ROXANNE (;

Saturday, November 24, 2007

it was my tryout, but aint what i wore for portfolio. ohwell, high heels. hehhh :D

writtern @4:37 PM

PLAY HIDE AND SEEK. I HIDE, U SEEEEEEEEK. (:

*PHEWWWW*
sis got 173 for her PSLE aggregate score :DD
time for celebration actually.
cause im the DUMBEST kid in this family .__.
i got 165. .__.
a 6 sounds too low. and a 7 sounds high.
so yea, CONGRATS SISSSY :D

down with cough and flu.
i had dinner last night at sin ming road.
and know what ? coincidently, its under Jason's blk.
and and, we met up :DD
brought baby along, played playground.
deprived from childhood games. so yea, ignore me :D
then baby keep forcing me play. .__. played along.
and dumb goat is scaring her off.
so met alil while, went off back for dinner.
the-boy-who-so-believe-in-fate is super attentive.
goshhhh. i needa slap myself. lols. no idea why too.
anyone take care of me ? im getting difficulties to slp at night.
seriously, im dying of insufficient slp EVERYDAY.

moley meet tml :D oh yea, sunday
its time to have some work out :DD
fats. TIME TO GET RID OF U. WHAHAHAHA. =/
badminton + jogging ? im sick. yea, but but
nth can stop me from gg, unless i overslpt. =/ geees.
i intend not to update, wanna play MIA.
i off-ed my phone, didnt reply msn.
wanna stop updating. oh welll.
BOREDNESS DO MAKE ME DO SUCH THINGS.
NOW I KNOW I CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM. haha :DD
technologyyy is killing all of us. stop depending on them pls !
so indispensable. chehhh.
ohoh, i need dried mangoes. anyone help me buy ?
MEET U UP AND GIVE U CHEQUEEEE.
drooling now ? SO PLS ! WANTEDDDD. hehhh

inconsolable;

wanna stop loving you, but i cant.

wake me up ppl. wake me up. pffts.

writtern @4:26 PM

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

do i need a plastic surgery to make my eyes look BIGGER ?! LOLSSSSS

writtern @9:07 PM

actually i dont wanna update. =\ because,
im adoring my pic. .__. then if i post.
i will hafta scroll down my pic just to see.
HAHAHA. =\ i pretty love what i took for MYSELF.
not the photographer. .__. sighh
today i stayed and rot. receive 3 msgs at the same time.
im slping yo ?! u guys disturb meeee. haha.
i didnt reply any except howard.
HIS LEAVING TO CHINAAAAA. goodbye friend.
hope u come back i see 2 person, including u. hah =\
boma, actually idk what u mean by ur that sms.
mayb i was half conscious ? lolsss.
but i read back, I STILL DONT UNDERSTAND. lolssss

i rotted home today. i seriously didnt do anithing.
but when grandma came home.
i prepared dinner. dinner was sumptous :DD
is that how u spell or whatever it is ? =\\
hahaha. but dad's the one who keep calling
asking bout model thingy. thinking its a fraud.
and then the photographer may take my pic,
then do all sorts of things. then post up as pornography or smth.
@$% #$#$%% %$^
thats simply atrocious. ohh well,
im kinda fed up. so i tell him to talk to mom.
and i gave him the organiser number. pffts.
THEY ARE GIVING ME TROUBLESSS.

sarah's asking my join some dance performance on new yr countdown ?
pract starts on friday =\ but but, i needa detailssss.
and, AUNTY IS OBJECTING.
ANYONE KILL HER FOR ME PLSSSS. PFFFFTS
i just told her i love to dance. so don object.
then mom say, i haven say anithing, so don talk much.
she was having dinner, then mom say eat, later have indigestion
okay, somehow. part of my family members sucks sometimes.
OKAY. U SUCK. lolsss.
stop here ppl :DD
i've nth more. cracking brain.
i postpone tuition again=\ hahaha.
starting on sunday 11.30 am.
pls remind me. because i know i'll forget. not the 1st time though. heh

and yes ! i think i know a strategy of how to slp ?
EAT BEFORE U SLP. THATS REALI HELP.
but i cant use it. just to maintain my figure ? don give me SUPPER.
IT KILLS. ITS THE POISON.
no SUPPER in my dictionary :DD lols.
nights lovesss :DD

writtern @8:51 PM

a good start ((:

