Helloooo! Let's touch a little tad on what i've learnt in life up till now.
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Well, not much of any work experience or relationships i've been through. Currently attached with a man who's twenty three year old this year. Guess now i have to say, i used to have a best friend for two to three years i guess.
However, ain't touching on things that i had been with them. But more of feelings that i've learnt in life with the relationships like friends, love and family.
In this life time up till now, i've learnt about the sad, disappointment, anger, love, hatred and all the feelings you can ever think of. I felt that, these were the ones that makes me a stronger person. Not much of a difference, but inside this heart it does makes a difference.
I may not show, i may not tell, i may not know. But deep down when i had a deep thought, it just can't stop talking to me. It just can't stop talking to my brain from where i should stand. This heart has the strongest power amongst all.
This small heart just tells me to be stronger each time i fall. Each time i felt like crying. Each time i feel like i was suffocating and i can hardly breathe. Each time i felt like dying whenever i feel pain, whenever i feel the tense and hurt in me. Yet this heart, tells me to die. Yet this heart tells me to cry. Yet this heart tells me to just sleep and it'll be okay when you're away. Yet this heart did the most irony things ever in my life.
Somehow through these experience, i'm gona stop loving people from how i used to with idk what mind or heart and/or soul. Idk how, idk why, but my heart just told me that i must built a wall. I must built this comfortable distance between me and the people. Note : it's a must that my heart told me so.
I'm tired of "letting me go" too easily feeling. Aiya, up till this point, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING. Sooooo,
KTHXBYE!
