ROXANNE (;

Thursday, December 10, 2009

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE

I have :

Two eyes
Two nostril
Two ears
Two hands
Two legs.

And have you wondered why i have one heart ? Or all of us have one heart.

It's because our mission is to find another one who had stolen our other heart.
Find it.
Because, it's nearly like mission impossible.

It's, impossible to find my next heart.

writtern @7:40 PM

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Had the urge to blog while i'm walking home today..

The past flash through my mind very quickly.

From the start of 17th December 2008 of the day, till the end of that day.

I remebered real clearly that my then bf (Charles) was in NS. He just served the nation for only 5 days and he's inside while i'm outside with the lonely heart. Going through the day with a lonely heart. Nonetheless, this year gona be the same too. Guess there'll be no different from last year if i'm still gona feel this.

On a happier note,
my dad did invite me for buffet dinner to the hyatt. But really, to be real. I dont really wanna enjoy my birthday night with him. And to be real frank and hurtful, i just wanna spent quality time with my close family or friends if either side are unable to make it. Because seriously, he isn't one of my closest family even though, he's my dad.

Was a hurtful yet fun day (due to my really great and dearest friends) i had last year. it was kinda screwed at the end by, my mom. Having this feeling with me all over again since 17th Dec is nearing.

Well oh well. Pray for the best and wish for the least! Expect nothing and receive everything that overflows with grattitude. It'll sure be great day ahead.

PS : I hate replying SMSes that only text me with a "Hi". Because for goodness sake, you're like too free to text me just a hi and what do u expect me to reply ? It kinda feel really retarded, ya know. If you dono, then just know that i dont like it.

PPS : Don't blame me for being real bad to you not because you're nothing to me or so whatever. But because for maybe what you did in the past that makes me feel that you don't deserve my kindess to you. Or probably others stuffs that bothers me.

So if you still dont get it,

GET AWAY.

That bloody easy. : )

writtern @10:21 PM

Monday, December 07, 2009

ANGRY. U KNOW.

I'M DAMN ANGRY.

Ok, firstly. I have connections of lobangs for work. You've accepted it, THEN FCUKING DO IT!
Why the shit go ask me so many problems WHEN I HAVE EXPLAINED EVERYTHING TO YOU IN DETAIL?!

Forgive me for my harsh comments,
BUT FREAK! I'M HAVING MY MENSES AND I TOTALLY CANT CONTROL MY EMOTIONS NOW, SERIOUSLY.

hope i can do that upside down to you like damn serious. Look at my face and you'll know HOW serious i meant.

Next up,
people should really stop probing WHAT OR WHO I'M REFERRING AND WHAT'S MY BLOG ABOUT!

Why i'm feeling this why i'm writing this.
You're not the only one - to who you know you are.

Because, i felt that i really have NO reasons to tell you.
Even my bff dont get to hear what my real things were, so you people think you have the chance ?
I mean, you came here to read my blog is to just kill your boredom and see how i'm doing right.

At least i'm not dead and i'm still aliev typing nonsense and ranting my shit.
But really, you should stop that probing.

if you dont understand, pls dont expect me to explain in details.
If u're not following my post, then be it

Cause i've said before, I'll only be undressing my stuffs to people when i know that people inside out when that person have told me really everything about them.

I dont see a reason WHY i have to be the one undressing my details to people when i dont get back the same.

What the SHIT!

writtern @10:25 PM

Sunday, December 06, 2009

What's there more to write?

I've stated my point, and i'm done : )

I feel better and yes. More confuse eventually. Lol.
Nothing's helping and i'mma sleep it off.

Goodnight cruelity world, YOU SUCK!

writtern @11:57 PM

Friday, December 04, 2009

RANDOM POST! :D

I'VE GOT A TERRORIST ATTACK, LAST FEW DAYS. ( or probably WEEKS! =/ )

SEE! MY GRANDPA SO ENTHU LOR!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

He look so like a terrorist doesn't he! Haha! Cute ! :D

Next up, you'll see a baby terrorist! None other than the PIG JESSLYN. HUAHUAHAHAHA! :D

ok, so not cute la. -.-!
OUT. SHOOOOOOO!

Out for a tan day with baby jess to Woodlands Swimming Complesx : )

Ok, was being retarded and random.

Me, Jessy and alibaba.

This is another random picture which happens that night during supper for tomyum!

Can you even guess what's that ? it's a spoon for Goodness sake! Damn it!

I didnt know i have telepathy magic or whatever it's called la! I can make the spoon BEND!

sings :

*when you believe*
HAHAHAHA!

Here's the comparison. HAHA!

Eventually i was helping jesslyn to cut the roti prata to smaller pieces. I didnt know i was alr bending the damn spoon with my force WHILE helping her. So shock when i was about to use it to drink my tomyum! *Laughs*

This was also another night when i tweet about sissy's HOT like megan fox.

And of course YOU KNOW i'm kidding right. HOW CAN SHE EVEN COMPARE TO ME.

NOT TO SAY MEGAN FOX LOR!

HAHAHAHAH! See, RANDOM!