I'm his model ; just dont mind him. im more prettier than him !:D yes i do. heh. =\

writtern @2:49 AM

:DD wanna know how's things gg along ?
NAHH. not gona tell. sarah knew it.
IM SOOOOOO speechless. no comments actually.
some bikini's shot was "not bad"
some are pretty nice.
but some are totally atrocious. pffts.
but i love the white clothing. pics look kinda nice.
i think he gona photoshop till it doesnt look like me. hahaha !
getting pictures after a week i guess ? they're busy mannnn :D
ok, after everything, had BK with sarah.
she head to yishun to catch a movie.
and i head home and rest.
its 15 more mins to 3 am. dumb kids are in plush now.
THEY ARE ENJOYING UNDERAGE PARTYYYY.
there's more up next. haha. and i don think i wanna go tuition tml. )):
6pm ? maths lesson ? NAHHHH. good bye uncle.
HAHAHA. =\ not in the moooood :DD sick sick la.
hahaha. =\ i met up with that silly. ((:
i think i gona turn in to bed. and slping at 4am.
gona wake up early tml do hswork )): awww.

you make my heart skip another beat. .__.
NIGHTS LOVESS <3

writtern @2:42 AM

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

i couldnt post these pics in friendster ((: so i do it here. MY SAMPLEEE :D

hey hey :D i went to bed at 1.45am. and slpt at 3am.

at 1am, i off-ed my comp. and then.

i asked mom to play with my face.

and it turn out pretty nice though. LOLLL

i likeeee ittttt :DD

and i woke up 7am cause of mom's 2 dumb hp.

IT WAKE THE HELL OUT OF MY SWEEEEET DREAMMMMS

and i throw her phone on the bed =\

and off i went to slp. :DD

then woke up 8am. SHE WOKE ME UPPP.

ai ya. alot of troubled thingy la. and now, im with make up.

thinking, how do i bath with this damn make up.

LOLLLLL. aniway, dont u know. ppl have brain ?

im that girl who have that brain. u could squeeze those juice and drink

it helps ! it give AAA & DHA :DD

you'll becomeeeeeeee

STUPIG-ER.

hahahaha ! :DD

gotta go prepare now. hopefully i am well prepared :DD

meet dad at amk 10.30. go find aunt.

then head to vivo ((:

GOOD MONING BIRDIES <3

writtern @9:14 AM

Monday, November 19, 2007

disenchanted;

writtern @6:46 PM

i feel like i dont know you anymore.
you just scold me with your foul words. idk what i did wrong.
and seriously, i've been missing you everynight before i went to slp.
you told me to think of those sweet things then i'll be in lala land
and those sweet things were those words u've said to me before.
those times when we are tgt.
when you held my hand and we walked tgt those late nights.
the time when i was in ur arms. endless love i've receive.
i tort i'll be better for what we are now. but no.
i feel like im living alone. with no one else.
last night, i walked back home alone. couples holding hands.
like how we used to. sending me back home, with a goodbye kiss and smile.
everything do change for a reason. and we will too.
i felt that, i should give up on you. but no, cause i know i still do.
though we're keeping feelings from each other.
i still think that you are the only one i still love.
im just down with that heartache.
its more than meeting the eye ((:
i'll change, for the better..

writtern @6:28 PM

after so many outings. our 1st pic. and i don post guys pic actually. but, HIS MY 10 YRS FRIEND ! HAHA. =P

writtern @2:20 PM

peeeps ! back back back :DD
a new day with a smileeeee day longgggg.
because its raininggg. hahaha.

