ROXANNE (;

Friday, July 31, 2009

RELATIONSHIP.
(i rmb i wanna post about him, but i changed to jesslyn's!)

I once said, that my relationship, friendship, financial, family all crossed. Since things are getting better for nini, why not me, right ? [when i tend to really give myself an opportunity have a look at the optimistic side, it's really good]

I once saw someone posted up on this in fb " Life is ridiculous, learn to live with it."

(at that point of time, i was quarreling with mr charles)
So i replied him without hesitating who he is ! "Everyday seems ridiculous, and i'm gona bear with it ?"

He replied me moments later and say " why not ? since it's like that, move on and learn"

"it's easier said, sigh"

So how's life. It's never nice, but dont forget u have your up too ! :D
What i'm gona say is, when i'm in a r/s i dont seems to have some peaceful moment with my baby [mr charles] for a few mnths. We couldnt seems to settle things and we quarrel everyweek, everyday on every small little things. It's very tiring i must say, we somehow came to a point of we dont even intend to give in to one another. We almost made our heart died for what we had done to each other.[that explains why there's no pictures of him, no news of him in my blog]

Well, since things are going well. And i hope, it's going to be like this all over again in our relationship. I hope we stay good and really be nice to each other. I guess we're just deprived from love from each other :S

But today, we gave in alot to one another, i wonder how and why do we that. It just comes naturally. Maybe we just dont wish to give up each other and are still willing to :)

Baby and me. Our first year photo :D

Soon, there'll be our second year photo yea ?

Love you sweetheart. Thanks for today time and pleasing meeeee (:

I really do appreciate. *winks*

writtern @1:55 AM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

FRIENDSHIP.

Sometimes i wonder, did i ever take granted of friendships ? Like, using friendship to ask you do this and that. And using you all the time. Throw you away when i dont need you ? But sometimes, i just think that, I aint that good as a friend.

I may not be there when you need me, I may not be there to hear your rants, to be there to secure my stand as a friend. I wish to be everyone's good friend, but of course not that person who's standing in my heart now la ! -.-! (and when u know who, SHUT UP AR! HAHA)

So here, telling you that i really love friends. They are never leaving you when you're down and so. Thru ups and downs, friends are forever here ( not forgetting BEST friend).

Sophia. Though she may not be my real good friend or much less of a friend. But i still do rant to her my things and she's a good listening ear (: i miss her, wanna meet up soon (:

Steffi. She's a crazy girl, just like me. Good model friends to be (:

Esther, kaihui. They're also model friends, but i'm more closer to esther. I'll call her sometimes to meet up and she'll tell me her life. That's a good catch up as i think i know i stand some place in her's too (:

She loves taking pics, well, ME TOO ! ;D

Pala. The lame joker in class. Aye, i still love you as a friend ok ! ;D

Pala with pek ! ;D no matter how ugly the pic may turn out, or how u guys look like, it's the matter of how much we gone thru during this yrs together in sch, in class, in everything. In our friendship, all it matter is we're still tgt as one and treasuring one another (:

Grace wong!

The retard in volleyball that never learns for many years ! The blur queen with little temper and never fails to laugh for small little things. I love you too (:

Boma and bun, will talk about bun first :D

She's my sexy in class(she calls me sexier lol). She never fail to love me too ! I love her not only because she kept sending me lame and funny msgs for me to guess ! (she still does now! couldn't resist to say "stop sending me these msgs! it's not funny at all!") but the time i taught her in maths and how cute can she be in my life. Though we didnt start off as a good friend :D

Zulaiha and mages, boma will leave out again ! LOL! DONT BE UPSET! Yours are coming soon ! (:

Both of them are my genius ! Though we're not close, BUT WE'RE STILL CLOSE ! ok, u may not understand what i'm saying.

It's like, they were my brains when idk qn. I turn to them in doubt of studies. We still have meals tgt and share jokes. Practicing cheers and stuffs tgt as one. I LOVE YOU BOTH TOO! ;D

Marini and boma ! (will skip more too because there's more individual photos)

Just to get some starters, they are my best friends :D

Celine ! She never fails to rant to me about her bf ! and how emo she is ! i tell her parts of my stories so we learn thru one another. Though we may not know each other for long, but we're clickable! (she never fails to tell me she appreciate whatever i says too and thank me for being there for her. When she does that, i know she's a worthy friend. Although talk is cheap, but a friend like her the word cheap can never be used to her (: )

BOMA! YOU'RE HERE NOW ! HAHA !

