
don give it all to him just a day.
you'll hurt deeply.
ended up, you've yet to learn this lesson.
ohwell, this things are hard to control.
you'll be fine my girl ((:
im always here.
i'll lend u my shoulder,
i'll lend u my ear.
i can even bear to lend u my bear to leg u hug.
and tell everything u wanna tell to the bear.
just wana tell you,
your not alone ((:

writtern @10:36 PM

Saturday, March 15, 2008

ahh ! i cant seems to upload my pics.
my thumbdrive alil spoiled i guess ? )):
shuckss. hate it.
back from camp.
looks like some red lobster. yummy !
heading to bed now =/
its 9.30am. good night !
MWA ! : D

writtern @9:24 AM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

hahh, my new loved song ((:
"tonight"

ohh well, u know what ?
i seriously cant slp at 8/ 9/10/11.
i'll seriously will wake up
due to sms-es and noise pollution created at home
keep trying to slp !
but there's no help to it.
listened songs, did something mad.
and still, im here again. )):
ahh ! aniway, the headache was seriously;
terrible and horrible. BURBURBURBUR ! .__.
tmr got sch ): and cheer pract.
and then tuition. how to stay awake when im still here at 12am ?
ahhh ! madness roxy.
ur time are all screwed.
you're just like a screwed lil gal.
left there alone.
hahhh, helplessly.
no one's there again.

stay thru the night.
i know you'll pick me up
yea, i know.
anione out there ((:

writtern @11:40 PM

ahhh ! finally :D
blog's getting cooool. haha ! :D
alrighty, having headache and feel like faining.
after that dumb 1500m race in the rain.
coooool SHIT ! =/
i swear i run halfway and took off my shoes.
and ran barefooted. it feels nice :D hehh
idk where im ranked. but might be top 20 if im not wrong ?
i die die must get class champion.
shit those suckers who never come and get points.
yea, u sucks, sucker -.-

sis bday ? :D
german restaurant.
my bday present for her is bag ?
and i dedicated song in 98.7
HEHH ! :D
1st time. CHIRPY CHIPRY.
happy belated sis from here ! ((:

some intro !
she's my urm, yea.
stepmom :D hehh ((:

AHH ! my legs are alil longer here !
HAHA ! i think i love this pic.
u can dont see my face ya.
look at my setsy legs. HAHA !
i know your face will go --> .___. or -.-
I DON CARE !! hahaha ! =PP

gawd damn it. she got this nano for nearly 300 bucks .__.
and darn her, she's boosting
and listening 24 hrs, yea.
nuts woman -.-

thats my @#$$%^%&^ eyebag.
BYEEE !

bahh !
time to say goodnight !
headache getting worse .__.
zouk tonight ?
nahhh, )):
WAIT FOR ME TO BE 18/ 21 BAHH !
time to party till ur pants drop.
hehh =/ tata ! ((:

everything's gona be alright.
solve ur problems one by one k (:
there's no hurry.
do things at a time, and chill boy.
oh well. zouk all night u want :D
ima slp early tonight thenn ((:
nightsss. :D

writtern @6:50 PM

Monday, March 10, 2008

was pretty unsure what to post.

because there might be too many things ya.

hahh, mayb pictures for today then : D

and alil talking will do.

not in the right mood to post happy thoughts and feelings.

but no worries,

there's always happy pics up all along

-winks ! -

AHH ! XIE JIASHAN ! -.-

ENG F9.

where do u think u can go now u tell me ?

ENG F9 = no need see the rest la !

ARE U DUMB ?! -.- tskk !

irritating bitch.

GO STUDY LAAA !

tsktsktsk. *shake head*

and u know what ?

i cant post pics 5 at one time,

and have to do it one by one.

so im gona postpone my posting again. =/

BAHAHA ! sry peep !

i think i've been concentrating much more on subjects.

then language .__.

darn it.

I ONLY FAIL MY LANGUAGE LA.

WTF !

you sucks, roxy.

yea, u dooo.

LOADSSS !