When the sun shine, we'll shine together
You know I'll be here forever
Although it's a lot of rain outside
Girl it's getting late you can stay the night
But you can dipout anytime wheneverI can call a car
I ain't tryna stress ya
I'm looking for the one with the glass slipper
Baby girl you can be my Cinderella ella ella eh eh eh
You can be my Cinderella ella ella eh eh eh
You can be my Cinderella ella ella eh eh eh
You can be my Cinderella ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh

wooots. went to boma hs shopping :DD
tried out few clothing. but picked alil. humphhs.
we were trying hard to think of ways to get those clothes out with me.
hahaha. so i borrowed her bag and umbrella :DD
tryna look like i bring alot of stuffs.
but instead, the bag was filled with clothes. hah. thanks dear boma :D
portfolio tml in sentosa. ANIONE WANTS SENTOSA ?!
i think after im done, i'll be freee. heh. ANYONE ?!
CALLING ONCE.. CALLING TWICEEE. DEALLL. no one. .___.

then meet dom at admiralty, he meeting aitien gf.
so i meet shaojun in the train. trained to meet howard then to marina bay
wait for the sweet couple. haha.
we didnt took long to find which place to eat. because we're kinda pestered.
the butter was high actually. it dances out of the thingy
and headshot our poor howard. HAHA ! =\
then played pool & arcade too.
fun fun fun day actually. AND IM NOT EMO !! :D
because some dumb shits tort i am. haha.

and after everything. i started to have a temperature )):
eating halfway, i keep worrying bout my poor throat )):
awww. and we stopped at 8pm :DD
and i was terribly sick when i reached home. around 11.30pm.
but i drank salt water + cupSSSS of water.
in an hr, i could go to toilet abt 7 times.
i seriously did count how many times i went to toilet.
and i couldnt get to slp, i shifted place and place.
my bed, sofa, and lastly. I SLPT WITH GRANDPA : DD
so yea ppl. good luck for tml ((:
be sizzling hot red today. heh
WOOOOTS. HERE I START MY NEW JOURNEYYYY...
TO BE CONTINUEDDD .....

writtern @2:02 PM

Sunday, November 18, 2007

kiss me sweets :D i'll be ur candy girl, haha

writtern @1:55 PM

replies to taggies :

//boma : haha. u played for 3 yrs ! goshh. thats long babe. haha. u mean chee siew ? he go sooooo nooooob ar ? HAHAHAA ! =\

//jason : im alr honoured pls ! haha :D

//junhao : pffts. ppl from Bishan come wdl. then where got ppl from wdl go to bishan. LOL ! =\want also you mah. not me. i don stay in bishan. AND ! idk what to do after i bath in ur bathtub. teach me ? LOLLLLL !

went to bed at 12am+. ended up, slping ard 2am. is that 2 hrs ? yes, it is.
and im sick. sick sick sick. down with flu, headache and sore throat.
BAHHHH ! help me anione ? i woke up at 12pm on the dot :D
and straight. i went to make a big cup of salt water for myself.
terrible SORE THROAT. and im still struggling.
thinking shuld i go to steamboat tonight.
because u know, it'll become worse )):
then that howard act good. say what today take care of me.
NOW DIDNT EVEN MSG ME ! HOW TO TAKE CARE. hahaha
alrighty. i needa mop floor. bath and everything.
if able, post again when im backk :DD
1st destination, BOMA HS ! :DD bye lovesss <33

writtern @1:42 PM

Saturday, November 17, 2007

its the mummy and her baby daughter :DD

writtern @7:06 PM

woots. :DD i've got awfullychocolate for nothing actually. HAHA
someone from BISHAN send over to WOODLANDS.
*melteddddd* pffts. haha. thankkk youuu friendddd :DD
appreciateddd. and thanks for the M&M with that precious bottle u have.
HAHA ! i'll make it on 5th dec, BBQ :DD

