ROXANNE (;

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

GUESS WATCH FROM DEAREST BF ! (:

the box damn cute ! damn, its true la ?
and my cupboard is kinda filled with box and bear and calender.
gosh ! should clear my clothing alr. haha !

ala ka zin. ala ka boom. magic magic,
mirror on the wall.

AI YA ! USE WRONG MAGIC WORD LA !
"chi ka booom! "
tadah tadah !

ok, back to M&S (:
last two days working there.
but XiangXiang last day today !(:
so we took pics ! ;DD
me, youse, joji angeline, XiangXiang and my best collegue Azlinda ! (:

both azlinda and me was below them k !
BUT THE GUY WHO TOOK THIS PIC !
HE PURPOSELY DONT TAKE BOTH OF US !
because he was so near to our face,
and we said we too pretty alr, thats why he take both of us only where all of us were smiling and waiting to be captured !
in the end, both of our face,
GONEEEEEEEEE !

so he's the guy, named NORDIN !!!!

he's damn asshole. most favourite joker man !

i seriously love the people there.

it was full of fun and love! haha !

angeline and azlinda is my best ever collegue i can find for actually.

they never fail to make me laugh till i drop and roll on the floor.

he's one super big guy man !

phew.

i sweat when i was taking this pic ! haha !

nah, just kidding.

HE WAS COOL MAN ! I ALMOST HUG HIM !

but if i did, i dont think i'll be here typing bullshits.

youse and nordin.

and damn funny.

my this girl 1st jan 1991 birthday.

mine is 17th jan 1991.

but she's shorter than me ! haha.

and she worked in the beauty( at the backgrd of the pic)

and i worked at the lingerie and nightwear.

so when we talked or call each other name,

we shout thru the walkway.

oh gosh, got scolded by her la ?

i mean youse. she was claiming that the shop seems to be my home. haha !

MY SPECTS LA ! ok la,

admit my eyes small k. ):

.__.

better right ? hehh !

angeline claimed that SHE'S SEXY MAN ! HAHA !

weeets !

both of them take pic with youse and xiangxiang wanna kiss.

but i dont have )):

SO I FORCED HER ! HAHAHA !

POOOOR ANGELINE ! (:

phew, i feel good. ;DD

xanne, youse and xiang (:

chou chou, me, xiang xiang.

PS : CHOU CHOU is smelly.

HAHA !

PSS : XIANG XIANG is " smells pleasant"

BUT HER NAME IS REALLY XIANG XIANG ! LOL !

anyway, bf's coming home tmr ! (:

weets.

i aint gg to siloso beach party,

and idk if im joining my clique for countdown.

i'll asking my bf soon ! (:

WEEETS ! another new yr with him !

love and misses you sweetheart (:

writtern @11:57 PM

Sunday, December 28, 2008

At some period / moment of your life,
some people will part you.
some people will tend to care for you.
some people would don even wanna bother you.

some people, some times, they'll change (:
at a period of time of your life.

In life, we learn a lot of things.
Sometimes, we dont even treasure what's in front of us.

Some people wouldnt take any initiatives to do things.
and yet, expect people to do it.

some people tend to show you attitude whenever they want to,
and yet, they expect a good response from you.

some people want you to be like that,
and yet, you're yourself.

it's hard to be yourself and to be like others.
you cant choose to be both (:
i find it so hard to please the others.
and when i try to get in contact and always initiate,
i get nothing out of it.
now, i think im alil tired.
and wanna stay clear of all boundaries.
i think i should leave for a moment (:

writtern @11:48 PM

MORNING darling loves (:
its 12.41 am now.
im still not showered, im still on the comp watching transformer.
how smelly can i be man ! lols
anyway, my cough are getting worse.
im bloody sick with it.
because of the pain and ya, everything.
you should know how it feels like,
terribly sucks.

bf went in yesterday evening.
oh well oh well, he's coming out soon (:
4 more days ! yayyy !
it's gona be another new yr we're spending tgt ! weets !

okays, i was late today for work.
damn it, unfortunately, one of me senior was at the locker.
waiting for the three of us to report to her.
basket, she from one end shout to my this end
"ROXANNE ! LATE UH ! PAY BACK K !"
me : .........

i didnt give a damn man.
for not answering her,
she called me up with my two collegue,
standing in a circle, she scolded us
BUT BUT BUT ! SHE ONLY LOOKED AT ME !
she talked alot of fucking rubbish la !
i almost screw her man. for goodness sake !
i think tonight i'll slp walk lor ?!
basket ! will kill her when i slp walk (:
HAHAHA !
nahh, just joking.
didnt chat with bf much today ):
only for two whole good mins. (:

well, its gona be another day !
my cough, really sucks ! ):
drugging more cough syrup again !
goodnight love ! (:
and i miss bf ! weeeets !

