ROXANNE (;

Friday, May 30, 2008

oh well, just got back home after meeting shawn and zh for a very very short while. both shawn and i need to be home for dinner and zh's needed to be at the basketball court every friday. but all of us were late though, hehh. we went to starbucks after buying and settling some stuffs. and eventually, i just bought a dumb idiotic fugly colour contact lens. -.- i bought 2, as its cheaper. humph, but the 2nd one turns out better than the 1st, and i kinda look, FUGLY with it ):

those 2 guy just treated me dumb k. -.- they were showing their "magic" tricks to me, and humour me. hah ! they were a great gay to be great sisters of ! i'll defnitely love them more than i do for anyone. lols. oh well, excluding some la uh. hehh (: so we had some chocolate drinks and stuff and shit that, i didnt know what i was up to. i was dreaming all the time. lols.

oh, i just missed marini. hehh. where's the laughter babe ! come online la ! hurhur.

anyway, im finding some temporary jobs now, and shawn's helping me. and he intro me one event to be in. but it starts on july ): by then i'll be busy with sch's and stuffs ? but that was good money man ! sheesh ! and still, his helping out. hehh, thanks buddy, owe you one ! (:

writtern @8:22 PM

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I WANNA KILL MYSELF NOW ! IM SO FUCKING UGHHH ! FUCK THAT !

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !

idk how to solve this, and im seriously clueless now.
im fucked up.

writtern @9:47 PM

sigh, what a night that had happen.
it just shocked my whole life. goodness.
and i reached home at 3am last night with pretty sick face.

ooh, i just adore this pic. hehh (:

oh yea. fyi : pls do take care of your daily meals and stay healthy, lest it happen to you like what i had, i don think its pleasant. because it just freaks. and yea, for all. pls treasure your love (:

till i realise its really impt (:

writtern @2:47 PM

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

ihy.

&i hate the way anything thats turning me upside down. i've been occuring the same thing, and it just kept caming to my mind. idk how to face this and it makes me feel really uncomfortable. its just another feeling that cant be describe and there's no words for it to describe. it hurts to know the truth, hence i never try searching for it. never.

and my mind's failing me real badly ): i seriously think that im kinda a real loser now. sheesh. fuck that !

writtern @7:32 PM

Friday, May 23, 2008

hello there. fyi : its 4days 3 night trip to malaysia.
so yea, its gona be seriously long post -.-
and pls, don strain your eyes if its too tiring. lols

we were on our way to genting.
and this is how me and lil get some photos.
no surprise, she's my bf's mistress.
she SNATCH it away, from me. -.- asss

i've no idea how she does this,
and is really photogenic. LOL
she's just toooooo cute.
and so,
i named her

TOMATO !
the name suits her perfectly, so yea.
don mind pls.

aww (: thats sweeet.

i think this is artistic. hehh =P

she took this photo by herself -.-
it shocks me, because, its damn sweeet.
it actually melted me.
*munch*

fyi : there's difference betw with make up, and without.
you might wanna scroll more for more pics. haha
oh sucks, we were up there and waited for 4 hrs.
just because of 2 room for all of us,
to place our luggage and off to casino and dinner or wadever.
it was horrbile -.- moreover, i wore shorts and just a shirt.
i was seriously freezing -.-

idk whats up with grandma, and that lil gal was learning me.
sshesssh !

okay, so here it is.
1stday, our trip. check in everything bullshit.
out to hunt fordinner.
before eating, here's some pic.
WITH MAKE UP !
thats because i was seriously fatigue.
and i look seriously lethargic.
so i seriously have to put on light make up,
if not, i'll look real pale and ugly ):

lil gal was irritating,
wanna ride this rio float.
and so the 5 of us followed,
which is, me, mom, sis her mom and herself (:

day 2 day 2 !
had lunch with our dearest grandparents.
urm, its some specialities with lamb,
i myself don consume lamb cause i don eat myself,
but i can tell you that here sells good lamb. LOL

after dinner went to see a gallery,
the person who build genting and everything.
and he just died recently,
SO THIS LIL GAL ! asssshole.
i haven read all, or even 1/4 of it, she there running, and vomit.
so i have to take care of her and yea. after that she's a lil well, so we took photos (:

she just can be an actress you see. ugh !