tml steamboat with PRI SCHOOL FRIENDS.
we are broke. but still finding time to catch things up. haha.
with dumb howard, junz, dom, aitien(mayb). haha.
hopefully its just this. i don wanna moreee :D
and if thats the case. BOMA, PLS JOIN ALONG :DD
haha. gona webcam with her soon soon.
she's reaching home i guess ? but i got family dinner out soooon.
waiting for ppl bah i guess ? haha. 10PEEPS ! wooots. =\
before dinner to steamboat. gona head to boma's hs.
its time for shoppinggggg. =\
and if there's enuf time, she gona teach me how to play dotaaaa.
LOOK SOOOO COMPLICATEDDD.
but but, i so wanna learn. wanna owned some dumb ppl. HAHA !!
pls make me proooo :DD haha. a noob teaching a silly girl.
HOW CAN A SILLY GIRL BE PROOO ?! HAHAHA ! =\

alrighty, thanks friend for that cake & choco with sweet note. hah
i wont eat alone. because im afraid of getting fatttt =\
portfolio changed to tuesday MORNING ! i've just said morning.
i'll become panda :DD and getting EYEBAGGS SOOOON. .__.
love ya ppl ((: good night.
i slpt 4am. woke up 11am. IM SLPYYYY )):

writtern @6:54 PM

Friday, November 16, 2007

kiddys small eyesss :D

writtern @9:48 PM

pffts. just when im so so so tired.
and whenever i lie on my bed. i just could not get to slp.
thats so irritatingggg. i will keep opening my eyes.
and see whether am i in my dreams ? lols.
and it was ppl i have in my mind and thoughts.
whats there to think when its the last thing u gona do for tonight ?
just get to bed laaaaa. but what can i doooo ?
due to lying the on the bed early. slping late at night.
being woken up by grandma IN THE MORNING. i've got eyebags and got sick.
main reason was, INSUFFICIENT SLPPP.
this time round, seriously need slping pills to drugggg myselffff. .__.

portfolio on sunday at sentosaaaaa. kinda nervousss. haha.
but they are nicey ppl. hopefully the photographer smile. HAHA !
if not i don dare to smile mang.
and oh ya, sry peeps. didnt attend prom night with u guys.
hopefully there's a chance next yr ya ?!
ppl posting their prom pics. HAHA ! you peeps look seriously gorgeous :D

bout party that night, i sell tickets and answering calls.
replying msgs that are useless. PFFTS. irritated.
moreover, trying to borrow IC. and my prepaid from 28++
DROPPP till 15++. LOL ! that was laggi bestt. lols.
it could last me for 1 week pls. luckily im single.
if not i have to top up next day. HAHA.
i bet ying and Jenn left alot laa ! haha.
party end at 2.15am. where i was bout to get high.
BECAUSE OF THE SONGS ACTUALLY. but tooo bad.
LIGHTS ONNN. we expected it to end at 3 the most.
but but, pffffts. my last clubbing turns out like that. kinda disappointed.
but its alright. i get to see my LONG LOST OLD FRIEND.
not long though. the clique i used to be in. haha.
they organise this thingy whattt. so ya lor. had alot of laughter. :DD

hopefully i reach 18. u guys still call me out and club tgt.
and whats the date today ? its 16Nov right ?
im gona hit back to tuition next week. its time to get back to those smelly rusty bks.
love u people :D long post today yea ? haha. =\

you make the sun comes out on the cloudy days.
your my number one, your my special thing ((:

writtern @9:27 PM

Thursday, November 15, 2007

hello ppl :D saw my previous post POOOM ?!
did it all because im in anger. yupp.
and when i slpt last night. mom open her eyes.
and "sayang" me. cover me with my blanket.
because, i kicked it. =\ and im half conscious actually.
but, im melteddddd. :DD
though i know, mom always say this and tat out of anger. LIKE ME !
but, she still do love me laaaa. =\
when i was super small. she cane me. after everything.
come sayang me too. cause i was sobbing like a mad girl.
haha. ending here. staying home everyday again... D:

writtern @1:24 PM

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

slpt 2+am last night. i lied on my bed.

and things started coming up my mind. but, nvm.

i did some things to make me tired. and then,

lie on my bed. i still cant get to slp. pffts. fed upppp.

just teach me how to slp when u have alot of things in ur mind.

dad gona go genting with his collegue AND HIS WIFEEE !

i may seems to like her ya. she treat me good and everything.

but, somehow. i hate her alil. she didnt break up my family though.

dad's just spending his time + money on her.

