ROXANNE (;

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Selemat Hari Raya Adifitri ! ;D

I hope all my malay friends and those malay readers do enjoy their day. However, its a sad case for secondary sch peeps as they have only one day to visit house. Thus, thursday have to go back to school, unwillingly. Guess there'll be a lot of absentees. ;D
p/s : i hope i spell correctly though. haha.(:

ANYWAY ! Realise the weather today are SO COLD ?! omgawd uh ? Because i sang thruout the past 2 days. And here comes the effect. Btw, its really extremely cold. As if the tsunami coming again.

CHOYYY! *touch wood touch wood*

Oh man, i heard muttons say ppl will be glooming when they see rain ):
NO ! Cannot say like that. CANNOT feel that way either !
Raining is the coolest shit in this world. ;D
JUST IMAGINE ! One day without rain, for really a few days ?
I tell you, i'll be more gloomy THAN u guys who hate rain.
PFFTS !

And, i seriously love today. haha (:
fyi : IM MEETING MY MR BF TMR !
*thrills*

ehhhh, ima head to chinatown tmr. WOOHOO !(:

Apple bottom jeans;
boots with the fur.
The whole club was looking at her.
She hit the floor,
next thing you know.
shorty got LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW. ;DD

writtern @10:40 PM

Sunday, September 28, 2008

GONA BE SUPER SHORT POST ! ;D
F1 TOTALLY ROCKS OK !
accident makes my ass jump up of my seats
DAMN COOL ! should have a bigger accident
HAHA ! Ferrari are definitely a laughing stock.
I BET TMR WILL PLAY IT ON NEWS AND NEWSPAPER ! HHA !

Stupid Masa.
I use Mascara.
I wanna play masak.
Lets go drive Mazda. ;DD

IT RHYMES BEBHHH !

Working time. ;DD

Last day of work.
I TELL U
DAMN TIRED ! cheh !

anyway.
IM SO HAPPY I GOT A CHANCE TO KISS THE CHAMPION !
OMG OMG !

AND I GOT TO KISS MY PAPA !
MY BELOVED PAPA, HAMILTON ! AWWWW ~

anyway, my mom is Nicole. ;DD

see ya peeps ! i gotta go bath etc.
Then rush some hw.
MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! ;DD

FYI: F1 race really rocks
HAHA !

writtern @10:26 PM

Friday, September 26, 2008

I'll be updating my pics soon ! (:
Anyway, will be working for the next two days too.
Btw, the F1 was just WAY TOO COOOOOL !
The noise was, EXTREMELY AWFULLY AWESOME !
So thrilled to hear it can ? Esp when its coming.
You'll go, WHERE WHERE WHERE ?!
AND THEN, PHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW
just flew by u in less than 1 sec. -.-!
But im still able to catch it as its a turning point for them.
;DD

Gotta go.
Do stay tune for my pic. (:

writtern @9:06 PM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Always walking down from sch to the bus stop.
I'll see this poster, and always laugh at it. HAHA !
Poor lil gal. tsktsk.

Today's my First year anniversary with my MR bf (:
We went to had billy bomber for our dinner and took a stroll like an old couple ;D
We went to esplanade and had chats. (:
However, i saw a lot of lunatics today. *freaks out*

To my amaze, MR bf gave me flowers (:
Do you believe that a man that had never give flowers to a girl before ? And im the first to receive it among his past ? LOL ! ;DD
Jess damn obssess with my flowers. Been digging and peeping it from my paper bag. And then when i took out, she said, My bf (jh) GAVE IT TO ME !
basket, thats my flower k, MS JESSY !