writtern @12:41 AM

Friday, December 26, 2008

MELLY QUIZ SMASH PPL ! (:
idk if you guys can read it. its merry xmas actually. -.-!
i created it myself la ! haha. was too bored when working.
both my manager didnt turn up. and i feel good !
ITS my world man ! heh ! (:

bf came down to have lunch with me ! weets.
been long since we did that.
and since my two idiots didnt turn up, i had a longer breaks !
went to tried mango tops.
turn out quite not well though )):

went to watch mid night movie.
both bf and i saw someone dead on the platform.
gosh. his eyes were open so big ! bigger than my little finger i think.
ok, no joke.
he was lying there stoning.
and he eventually lay flat like that on the stone chair.
i was noticing his tummy, whether does he breathe,
BUT HE DIDNT ! oh gosh.
scary shit. -.-!

ok, went to watch yes man.
a comedy show though.
bf and i was laughing crazily la. haha.
had maggie as supper as we were super early.
so went up to eat.
few pics of us tgt,

he wears cap even though we watched the previous movie.
cant stand him -.-!

he never change his patter one. -.-!

*MWAHHH ! *

and so, i took it off,

and tadahhh ! (:

my handsome darling boy. heh !

that was after the show.

i look super small man !

but the poster wasnt that big either ? o.0?

i tot i got a camera.

but, its the damn lamp post. -.-!

goodnight kiss (:

my christmas present was,

1) a handphone pouch ( from godma)

2) a guess watch from my bf (:

3) my dad haven give me any yet !

he said he'll drive over to pass the gifts.

but its been 27 hrs since he said that. yupppp.

i think i should start the guess collection.

bf wanna buy me a guess bag in the first place for my bday present.

but bought another type of bag and bought a guess wallet instead.

and now, guess watch.

so guess it, and make a guess.

guess what i'll have next ! ;DD

haha !

and i heard my pay gona be so pathetic little la ?!

can i scold bad word ?! ))):

first time like that. i almost faint man !

but anyway, i must get my boy smth precious soon ! heh (:

take care baby boy when you're inside.

you gona come out soon la ?

haha ! another new yr we gona spend tgt soon (:

if you ever know, we both are tgt for 15 mnths.

which means 1 yr 4 mnths.

but we seems to spend two yrs tgt.

as we celebrated bday twice tgt.

xmas twice tgt.

and new yr twice tgt.

contradicting !

alrighty, gtg ! (:

writtern @3:32 PM

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

WARNING !

MY BF COMING HOME TMR !
MY BF COMING HOME TMR !
MY BF COMING HOME TMR !

three cheers and three cheers
and three cheers for RETURNING HOME !
HIP HIP HURRAY !
HIP HIP HURRAY !
HIP HIP HURRAY ! ;DD

sorry uh, abit over.
its been long two rusty boring lifeless week.
that's equals to fourteen days.
damn long k ! WE BROKE OUR DAMN NEW RECORD ! HAHA !
GOSH, I SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY, cant wait for his return.
he said his ferry is 1pm. that means he's able to lunch with me when im working.
ehhhh ! damn cute laaaa ! heh (:
i wanna see his botak head so soon. OH MAN OH MAN !
wonder will he be tired not. tskkk. waking up 5am, then have to travel here and there.
gona give him some body massage that's worth 100 dollars man.
no worries, he pay me 150 bucks. HAHA ! I EARN 50 ! wooots. ;DD

nahh, just kidding. (:
money doesnt matter.
all the tots that counts. heh ! its almost one am and im still here,NOT SHOWERED !
only changed my pants. heh ! too excited
i hope i can slp tonight, then its another day !
think i reach work, 130 lor ? oh man !
I SWEAR I CANT WAIT FOR TMR ! HAHA !
gona smell him soon. ;DD

*pray he come and meet me for lunch *

ehh ! LESS TALK !
I NEED GO SHOWER !
THEN OFF TO SLP !
I NEED DRUG MYSELF WITH MORE COUGH SYRUP !
to ensure that i really slp throughout the whole night ! heh (:

goodnight everybody.
i miss my bf real badly ;DD
im proud of him and myself. haha !
two dirty weeks are over (:
SEE YOU TMR BABY ! MWAH ! (:

writtern @12:38 AM

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

WE HAD A GREAT CHAT ! (:

Feels better. weets !
i hope my boy whisper to my ear when we meet. heh ! (:

just two more bitter ugly disgusting yucky boring lifeless days.
actually, its over 12am, so its ONE MORE DAY !
IM SEEING HIM TMR TMR TMR !
WAHAHAHAH !
his ferry is 1pm. oh man oh man.
i really cant wait to see him ;DD
time pls fly faster.
weeets ! im so gona die soon. haha !

i miss his smell so much ! oh gosh ! -.-!
i'm gona faint soon ~ BAHHH !
okay, alil bored here. im so not tired always ):
i drugged myself with cough mixture ytd.
AND OMG ! I REALLY HAVE COUGH TODAY !
so sad ):

goodnight lovely ppl ! (:
mwah mwah. hehh ! (:

writtern @12:17 AM

Sunday, December 21, 2008

EH ! i was seriously very anxious and excited to wait for 9.30pm.
its the time where my bf can call me as well as its the time to knocked off.
HOWEVER ! when i reached bishan, he called me.
i don seems to have anything to chat with him.
i seems stressful so be on the phone with him.
as he once said that chatting on the phone is not fun as he dont like keeping quiet.
so does that mean i have to keep talking thruout the phone call ?
my ex bf had all chatted with me on the phone almost everyday,
and i didnt realise they are the one talking and im the one listening,
till i broke off with them, or even a mnth ago then i realised it.