JUST ON HER. yes. dad's running away from meeee.

gosssshhh.

i woke up at 11am. I THINK I NEED MORE SLP.

but, but, SO MANI HSWORK WAITING FOR ME.

need take care of sis. need go meet sec sch mates.

pffts. and hopefully.

better let me out tonight. BEETTTTTEERRRRR !!!!

writtern @11:36 AM

Monday, November 12, 2007

this freaking APNN is the laughing stock of my day ytd. HAHA !=\ let me describe how he does it. im not ani perv. but tryna ya.. whatever it is. HE DID THAT FOR 5 TIMES. and there's one time he place his hand IN his pants. and started scratching. and he did this for 4 times. i couldnt stand it animore, so i took it. yupp =\ the whole row of us were laughing. and beside me three was this man. he was laughing in his world. hahahhaa ! =\ ohh well. THATS WHY I DON LIKE THEMMM. pffts. *unhygenic*

another side of life. i'll be better.

writtern @8:33 PM

LET ME SLPPPPP ! HAHAHA. =\

writtern @4:10 PM

after 48 hrs of time tgt spent.
sarah and me only had 6 hrs of slp.
that was totally ubearableeeeee. im gona post later.
sooooon, after wash up and everything. im turning in.
ASLPPP ! wooots. :D

pffts. backk from dinner. i slpt for 1 HR ! just one hr. so saddd
and im having dark ringsss. so dead now !!!!
mom's nagging. and pls pray tat im going tml.
I REALI WANA GOOO. hahaha. =\
ohh yea, today things went smoothly. so yea.
IM SUPER SLPY.
guess i'll turn in early tonight. EARLY U KNOW !
yes, early. hahaha. =P
good nights :D

IS TODAY MONDAY ?! PFFTS.
HATE MONDAY NOW. COME COME WEDNESDAYY PLSSS !

writtern @4:04 PM

Sunday, November 11, 2007

why, why do this have to be a fantasy.

writtern @11:32 AM

haha, i knew i have to slack abit here and there.
because, IM NOT LATEEE ! hahaha =\
i called ppl. they just woke up. wooots. so love them.
watch dvd till 6am.
AND I HAD SUPER SUPER TERRIBLE GASTRIC PAIN.
i forget to eat dinner u see. then till 1.30am
MY STOMACH GRUMBLES. lols
i cooked maggie. but but, i LEFT so not little. sigghhh
then after throwing it away. it call for helps. .__.
then then ! dvd-ing till 5am.
i cant move anymore. darn. super pain till idk how to describe.
u walk, it hurts. pffts.
now now ? listening songs waiting for rahrah la. as usual.

if there's a lock for our memories, pls lock before u leave.
and if you're facing ur back on me.
don look back. don ever ever do that.
because, time is running no matter what happen.
and if u does, u wont get to experience other things. ((:
sry for bursting out everything last night. haha.
i feel so silly. so so so silly.
lets be alil orangey today ((: orangey morning peeps :D

writtern @11:17 AM

Saturday, November 10, 2007

teach a troubled girl how to smile ((: so sick of those things ard her. so sick.

writtern @8:51 PM

POOM ! problems never ending. POOM ! its gone.
POOM ! back & go. BLEAHHHH ! stuffing cotton buds in my ear :D
listen jay's new album ((: his hawtttt. im melting. woots. heh.

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up
Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up
Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything.

im living well. im happy. like how u see those ppl walking pass u.
im typical, aint ani special girl.
im just that silly gal whose happy ((:
she always smile; haha.
not matter what had happen. lols. =P

but, i tort i'll be fine. nahh, just so wrong.
one thing is bout cousin. ohh well.
outing without him its orite for me.
but not the others. its a clique. why is he doing this ?
if its because of me he aint gg out.
i rather stays home. home u know ?
its like home reali do only suits me. hmmm.
i don feel like gg out aniwhere. nowhere. just........ home ((:

writtern @8:23 PM

Thursday, November 08, 2007

writtern @4:23 PM

woken up by a darn slim cane. LOL. *piak*
woooots. lols ! ppl ! time to wake up.
AHHH ! 1pm woke up. )): 6 hrs of slp. awww.
UNLEASH AT ATTICA ! :D
13Nov. woodlanders, after prom night pls come find mee :D
book ur ticket with me now ((: heh.
gona be fun uh !
14 BUCKS PER TICKETTT ! get urs now ! ((:
dress theme : black and white :D
see ya peep.
im struggling.
sacrifice the love :D
IM ALRIGHT. LOLS.

