Too tired making myself so miserable.

Don't know why am I doing like this either.

Explaining my sadness and disappointments.

My heartbreaks and anger.

Everything's just not helping anymore and it hurts so bad now to realize that something isn't mine anymore.

I thought it happen just a couple of weeks ago. But hahaha (laughing at myself), it already did happen for two months.

Time fly, so fast. Without you realizing that the time doesn't wait till your heartbreak heals.

But why am I living in denial, in pain and in the dark.

This is not a question.

I'm back to the same old town with the same old heartache by the same old guy (:

3 years plus of loving you, must it come to a halt?

I never thought of moments like this would break my heart so badly.

All the time it does with all the break ups but if I were to stop chatting with you suddenly, not meeting you up every weekends, not being able to see you and hold you and not hugging you when I needed you the most has already broke me down mentally.

I don't know but I don't wanna feel so tired with you quarreling over things.

Thinking that i'm always at the fault but not you.

I dislike your insensitivity towards my feelings.

It doesnt work one way, but both.

I took an effort but you let it slip all the time.

Well, of course you making choices like this all the time prolly it's because of me that's left unsaid within you.

You said well done to me because I initiated a break up, but look who did it ruthlessly.

It's okay if you don't love me anymore.

That will be the only way for me to move on when you already did.

No point being sad all the time when you no longer thinks or have thoughts about me anymore.