and i think it happen to me again when it comes to my bf ):
feel kinda sad when he's kinda upset.
he even tot that i felt like a chore when he called me.
i think its gona be a routine at night to chat on the phone.
and we dont normally chat, that's even worse right ?
dont seems to have any topic.
my life's boring here. and your's boring in there.
what more can we chat ? sigh.

text even worse. hang up and gave one text.
i didnt receive his, he didnt receive mine.
forget it, i offed and on-ed phone twice. my phone didnt beep.
just leave it hanging on the table.

dug some pics of jessy.
and this is how she look when she's one yr old plus.
so much cuter and sweeter man ! hate her now ):

my sis and jess. tsktsk.

and alil emo and sad. ):

so i found this pic.

when im not with him,

and in the genting ):

miss wearing like this to club too ):

when is my next trip ?

sigh.

feeling terrible now. i really feel terrible ):

bf's inside. kinda hard to survive alone outside. sigh.

dont used to travelling ard alone.

dont used to taking train alone.

as it's part of my fear to see crowded train ):

dont used dont used dont used to it ! pffts ):

feeling more and more vulnerable.

a wrong move made me feel so agitated.

im insane. i must be. -.-!

writtern @11:28 PM

TWO DAYS OF MC !
yet, i went out the two days. haha !
went to find my two girls at their working place, sentosa! (:
they were praising their work way up to the sky high.
they were praising the SOS (song of the seas) WAY UP to the sky.
ended up, i had so much hopes and feeling quite excited to watch.

it wasnt much of a disappointment.

but i seriously dont think the eight dollars worth of it.

because, its only a 30-35 mins show.

and i can watch a movie with my bf paying myself for that eight dollars la ?

instead of he paying every movie we watch tgt.

think of it, quite pathetic lor my bf. haha !

just why while waiting for him to come out,

i can work and earn money. treating him swensen asap !

working on xmas day luh ! he said he gona find me after my working hrs.

sweet of him if he do that ! it's the tots that counts.

and i've alr tot of what to buy for him for xmas ! ;DD

*exciteddddd!*

okay, i wasnt alone to see my two hot babes.

but this guy, my bf's friend named leonard came along.

intro him to boma, intro boma to him.

and he found boma a hot babe (that was a lie)

HE PRAISES BOMA WAY UP HIGH TO THE SKY TOO !

haha ! but always say boma broke his heart )):

awww ):

he look super gay la ?!

i've been meeting him almost everyday. actually only two days la.

during my two days MC.

but no worries ! he's an asshole.

i've got a doteful and faithful loving bf (:

I WOULDNT LIKE HIM ! sheeesh !

my collegues was asking me,

you keep going out with ur bf's friend,

wouldnt ur bf mind ?

happily answered with a laughter,

nope. he even wants me to find another guy that can give me happiness instead of waiting for him to come out. HOW COOL AND GREAT IS MY BF ! (:

so was asking bout he got so open meh ?

allow me to go out with one guy, and its his friends alone somemore.

well, you need to have mutual trust in your relationship.

and you cant be too naive and close minded bout ur bf/gf going out with ur friends, alone.

i find it okay actually.

but my gf wouldnt go out with him alone only la ? kns.

so i dont have this feeling much yet.

maybe i should ask from him uh ? lols ! MAYB he minds it ! oops =/

next day, taking my pay working as a santarina.

WAS RUSHING MAN !

reach there on the dot. waste my money on cab fare.

shit la ? then kena peak hr somemore. -.-! nb.

aiya, same old jesslyn, dono how to smile.

i find this day special.

because when i was matching my clothes,

i went out and sat down waiting for train.

looking at what i wore and took today, was totally shocked.

my shirt, pants, slippers, bag and wallet WAS ALL WHAT HE BOUGHT FOR ME ! -.-!

you'll never realise how good your bf/gf are,

until they are less closer to you (:

just three things he didnt buy for me. LOL !

my tube, bra and panty. ;DD

for my own xmas present.

i might wanna pamper myself,

and try something cool ;DD

TRY BUYING AND WEAR A G-STRING MAN ! HAHA !

i find my work place undies and bras are nice lehh !

now on sales, ask my collegue buy, got somemore 25%.

so worth it can ? mayb undies can cost you $7.50 la ?

WOOOOTS !

ask bf buy my a nightwear. wooots ! (:

but that one not on sale items right, its horribly expensive. -.-!

just wearing to slp,

it cost you $79. haha !

bf read this one should be wanna kill me

and tear me to pieces. heh !

merry xmas to all (:

hope you guys enjoy ur xmas with ur love ones ! (:

i hope im gona enjoy xmas with my dearest baby love (:

writtern @1:24 AM