writtern @4:20 PM

live life to the fullest :D everything's gona be alright. ((:

writtern @6:36 AM

woots. its 6.40am now :D
and im heading to bed ((:
good morning, morning birdies. :D
hopefully its a nice day ahead.
hopefully no one wake me up ! (:
lols, laksa for lunch and dinner again.
pray that there's no tummy ache. hah.
went to eat supper with wahwah. wooots.
super last min. .__.
morning birdiessss.
and good night roxanne :D

writtern @6:34 AM

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

i need someone to talk to.
now, badly. UGHH ! .__.
where's my soul ? sigh.

writtern @6:48 PM

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

just hope :) haha.

writtern @3:39 PM

hey ppl ! :D im caught in action luhh. .__.
feel so pai seh now. oh well,
woke up tummy upsets me. again.yes
not the 1st time though. then woke up.
had laksaaaaa. no choice. my breakfast & lunch & gona be dinner too.
i need to hire a personal Dr . haha.
3 meals a day sounds just nice. but, toooo muchhh
i had lunch, lets wait for tml's breakfast :D
i miss my peeps actually. they're missing in action.
finding timeee. but it seems like, im running out of time.
because, im running away from everything.
i'll be fine. nothing gona become worse.
it'll be better. just hope for anithing when ur down :D
HOPES ! weeeets ! :D

quarreled with mom.
BAHHHHHHH ! good night. good morning ((:
everything's fine.

"let me tell u one thing... u will encounter wat my problem todays... when next time u find someone to tok... and u ask someone to keep the secret... he or she will betray u... and u will know how i will feel... cos i call this as KARMA..."

writtern @3:34 PM

Monday, November 05, 2007

times when ppl need it badly. :)

and all i want was just a smile from u :)

writtern @12:56 PM

after 3days and 2nights of chalet.
times where i place u in my mind and heart.
u've been in my mind most of the time.
though i did had fun, but deep down,
all i have is u. one day seems like a lifetime ((:
tell me more bout you, boy.
i don wanna misunderstand u. neither do i wanna stop loving you.
all i tort was, u'll give up easily.
and if u does, i wont blame u :) just that ur not prepared.
i don need ur ans anymore. because all i have to know is,
i have u around, and when u tell me u love me. things go so sweet.
but for that pass 2days, i didnt hear a single word from u.
im missing you, and i wanted u so badly.
though we loved, we might not meant to be ):

mom tort i was a traitor.
family and friends r/s are diff. they may called backstabbers and anithing.
but traitors are not meant for family ?
HELLO ?! traitor's here ! why tell me so.
and when family cares for u, u don give a damn.
and u called me that name. THANKSSSSS !
i may still be ur little girl.
but nah, i never wanna be anymore. :) not anymore.

12hrs ! and i feel super down. )): sighh.
i feel like i've got no right to ask where are you.
telling you, i miss u and how much i love u.
i feel like im nobody in you. and im all alone now.
so different. veri different.
its another tuesday i've been waiting so long. sigh.