Dont wish to let my hp interupt out dating. ;D
As its super short date. However, im contented (:
Hence, we took pic at the end of our datings, otw home.
And i saw my lil gf, sarah at the escalator.
So we head home meeting at the place where my bf alights (:

Happy one yr anniversary sweet heart (:
anyway, jessy look damn cute here ar ! haha (:

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE !
Back to school tmr. Sheeesh.
O lvls are just 22 days ! (:

Jiayou everyone ! (:
And im gona mug again after today.
which is so, #$%$%^

LOVES TODAY !
Xoxo;

writtern @12:17 AM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

UH ! so sry.
for not updating pics ):
here it is okay ! haha (:

She's and old woman anyway.
She's just 4 yrs old this coming oct, and she wears a handbag when i started only 15. -.-!

We went to the BMW show car or smth la. HAWT HAWT HAWT !
they are really awesome i can say. SHEEESH ! ;DD
this car, is taller than me. DAMN HAWT ! pffts. -.-!

another hawt one i caught.
i almost drove it away.
bang those glasses and such. sheesh.

that's my sis. anyway, she's the same height as me now. i feel so bad ): REALLY ! sheesh

otw to vivoooo ;D

she looks ugly, FINALLY ! HAHAHA !

ehh, i got this shit from vivo. This is really SHIT !
damn it, IM LOVING IT !

it was my uncle's wife birdday on that day.
so we kept wondering what should we buy for her birdday cake.
and we make this special thingy. haha !
10 slices of cake with diff flavour. and tadah ! (:

Went home to study. Then was super tired, and did some entertainment. I swear i didnt edit this pic k ! haha !

FYI ! my hair's getting longer. ;DD

Went down to bugis one day with my fellow qianhui and boma.
After tuition, went to far east to take out my extension,
i feel so much better sia. -.-! tskkk.

And we went down to bugis all just because of me.
My bf's there to judge the calender thingy !
Hnadsome hor ? tsktsk. Not bad looking ar u !
but im still prettier than him. ;DD hahahaa !

back home with babe,(qianhui) cause she gtg !

this happen ytd.
Went RP to study. wahh,
hot day and tiring. feel like dropping dead.
or even, lick the ice cream !
HAGEN DAZE ICE CREAM REALLY ROCKS MY DAY !haha

study for the end of day.
and took one pic before we left (:
i twist, everyone oso twist.
EHH ! DONT COPY LEH ! HAHAHAA !

goodnight everyone.
I cant wait for wednesday ! weeets !
*giggles*

writtern @7:51 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008

HEY ! you know what. There might be something special bout my this post. But however, its up to you to read it all up. On the other hand, i still recommend to read because i need u to clean that mindset of yours, and get on the track ! sheeesh.

Well, there's someone that i've been tolerated for long. You might be wondering who ? But yea, it might be you, or it might not be. However, if you think you are, then its time for you to reflect on urself too ? Read up on my few previous post ? Telling about, i'll accept for who they are ? Yea, i do. I really do. Hence i never say anything much till now. Though i do gossip, and tell me which girl doesnt ? Even you do, right ? Hmmm.

At times, its not up to you to choose who you want your friends to be like. You're old enough, big enough to know when's the limit too. Well, i think im kinda alil obvious here. But doesnt matter. (: Though things aint gotta do with me. Thats even better. I can be the middle person here. First and foremost, i need to get this clear. I aint getting into any matter. But telling you that im here to judge on both perspective point of view. And not on any side. (:

Well, back to track. Old and Big enough to know what's right. But i still dont think that you're matured enough to know what's limit yet ? To what extent do you think that you meant that you have a limit ? Perhaps you might mean that you might be crazy when you're too angry with your friends or whoever, and are unable to tolerate anymore ya ? Or perhaps you mean you're gona commit suicide to what your friends said to you. Getting backstabbed is not only you who've experienced it. You, of course must know what's the limit of others too. Dont always let others to understand you and put themselves in YOUR shoes. Staying too long in your shoes would be too smelly, and suffocating. Why not you try to put yourself in other shoes for awhile ? That do both the party good. In order to let you know, to guess who u are or smth, you might need to know that you're not the only party that's suffering.