oh ! thats her wig ! =/

oohh, bout this, we dono who the hell is that boy.
and she was kinda excited to sit this bumper car.
in the end, this boy invaded her ferrari,
and started driving for her.
she cried halfway when she's still inside ? when the boy was still taking control of her ferrari ?
damn funny, but before it go, she was surpressing her tears and yea,
did faces -.-

and so, its my turn to have some fun. heh.
there's this flying coaster near 1st world hotel,
and yea. i always had 4 ride whenever i go. LOL
i've no idea, but i just love the wind blowing me,
and me turning upside down. =/
i dragged sis down, and my uncle.
mom always ride with me these exciting rides. hehh

an unperfect yet perfect family (:

there's something in common,
suggested to stick out tongue, and pls notice more on my uncle D;
he spoiled the whole pic,
infact, he made us laugh. -.-

still, the lil cute girl with her mama :)

after the exciting games,
now we're heading for archery.
hehh =P okay, i was pretty ugly there,
and i didnt realise i have big muscles till that time ! -.-

i didnt know my uncle was that great. =/

dindin time !
aint that yummy ):
and over there,
i've been craving for VERY SPICY FOOD !
ohmygawd, yet all failed me, badly ):

hello tomato!

another day.
grandpa birthday.
so aunt left me RM200 to take care this lil kid.
brought her and sis to had MAC.
and so i brought her to play these games (:
ohh, she loves to drive haha !
and she rides on my motorbike k. =/

she's a fantastic bowler, i swear.
you know the newest game in sg ?
the one with remote controle ?
not connected to like PS3 or whatever games.
SHE PLAYES BEST ! sheesh !

head back to hotel everything,
i was seriously dead beat taking care of her.
so if im that tired, she must be too.
ask her back go back slp !
i forget to take pic of her baby clok ):
kinda cute and when she slp. its doubly cute. hehh

nahh, we're just alil crazy here :D

grandpa's birthday !
and its time for pics after eating ! hehh

out of it, saw this cool mirror,
and here i started snap snap. LOL ! =/

regarding bout the pic below.
jesslyn's look super scary aint it. lols.
when the camera woman say 1 2 3,
she thinks that she's too short.
so when it reaches 3,
THERE SHE GO JUMPING ! HAHAHA !

she look beautiful (:
and in fact, she's damn sweet (:

J for ?

and R for ? lols

hello biggy family (:
leftout xavier though. lols

i've always said my trip aint good.
reason being is,
there's totally no warm water.
or even NO WATER !
i seriously go nb. tmd, bath cold water,
with that cold weather there.
could really freeze me there.

this lil gal took this pic.
she's Godlike in cameras. lols

before we left,
i saw this girl,
incredibly, she got coolest hair i've ever seen.
she's a gal, and yet her mom gave her a hairstyle just like david beckham ?!?!
or even, longer and HIGHER THAN the twin tower -.-

his from germany,
handsome ?!?! *melted*
aiya, long story, thats why mom get to take pic with him. lols

heading back to sg,
we took cable car down (:

eat at the moutain there (:
and this lil gal. asshole.
make me look like pikachu now ?!?! LOL
ugly shit.

before eat

and after eat !

sushi was the best medicine for me !
ahhaa, though i cant wait to return to sg,
to msg EVERYONE !
but still, i can bear with it due to delicious yummy food.lol
i guess im fatter over the few days,
by just eating and slping -.- was super shag over there.
eyes kept closing. thats the reason why i aint having much fun,
anyway, its long enuf ! tata !

writtern @1:32 PM