But she's real hawt that night anyway. :D

This bugger made my grandma scream when she walk pass it and was like :

"AHHHH. WOAHHH. OOOOOH!" HAHAHAHAHA!

And was like, OMG OMG OMG.

Sucha bimbo when she saw it la can!

Everyone then screams in " WAH SHIT. SO BLOODY BIG!"

She said it was a bee and IT EATS! OR bites or stings. whatever la ! -.-

But it's REALLLL big and CREEPY! Yucks.

One night while waiting for show to start,
Played jessy fringe.

made curry puff, tang yuan ( in chinese. It's those like during CNY they have reunion dinner then MUST eat it)

Then got mee hoon gueh ! Got more! She invented it all after i said curry puff. Haha

Tonight!
Bringing her to buy some sushi then prolly meet up nini for ktv night.

We're prepared since 5pm lor.

I hope that Nini sees this and feel guilty about it.

HUAHAHAHAHA.

She wasn't screaming in excitment just so you know. She's waiting so impatiently and must see the next photo to know what i mean! : )

Realise any similiarities ? We wear the same colour top, and bottom! In fact, IT INCLUDE OUR UNDIES TOO LOR! She picked all for me though.

HAHAHA!

Haha, cute right!

That's my cute ass Baby Jesslyn daughter :D

writtern @6:23 PM

Saturday, November 28, 2009

I left my post for so long.
For so long, i've not typed a word.

I've got something to say.
But they all seems so hideous.

Those words are hideous.

Leave it.

writtern @1:55 PM

Friday, November 27, 2009

What feelings do you have before unfortunate things befalls on you ?

For me, my heart will start to flutter !
My heart will race like mad and totally feeling, wow. There's no hot guys in front of me, but i'm feeling so hot and can see how my heart beats out of my chest. (idk how to describe!)

A lot a lot a lot of things came bothering me one by one. Again, i'm feeling down at this moment of my life. Yes, again.

Some literally bad things happen was,
when i woke up, i feel my heart's racing badly!
Lay on the sofa and lie on jessy's lap. However, she was bending down and my head literally falls hard down to the ground. I totally can feel that my blood was dispersing from that part of my skull and the brain was pounding like boom boom pow! And the smell in my nose can feels that i'm gona have some bleedings or something and totally can feel that i'm gona have concustion!

WOW! It HURTS!

terribly : (

Walk out for lunch with jesslyn and mom.
After that went to sheng siong to buy her hair dyes.
I fall down the stairs RIGHT IN FRONT OF the market. HOW COOL WHEN I GET STARES AND NO ONE HELPS ME when all they could only say is " AIYOOOO!"

Mak cik are pathetically screwed, seriously. But guess what i did. I laughed! What's worst, JESSLYN FIRST SAW ME FALL AND ALL SHE DO WAS LAUGH OUT AS LOUD AS SHE CAN! There, that shows how she create the scene of my embarrassment. Asshole.

Not only i stand up fine. I KNOCKED MY HEAD WHEN I STOOD UP.

IT'S TOTALLY WHAT THE SHIT AND SCREWED.

Done with my ranting.
My heart wont flutter for hot guys, but it's just a sense of unfortunate things befalling.

OUCHHHHHHHHH!

my life hurts more than how i bump my head and knees. : (

writtern @5:38 PM

Thursday, November 26, 2009

It would be just fine if i had a big cry over things that's bothering me now.

Then, i'll just forget about the matter and move on.

My heart had sank down terribly deep.
Immerse down with the souls.

writtern @10:14 PM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I didnt know i hurt so many people.

I didnt know i was so selfish in doing things.
Neither did i know i was that bad in my ways of handling things.

You know, sharing is an offence in my dictionary now.
Tell me how to share more when things happen like that ?
How to, you teach me ?

I want to be flithy rich.
Just wait for my day.
Fuck today because i had my worst.
But this isn't worst, aint gona show what's in me.
Because none of you show what's in you.

So if one day i ever see someone showing everything of you,
then i'll be the one undressing my stuffs in front of you.

writtern @2:14 AM

Monday, November 23, 2009

HAHAHAHA!
I'M LAUGHING AT MY SILLYNESS NOW!

You know. Nostalgia ?
Yes, nostalgia. When i'm starting to reminisce now.

MR CHARLES TJH!
RMB YOU ONCE SING TO ME WHEN I WAS LYING ON UR CHEST AND I WAS SO SICK ? ON MY BED AT 9.30PM ON A SATURDAY!

I told you, i'll never forget that day you once sang to me. During the two yrs of relationship, you never once sing with me nor did you sing it for me when i'm sick.

Just the thought of it really makes my heart jump a lot.
Well, hope you get well soooooon!
Dont hope you have last stage of cancer k, that's retarded.

You'll be just fine, just fine.
You'll still get to open a business after your NS and still get to reservist till you're old ok ! Haha. Okay, seriously. NINI IS HEARING MY HAPPINESS NOW.

Chocolate didnt make me high.
But you did. Cheeseburger did!

:D

The colours didnt fade.
It still lives in me.

writtern @2:22 AM

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