Although you have ur own family problems too. But you must know that its not only you who encounter this problem. You have to know how to keep things to yourself sometimes. Not ranting to others when you're feeling emotional or when you're in fury. Its time to grow up ya ? To know what to do, what not to do. Hmmm. Idk if it makes sense. Im interupted by alot of things at home. In simple term, think you should get rid of ur non-sensical thinking. Before it gets too late. (:

I havent been seeing you for more than a week.
It exact, its 13 days ! haha !
and i aint gona count how many hrs, min and sec.
because someone just used my trademark.
shit you. (:

writtern @9:57 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Your Love Score Is: 75

It's truly love. You have an amazing partner and a wonderful relationship.
Your relationship isn't perfect, but you know how to work with each other to make it better.

You both listen to one another, give freely, and do your best to make things work.
While you have ups and downs like any other couple, you're good at getting through the bad times together.

And although you find it easy to love your partner, you understand that lasting love doesn't come easily.
You are both willing to give this relationship everything you have. And luckily, that's all it takes to make it work.

Are You in Love?

ehh, is it true ? hmmm.
Wanna try ?

HERE!

There's more on the right. Have fun ! (:

writtern @10:55 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

Have u ever understand your own self ?
I just realise that im not optimistic since the end of last yr btw.
So i've been talking to MYSELF lately. Is it abnormal ?
Anyway, im super angry with myself. Really. Im serious.
I cant stand with those things ard me. No No No.

I cant concetrate when i keep thinking of things. Sigh.

writtern @10:57 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Oh ! anyway, today is the mid autumn festival ! heh (: I miss being at the playground holding onto the firework or smth. haha.

THIS POST ARE SPECIALLY MEANT FOR GIRLS.

Well, if you have ever been touched, molested, raped or so whatever that makes u feel urself being disgusted for what they've caused you to be in a state now. DONT EVER BE THE NEXT VICTIM AGAIN !

I'm warning you. Dont wear low cut, showing off ur hips and translucent(half transparent and idk how to spell) TOP ! DONT EVER ! Because you'll never know when you're the next victim. I bet after the incident. You're afraid of ppl following you behind sneakily. AND U KNOW WHAT ! You'll feel freaking afraid yet u wanna so much help from ur friends. My hs had this small routes to blks and blks to reach my hs. During the night time, it's dark. (: Well, imagine, a person following u from the Gawd damn mrt traffic light till you're reaching home.

I'll let all my tops collect dust, except T shirt. Well, same as my song in my blog. Haha (:

Can anyone tell me what you'll do ? Lol ?
i don understand. i really dont.

My mom came chatting to me in msn now (:
She says she misses me and stuffs.
And then ! She got sparks ! haha (:
hope they're doing well (:

writtern @9:24 PM

I'm trying so hard to hide my emotional. I'm kinda struggling inside. Been thinking a lot of things to my life actually. Is either career, my studies, my family, my friends and love. How am i going to survive my life in future times. How do i get on with how i am now. How do i conitnue living with those tons of obstacles just right in front of me. I wanna do smth meaninful.

And these day. Im trying to learn smth new. I wanna learn to accept everyone for who they are and live life to the fullest with what i want it to be. For those who doesnt want to share what they are keeping, i accept that. For those who doesnt want to do what they wanna pursue, i accept. For those who just idle their life like that, and let the time past and wait for the time to reap. I accept. I'll accept it all. And for myself. I find myself no better than anyone of u here reading too. Im trying to change, to make my life living with a purpose. A dead soul wandering ard the streets finding for herself. Well, im one of the soul on the streets.

I wanna start now. But, where should i start ? There's nth in me. Do you have ?
*ponder*

I really need a life. I need to learn, to walk. To stand after i fall.

I need to.

Hey, let me tell you now
Oooh, Baby

Tryna decide Tryna decide
If I really wanna go out tonight
I never used to go out without ya
Not sure I remember how to

Gonna be late Gonna be late
But, all my girls gon have to wait 'cos
I dont know if I like my outfit
I Tried everything in my closet

(Chorus)
Nothin feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off 'cos I feel a fool
Tryna dress up when Im missin you
Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with somethin' Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothin but cha T-shirt on
With nothin' but cha T-shirt on

(Hey)
Gotta be strong gotta be strong but Im
Really hurtin now that you're gone
I thought maybe I'd do some shoppin'
But I couldnt get past the door an...