We went thru alot of shits in sec school.Being rebellious and and, nevertheless we may not be close as before ): i know, there may be some misunderstandings. But just wanna let you know that those memories in secondary schools are never forgotten ok ? Though we may not be as best and as close as before, but i still love u like always do! (:

friendship doesnt end in one night, but thru many yrs to forget about it. But in fact, our friendship are not meant to be forgotten (: You're still my tanning partner and outing girl ! call me, i'll be there for ur help. Anytime. (:

Devi ! my first best (apnn) friend. ok, that was an inside joke.

Well devi, i'll ever forget the best 10 days i had with u in INDIA ! not little india ok! i eventually went to india with her and her being my best friend for that 10 days! We take care of each other when we're sick ! Never fails to brighten one another day in sec school and that 10 days in india. We went thru alot of shits during those nags and running in and out of hotel drinking alcoholic drinks in the hotel and got scolded by teachers during that trip. it was all the fun ! (:

i'll never forget too! :D

MARINI ! yooohooo, finally it's ur turn uh, been waiting, didnt you ?

I've said all my stuffs to all, and those included you too! so, i've got nothing to say anymore :D

Just kidding la can ? Marini has been my best friend for, how long ? idk. never go count as she just came by to me like that and we're off as one. She listens all(i repeat, ALL!) my rants ! Guess what, i went thru great pains to gain her trust, to actually open her heart to tell me things that bothers her :D I may sound great, but no. I always think that i never fulfil your wish as a best friend.

It's like, i'm there, but i'm just not there yet ! Because i'm ard there. Never met to your expectations. Or maybe, i always disappoint you and let you down. Thus u feel upset and sad about what i did, what i do to others or even you. My ktv partner, my supper loves, my snacks friend, my study goody! You're sort of everything, woman ! You're always there. And i know u're afraid that when i get into poly i may forget about you. Fear not, i'll stay by ur side. Time will reveal, no one ever knows. Who knows u might have next best friend, then i might have mine. We'll see how things goes along. For now, just know that u're always in my heart. ;)

The girls :D i'll never forget too ! All of you hold a great memory in my brain ( although i'm known as short term memory girl! haha)

The whole class of 5A! :D

I hope i didnt leave out anyone. Thoselike k7 la, hanim la and etc. These are all to my sec sch friends who theyk now me, i know them :D

I love you guys, ok ! :D

red camp 5 are never forgotten too!

I would definitely want these outings again, i'll turn up! ;D

This picture is, just perfect (:

Cheers to 5A. :D

After saying so much,

I'm not an ass

I LOVE MY FAMILY TOOO ! ;D

Morale of story : i love you guys and i'll cherish all of you! dont forget me! :D

writtern @10:15 PM

Monday, July 27, 2009

Random ; Anniversary Dinner

After a work at little india. : )

these days, i've been digging for old clothes to wear. Either for work, for outing or even as a pj! This is the jacket/hoodie my mom bought for $100. -.-! It was bought when i was 12? i guess.

i know i look dumb :S

Jikeh! *captures*

I couldnt stop looking at my mirror whenever i feel pretty for the day :S

Here comes the dinner. Finished preparing then captures alot of self obsessed pictures.

Frankly speaking, it was the first time i wear a vest out. I never thought that vest is a trend or it's a must to wear as it's popular at that point of time though. Touch it, but doesn't like to wear (or even imagine myself wearing. -.-) Till i found my sis's closet, i find this is the best clothes she ever owned :S

Reasons for feeling pretty was not only due to the outfit, but a good hair day. :D

Played with my mirror again, here's what i come out of :D

Aint it beautifully threesome?

perfect threesome :D

Though i always scold them and vent anger on them whenever i moodswing. They have always been my victim, but they're still my extreme loves (:

I couldn't stop loving my outfit. (i'm so gona wear out again !)

Even jesslyn couldn't resist to kiss me :D

So we went to Jumbo to have dinner. It's some seafood restaurant ( Alittle classy as it' pricy!) had my dinner there twice and the food was excellent with wonderful service! *smile*

That location is perfect for couples. Due to little lights with dark road. It's quite sweet to walk on the streets there and there's pub, restaurants, Ben & Jerry. You can have dessert or drinks after dinner! *thumbs up*

They give these baby napkins ! Not only my table used it ok. LOL! The other tables does. It's cute and it's useful for those who are crab lovers (definitely not me )! Or even those who eat crab that will always stained their own clothes.

My sis's drinking shark fin ! The shark fin was awesome for first few mouth. But after, it became watery (damn fast!). So it wasnt that tasty anymore ):

And that's my unglam daddy :s