writtern @12:47 PM

Saturday, November 03, 2007

running away :)

writtern @3:34 PM

i dont wish to face u, i dont wish to talk to u.
i dont wish to have anything with you now.
its all because of the pressure and love you've got.
loving me might be the most stressful r/s u could have.
or even, u said the least commitment in ur past.
i don wanna talk to you in any ways.
i wanna tell you that ur not alone.
and you know, i reali hope to be there when ur down.
and after what my mom did, i ddint know u'll feel tired.
and if you are like tired now. its only a day.
things where it happen just a day.
and ur tired. ((: im speechless boy. seriously i am.
we do have feelings , we know that.
i understand ur circumstance, yes i do.
and i dont need u to understand mine.
because ur not even handling ur own problems.
i don wish to say animore. and i will stop probing.
find an answer, then tell me how u want it to be.
though im not prepared now, i'll accept whatever u gona say.
but if u cant find any ans, i will help u so. :)

writtern @3:18 PM

writtern @3:10 AM

pffts, problems problem. oh well. just problems -.-
if only problem could just fade away.
if only it could evaporate like how water do.
and if only when it could cool a person down like how hot water does.
things will get so much better, cooler and *POOM* ! gone !

running away from reality might be the best way u can see.
but nope, thats the worst thing u could have done.
and if dear friends, if im rejecting outings and everything.
because i have my personal problems.
and if ur angry with it. i cant help it.
because what i know is, true friends do understand each other circumstances.
they know what ur gg thru and shares problems with u guys.
i think we're just drifting apart. holidays here.
mon-fri aint seeing each other.
it look likes we're on our own now. ((:

and bout you, its not how we want it to be.
its how we are handling our problems thats in our hand.
if it seems to stressful, i wanna be the one who shares ur everything.
and if things are getting out of hand, i wanna be the one who put u back to pieces.
and if u cant take it animore, i'll be there to listen when ur down.
all i want was to be by ur side whenever u need me.
though we are staying far, but we know we're tgt ((:
im sry i've said those words that do make u sad. and do make me down.
if we dont make things work out tgt, by not telling each other whats wrong,
whatever we've done could not work out.
ohh well, im reali glad that i had u.
God have been kind to both of us :)
i've met u somehow. and now, its fated that we're tgt.
though we might have some gaps in betw, no worries.
i'll fill the holes when its necessary. i'll be just there for you.
i never wanna go to the next destination.
i just wanna stop here. right here ((:

chalet tml peeps. i haven pack my stuff. mom's prob's never ending.
mooooody +.+ sighh.
God's gona come down and bless my mom. he will.
Amen :D nightss.

writtern @2:54 AM

Thursday, November 01, 2007

sniff my hair. don sniff glue ((: it rockssss

writtern @1:01 AM

ppl asking me to update. so here i am :D
oh well. seriously, outing for last 2 day ; consecutive.
today, im here stucked at home. .___.
but i did enjoy pls !
haha. went to play pool with beloved uncle and bf. err err
not bad i think ? we cheated. WEEE ! not only me
haha. i've got uncle style. so fun playing with him pls ! lols

ok. grandma keep saying wanna send me to dad hs
wtf. fuck them laaaa. fucking irritated.
she wanna me stay home everyday
do hswork i know la. fugger. BUT U ASK ME EVERYDAY STAY HOME.
ITS LIKE. NOOO WAYYY PLSS !
call me kp me so much. then i at home. i will do hswork.
why still talk so much !!!! then i using comp. cause bored.
THEN U KP AGAINN. every time b4 slp and after i woke up
MY DAY LIKE SO SPOILED LA PLS. STOP THOSE FUCKING NAGGING.
because im FUCKING irritated.
want send me dad hs tell me k. u don want me to be in this hs
U TELL ME SO. DON SO INDIRECTLY.
THEN BEHIND MY BACK TELL DAD, MOM AUNT AND GRANDPA
ALL SHIT COME OUT. THEN IN FRONT OF ME
PRAISE ME I DO HSWORK GD AND SHIT.
BULLSHIT LA GRANDMA.
i hate backstabbers can pls ! i don care ur my family or what
ur suppose to have trust in me. though ur my elder
I RESPECT YOU PLS ! ur driving me to the corner
where im gg crazy. RAWWWWRRRRR.
*chilling*

IM SO $^&*@! IRRITATEDDDD ! GAWWWW. =\
hais. sry. foul words. but but.
im here to vent my anger :D nights peeps
AND I HATE FLIEESSSS.
so mani... kill them alllll ((:

writtern @12:24 AM