Now I dont know, now I dont know If I
Ever really gon' let cha go
And I couldnt even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it...

(Chorus)
Nothin feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off 'cos I feel a fool
Tryna dress up when Im missin you
Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with somethin' Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothin but cha T-shirt on
With nothin' but cha T-shirt on
With nothin' but cha T-shirt on (cuz I missed you, cuz I missed you)
With nothin' but cha T-shirt on (said I missed you baby)

Tryna decide, tryna decide if I really wanna go out tonight
I couldnt even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it...

(Chorus) 2x
Nothin feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off 'cos I feel a fool
Tryna dress up when Im missin you
Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with somethin' Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothin but cha T-shirt on
With nothin' but cha T-shirt on

i wanna wear your T shirt ;DD

writtern @12:31 AM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

I GOT THIS FREAKING BIG PIMPLE ON MY CHIN !! ):

sobs.
cure anyone ?
school's on monday. )):
im gonna kill it before it gets worse.
sheeesh.

not a good day actually.
cramps everywhere.
rain plsss. and i miss jessy ((:

get well soon mr bf (:

writtern @5:45 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

I dont understand.
I really dont.

In simple term,
its just not understandable.

What's wrong ?

writtern @3:50 PM

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Going For 10 Good Days.

When everything falls, you'll see the only colour of your life.

So what's the colour of yours ?

writtern @9:59 PM

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Is was the best day today, with my Mr BF (:
i'll remember this day with him.
Spending his time, all just for me. And to make me smile thru out the whole day. I'm seriously touched by what he've done for me. And for all, I can conclude that, he loves me more than anyone do ! ;DD heyy, excluding his parents laaa. (: Im his only one.

But i know, even though we said a thousands times of "iloveyou", the love can all comes to an end by saying breaking up. But now, we're gona celebrate our one yr anniversary. WEETS ~ Cant wait now ;DD It'll gona be the first guy i spent my one yr with. MY VIRGIN ONE YR ANNIVERSARY CELEBRATION! haha ! Although i aint the girl whom he spent the longest time with, but im contented to what extent he'd done for me (: And i hope, i do make him rmb me as part of his life, because he meant everything to me in my life. ((:

ily sweetheart (:

I'm so full now. had supper -.-! with shawn. tsktsk. one or more hrs then can slp )):
*yawnsss*
slp tight sweety (:

One week holiday, and its gona be all over soon. Real soon. )):
Rmb the time when im so excited to have it asap !
Its like, omg ? Now the end of it ? And mugging soon ): sobs ):

Went to Zoo today, but will post up pics of days agoooo (:
jessy dyed her hair, PINK !
you know you know, the next avril. The punk rocker. LOL

Shopping day out with girl.
Bought sutffs for almost 50 bucks again. -.-!
tsktsk.
New hoodies (:

watch movie on friday after physics.
I got freaking 9 marks only out of 15. Thats freaking low. Shitta bug. -.-!
okay, shawn's new ipod touch.
SEE THAT !
ITS A BEER !
FOR FREEE K ! tsktsk

OHMYGAWDDD !

MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE !

PENGUINSSS ! THEY ARE SO LOVELY AND CUTE ! ;D

anyway, my bf was like, u were "shocking" the whole day. pffts.
HE EVERYTIME PUSH ME HERE AND THERE ! Telling me this and that. Got crocodiles, got horses, got elephants. There's this one time im so near, so so near to the horse carriage, and he turned me ard and i screamed. -.-! SHEESH him. ;DD

have i once told u my bf wanna be a photographer ?
Now i chopped the paper and sign in WITH MY NAME ! saying that,
no, no. really. REALLY A CMI for him.
fyi : CMI = Cannot make it ! ohh goodness. -.-!