-.-

writtern @3:07 PM

Thursday, March 06, 2008

i'm so afraid that anyone's leaving me now.
oh well, what can i do ?
since God planned this for you and me.
we'll stick to his greater plans for both of us :D
no matter what, we treasure times tgt :D

take care lovesss ((:

writtern @11:33 PM

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

feeling quite down inside.
no idea why. i know my grades for CA.
did quite bad though. =/
idk how to cope for O lvl.
no idea how to.
keep saying study study. -.-
studied. D:
rawrssss

pat's bday in an hr time.
sis bday in 3 more days :D
what to buy for her ?
bahhh, bf's so busy
IM SO BOREDD !
didnt get entertained by anione.
boring daysssss )):

FYI : MARCH HOLIDAYS HERE !
DON CARE BOUT EXTRA LESSON.
JUST CALL ME OUT =/
BAHAHAHA !=/ ooops !

writtern @10:36 PM

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

darn that dumb selamat. where u hiding la !
ppl in custom, wanna go msia.
have tight security check.
traffic jam until DONO LIKE WHAT !
buses all screwed -.- NO NEED GO HOME AR !
WAIT 1 HR BUS AR ! I SLAP U AR !
IRRITATING ASSHOLE !

super sick today ):
but still managed to be awake at all lesson.
almost got bitten by that woman for eng -.-
hah ! =/ failed terribly 0.0
my maths oso-.- ohmy !!
nvm la. go and die la !
hopeless thing. hahh.
uselessss. you this dumb shit.
never study, only slp.
never go tuition, only slack.
wooots, distinction fly fly :D
FLY AWAYYYY =/

the end ! -.-
im hungry ):
and tonight's dinner aint my appetite.
sobsss ):
hate today !

writtern @7:39 PM

Sunday, March 02, 2008

i'll always remember,

it was late afternoon.

it lasted forever,

and ended so sooon.

you were all by urself.

staring at the dark grey sky.

all your feeling was so deep inside,

was then i realised.

that forever was in your eyes,

the moment i saw you cry :D

another great day i hadddd. .__.

yea, indeed.

i guess everything's changing now. hahh.

never did i guess that its now getting happier.

woooots !

i'm sorry that i had that thinking.

but i knew i cant let it go.

somehow, i felt what you're feeling at the moment.

i cant let myself getting you hurt by this, again.

therefore, if you find it unbearable anymore.

i cant help it, but to let it off.

its your choice anyway.

i hope you know that,

ily still. ((:

writtern @4:27 PM

pissed, bitched, screwed.
i extremely love today (:

never fails to make me laugh,

smile and feels happy :D

wow ! wonderful (:

was too happy.

and therefore, i peeled the yuckest skin on my leg.

and wtf, it become like thissss ):

idk how it heals, and yea.

sooooo cooooool. .__.

disgusting thing.

im sorry boy. (:

yea, you know.

i wanna tell you alot of things,

somehow its just not said.

sorry for today, i know you're pretty disappointed.

oh well,

nights pretty (:

writtern @12:07 AM

Saturday, March 01, 2008

MOTHER FUCKER.
IM FUCKING ANGRY NOW
IM HERE TO VENT MY ANGER.
AND IF U DON LIKE THE WAY I TALK.
PLS FUCK OFF NOW.

MOTHER FUCKING AUNTY
NEVER FAILS TO MAKE MY LIFE PEACEFUL
I'VE TOLD YOU GRANDMA IM GOING OUT
I TOLD THE TIE AND EVERYTHING.
SO WHY U COME HOME AND FUCKED ME UPSIDE DOWN !?
FUCKING HURT U KNOW, U MF.

EVERYTIME WANNA BITCHED BOUT ME.
FUCKED ME UPSIDE DOWN ALWAYS.
NEVER ENDING LAAA ! KNNB
ABCDEFG LA !
NB CB. UGHHH !
FUCK OFFFFF, MOTHER FUCKER BITCH.

writtern @4:41 PM

if i were to walk on this road alone,
im afraid i cant do that.
and if i were to travel all by myself,
i will be wishing, that you would be there.
if i were to live myself,
i will be hoping you that you'll play a part of my life.

dark & endless road,
strengthens my weakness,
but i know, you'll be there for me
you will, dont you ? (:

sunday's shoot are impossible now.
heard from yz that new organisations are paying those models way ridiculously low.
therefore, he don wanna drag his models down or smth.
then he wouldnt wanna us to join this craze atm.
so will be waiting for further notices ((:
at the same time, i can save all the troubles,
by hoping that my leg will leave no scars at a faster rate.
but still, there's markkkkk ):

i didnt had lunch and dinner !
ohmygawd, my gastric are seriously shouting !
bahhh ): im hungryyyyy
its 1.30am now.
baby's emo, and went to zouk.
leaving me home, im taking over his emo-ness .__.
thats dumb, i know :D hah.
sis making crispy seaweed chicken for me ! weeets !
sis are still the best after all ! HEHH ! :D
im torturing myselfffffff for being hungry man -.-
its madnesss, i think im fasting.
at a wrong time -.- dumbroxy.
im super duper really hungry.
hungry roxy's here to hunt for men
bahahaha ! watch outttt ! =PP

writtern @1:20 AM