JOBS AVAILABLEEEE !

Email me at roxanne_91_luv@hotmail.com which crew u're interested AND send in your pictures(clear) to me.

Date: 29^th May till 26^th July 2009

Duration: 12:00 – 8:00pm daily

Crew A: Every Monday to Thursday within stated period

Crew B: Every Friday to Sunday within stated period

Main duties: Administer and assist in lucky draw redemption, and data entry

Do let us know if you have any keen parties, thanks J

i know its been real hard for you these few days,

or even, a week ago ?

due to your mom ? that makes you so upset ?

and here, making a nuisance,

and stressing you even more ?

more and more demanding gf you've got ?

that causes both of us to be upset ?

though i've thought of breaking up the past few days,

i always tell myself, there'll be sunshine after the rain.

with no doubt, you've proven me (:

idk how, but yea. i can just smile the next day,

when i know your heart still with me (:

after so much obstacles we've been thru,

i don wanna hear it from myself,

or even by you ?

telling each other that we're tired,

and wanna break off.

if after so much we've been thru,

and letting it go so easily,

i couldnt bear to.

i'll breakdown, and i know i still wanna spend times with you,

when im so in love with you now ?

when i haven even share my times with you wisely?

i wanna know bout you more,

i wanna know alot alot of things when im with you,

i wanna be the one who u think of before u slp, and when u woke up.

because thats what i do always. always sweets (:

i've been praying for you,

writing down on papers,

praying that you'll be alright at home,

no quarrel with mom and anything that makes you down always.

though sometimes, thats me ?

this lil girl who always bring you down,

who always let you upset,

and make you angry ?

but still, you forgive me each time i do that ?

im seriously afraid of these lil things that i do to make u upset,

ended up, breaking relationships that were not meant to end that fast.

i don wanna stop loving you when i haven get prepared ?

though these upset-ness or even those angryness that i've caused,

or either you've caused without us realising it,

it might bring us to a step higher of this r/s.

i hope none of us will do these again.

i know you'll wanna break up with me when i've been giving u problems that were not meant to be.

i seems to know you well, yet, i find myself knowing you nth, nothing and just nothing.

i really feel that im a lousy gf,

who cant be there for you when u really need me.

though i can sense your belonging,

but do u sense me ? do you really ?

and though you always tell me how much you love me,

and now you've always treasure me,

and telling me how impt i am to you now,

and do you know that,

i've always know all these from the beginning of our relationship ?

though sometimes it may not be true,

still, i manage to convince myself that.

you're still my love,

and im still your sweets (:

i remember you telling me that,

one more quarreling this mnth,

we're ending this relationship.

seems like threatening more or less,

but still, i have to voice out before everything just become nothing in the end.

hopefully,

you'll still have me in your mind,

and knowing that, i'll still be holding on to you,

and walk down of this road that we're going tgt (:

i love you sweets,

i really do.

till idk who am i sometimes,

you've been my drug,

and you're my addiction.

that i've been thinking.

always.

(:

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hello love !

here's smth for you before i leave? lols. don smile smile when you look at this email k, don gehgeh ! stop hiding your feelings k ! stop it k. LOL !

i had wonderful time with you today. okay, i admit we chatted smth that ruined our mood somehow, but still ! i know we gona move on and say hi to our future tgt. there'll be a door for us to enter, and show us how much we had treasure each other and everything (: as long as there's you, i know there'll be sunshin after the rain (: there'll be rainbows too !

this time round, we're gona hold hand tgt and walk thru the darkness. we gona stand by each other and kick away those obstacles that get in MY/ YOURS / OUR way. lols =/

you always seems to wanna know why do i love you ?

there's no answer to your question my dear.

loving you may have alot of reasons,

due to anything. which happen before, next or after.

urm, you might not understand. =/ i admit my england very the powderful though =/ hehh

but still, you have to know that.

loving you, kept me going on with my life (:

and when i say i wanna have vacation tgt with you,

wanna be with you everyday,

wanna chat with you,

wanna be with you,

and just wanna do anything/everything with you,

that could simply means i love you (:

therefore i wanna do these thang, just with you.

love you sweetheart (:

hope to see ya soon in 4 days time ! heh =/

hugs (:

Lots of loves, and kisses (:

Roxy (:

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A small request from you ;

read your mails i've sent to you.

If it doesnt help to ceased your emotions.

i think it's my turn to say goodbye.